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Just got back from Santa Barbara. BU-T-FUL.

And...I just got a message on my phone from my little niece singing....

"Trick or treat...smell my feets...give me some things good to eat..."

haha...I love her.
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kundalini:
Kids rock.
Adults suck.
I want to go back to rocking. smile
wtf:
I miss the west coast. And taking kids trick or treating. They pretty much stopped it in Detroit and surrounding cities. Now you just go to parties and get candy. No more house to house with your friends. That was the best, daring your friends to say that.
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la la
la la la la
la la la la la

la la
la la la la
la la la la la

Life is good. Everything has begun to settle down and fall into place.

I had to go to Americorps/Red Cross and quit. I told them I just could'nt spread myself that thin with the health of my father on the line. The next...
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armsxlikexblades:
true dat.
akasha823:
Sounds like things are starting to work in your favor. And I hope that your father is able to get back on his feet soon. He is very lucky to have a son like you to be there for him.

How did you get involved with the Red Cross? It seems like a rewarding place to be.

Also, how long did you live in the Bay Area? I was born there and spent a few years of my childhood there. I am supposed to go up for Halloween.


As for the love thing, be patient. It will happen when it is supposed to. Don't you hate when people tell you that. I am in the same boat as you and for people to say that to me is a bit irritating. I mean you know that they mean well, but it still doesn't take away that sting you feel when you want to hold someone or when you want to spend hours laying in bed doing nothing but hearing each other breathe.
Even though I have become really pessimistic about this whole love thing, there is a part of me that will never stop being the hopeless romantic. That small part keeps me from becoming a nun.


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Something must be wrong with me....I'm filling out a standard question/answer survey. FUCK!

favorite ice cream- Dulche De Leche

best friend- Not sure I really have one anymore. I can't count on him...and I'm not sure he can count on me. hmmm...shit needs to change.

bad habit- I bite my nails on occasion...and it's one of the grossest things I can think of.

favorite song-...
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viciousdemalice:
favorite ice cream- Chocolate

best friend- Jake

bad habit- Smoking

favorite song- Right now, 1985 by Bowling for Soup

your first kiss- Third grade

first girlfriend- Lisa Cradle, third grade

something weird- I like chick flicks

what do u do when you first get in the shower- wash hair.

virgin? Nope

have you ever been in love- Once or twice.

have you ever broken up with anyone- once or twice.

has anyone broken up with you- so, what of it

siblings- Desiree, better know as my second parent

a name for your daughters- Alexandria Phoenix Prince, Josephina Leona Prince

a name for you sons- Vance Duane Prince, Devlin James Prince

favorite movie- The Punisher

First date- Date? What the hell is that? Does sex count?

the thing you look for most in a person- Intelligence

favorite food- Pussy

when do you want to get married- 23

how many kids- 4

cold or hot weather? Cold, can always warm, one can only get so naked.

how many people have u kissed- One or two girls a night, everynight, for two years straight, I'm too tired to count.

are you in a relationship- Three years and counting.

do you have a crush on someone- Yeah, but I'm dating her, so it doesn't count anymore.

your favorite time of day- Dark.

favorite thing to wear- Converse and jackets.

favorite word- Dude

least favorite word- Wasssuuuuuupppp.

worse taste- Mickey's

favorite number- 16

worse day ever- The day my girl fucked some other guy at the same time I learned the closest thing to a father figure I had was dead, my uncle.

worse feeling- Betrayal

best feeling- Love

favorite color- Black

favorite place to be kissed- Eyes

favorite place- Thus far, St. Andrews cathedral in Scotland.

favorite place to shop- Toys 'R Us

favorite person to shop with- My girl

favorite place to eat- Taco Bell, it's a California institution

dream car- '65 mustang with a V-10 cramed in

honeymoon- Ireland

nicknames- James, bug, Florence Nightengale, Vicious, shit head

soda-Mountain Dew

liquor-Jack Daniels

favorite body part on the opposite sex- Stomachs and legs, yes I picked two!!!

what is the geekiest part of your music collection? Eve 6

what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? Ice cream

what is your secret guarenteed weeping movie? Don't laugh, Armageddon

if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Get rid of all my freckles

do you have a completely irrational fear? The telephone

what is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? I disappear

do you know anyone famous? No, but I'mrelated to the number one money winner on the LPGA tour.

describe your bed? Comfy

do you know how to play poker? No

what do you carry with you at all times? Lighter

what do you miss most about being little? discovering the world for the first time, the fantasies I had, and the pure adventure of going to the park alone.

have you ever been in a play? I was Jesus the Blade, a shark, in Westside Story. That's right, I sang, I danced, and I settled a turf war, all at the same time.

do you like yourself and believe in my(your?)self? Never have, never will.

do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? No, just make me sad

do you consider yourself to be a nice person? No, I'm an asshole, but they say i'm nice

whats one thing you wish you could do but can't? Fly

what is your ideal marriage location? On a cliff amidst sea spray and green hills

whats one instrument you wish you could play? Piano

something you love and hate? Sex

do you tell your friends about your sex life? Only when I did well.

whats one language you want to learn? Latin

whats one trait you hate in a person? Loftiness

do you consider yourself materialistic? No, but who isn't happy when they get new stuff?

what do you cook best? Spaghetti

if you don't like a person, how do you show it? I don't talk to them, then they forget me.

whats one thing you like to do alone? Draw

Yeah, I'm a loser, what of it? At least you weren't alone in the test taking process.
t3chmonkey:
No way am I taking that friggin quiz. Oof. I'd take huge paragraphs for each answer. Maybe one at a time.

