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Mmm, Ultracet. I'm in such a good mood right now. Listening to Head Automatica... I want to dance. And have sex. And laugh. And cuddle. And explode fucking unicorns.

Katy gave me a blank journal before she left. I think I'm gonna go draw in it, because drugs make me an excellent artist.

I got my hair dyed/cut (again!) today. I will upload pictures when I find batteries for my camera. I just bleached parts of it and cut my bangs, I look a lot younger with bangs. It's cute.

My stuff from Urban Outfitters came. I got a totally awesome unicorn belt that I can't wait to show Roby. She better find a computer soon.

Yesterday,...
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Tomorrow I'm applying at effin' Hot Topic, bitches.

Katy, my best friend EVER, moved to Rhode Island today. I went over to help her pack, and we took a walk and layed out in the sun and cuddled and ate Jello. We tried to find the words for a meaningful goodbye or something, but... she's coming back in like 3 weeks for her birthday and...
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Fuck money. Fuck spending all this money on drugs. Fuck bloody noses. Fuck being sick. Fuck sleeping all the time. Fuck being social. Fuck getting a job. Fuck enrolling in college. Fuck getting out of this chair.

I'm lonely. I need to see my psychiatrist. I want to go to the hospital. I hate how boring being sad is. Joy Division is murdering me as...
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I think I'm sick. I want to throw up every two seconds. I can't eat anything. But I kind of want to, maybe? I want to go back to bed. Maybe I'm hungover. I can't tell.

I got my Sleater-Kinney record but I can't even tolerate music right now.

My vag hurts. Sex kills.

I picked up applications at Ulta and Whole Foods in Rockville....
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Question for all of you: How should I color my hair? I just got it cut and I want to get it colored.

Anyways, I'm so excited about MC. I think I'm going to wait till Spring to take some classes and I'll just work until then.

I love that you can drop out of high school and not waste your time with that shit,...
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I'm signing up for MC.

I'm moving in with Asher at Jose's house.

And I'm getting the hell out of this shitty life.

Because I can't deal with it anymore.

Chris, if you have nothing better to do than read this in hopes of finding a reference to Asher and I having sex, look no further. We did today. It was amazing. I've been doing...
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