It's stunning how much we resemble each other. It's like we have the same set of emotion uh, type parameters of responses under which we operate in. I don't know. I have a suspicion from the countless journals out there that sound like ours that we're not so unique. Haaaaaaa. Doesn't that feel great to hear?

So you're sister is hot, talented and successful. How would you like to have me for a brother? Think you can make it happen? Kidding.
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I penetrate you
ruin you
Between your shaking thighs and senseless words
this is the only way I know how
to find what Im missing

but it has left me emptier than when I began
like any other fix would

I look for something in you after the fact
To find who you are crushed by the sheer weight of what you have to live...
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shark_____:
just north of San Francisco
t3chmonkey:
Bukowski. You a Bukowski fan? I think you'd dig him.

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When I was 8 my Mom promised me and promised me she would take me to this hobby shop...get me this model. Of course that was my only focus...that model...that fucking model.

But she was clearly too busy.

And I waited. And I waited.
Finally I got all pissed at her about breaking her promise...about lying to me....completely oblivious to the fact that it was...
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kundalini:
Uh oh. What's going on bro?

shocked
timeoftheeclipse:
what if i hurt her?
what then?
she means so much to me,
god my head hurts
my heart hurts
what if i stay with her nad end up hurting her even worse down the road??
what then?
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Right now, I just want to run away from everything I've ever done in my life that has gotten me to this point.

I want to run away and forget who the fuck I am and where I've been and the things I've done.

I want to wake up on a beach in Costa Rica and live my life without the pressure put on me...
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t3chmonkey:
Big boys stay and fight.
t3chmonkey:
Not as far as I know.
But speaking of knowledge, you might know something that I don't. I'm going to be looking for you on IM to interrogate.
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It's fucking frying balls! It's like a 102 degrees! I'm going to the beach damn it!

Garden State is probably one of the most beautiful movies I have ever seen in my life. It moved me. See it. Zach Braff was an unknown to me before this. He did an incredible job writing, directing and acting in this film.

Natalie Portman gets high marks too...
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pusssykat:
I'd like that. smile
astasia:
ehh it's not too bad....
102 degrees.....too fucking hot for me....and my poor cat....and no air....but i think i sweated off the bacon cheese burger i had last night.....
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PART I
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When I was in the 7th grade I met this girl at church. Her name was Mandy Brown.

We HATED each other. Or...she hated ME...and so...naturally, out of spite...I had to hate her back. I had to hate her better and more fully.

Then we got stuck together in the back seat of a car going to a summer camp for like...
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kundalini:
The amazing thing is understanding how each of these choices will change the path of your life dramatically. It's seeing these different branches on the tree and accepting how each of them will shape and mold you like clay that will be the hard part.

Wow. Marine corp. and a failed marriage. You are a complex fellow, aren't you? wink
kundalini:
That's cool and all, but can your nephews or your friend's kids play with it...? wink
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So last night I finished my first fall class. I've never wanted to jab myself in the ears more in my fucking life as I did as my fucking Econ professor droned on about puchasing power parity. It would'nt be half so bad if she did'nt speak with the worst eastern european accent and stutter after every 8 words.

The only thing that made it...
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t3chmonkey:
Listen to you, Mr Socialite. Mr I-do-stuff.
That's a long way from watching paint dry.
kundalini:
Australian girls rock my world like a hurricane. (Whoops, I'm refering to the old Scorpions song, not that trouble down in Florida.) Best of luck!!

Hahahahahahaha! A lumberjack!!
See what happens when you hang out in Michigan too long...? wink

(Edited to make joke at expense of my home state.)

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you take me for granted
as if I'll wait forever
as if I didnt have a choice

you fail to see what you're missing
but I guess that's easy to do when you fail to look at all

an attempt would be enough
even if you fell on your face trying
like I do...
over and over again

I'd meet you halfway...
if this wasnt...
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armsxlikexblades:
haha...no worries guys. I've got other great girls waiting in the wings. They just are'nt.....her.
nadya:
geez what an idiot that girl is... want me to kick her ass!?!

whatever

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"It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations."

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I have always believed that love is a choice one makes. I don't believe we "fall" in or out of love...although certain conditions can...
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virgins_prayer:
Ouch Ouch Ouch robot
drexel:
haha.

SHUT UP!!!!