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Well, I dealt with my birthday rather well. It's not something I celebrate openly.

The fact that only a few people are aware of it in real life helps keep it in perspective. I think I showed remarkable restraint in not engaging in a narcotic binge; though I am open to the possibility of turning my desk inside out searching for my old connection's phone...
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ugh. I was planning on sleeping in 'til noon.

I had a peculiar dream, peculiar because cops didn't chase me, sharks didn't attack me and the world didn't explode.

Even half aslleep, I felt the presence of eyes watching me, I rolled over and there was a horse peeping through my bedroom window. I love animals but horses perturb me. Midget horses, not so much....
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jonnytrrrash7:
Happy Birthday! was that your gift horse?


i actually remember a bit of my dream last night. it involved trying, in vain, to hook up a bunch of exotic effects pedals the likes i had never seen before. time was critical because it was right before a show or a recording session. maybe this means i should be playing again?

hah, ICP is a nightmare all its own!
scheisskopf:
I'd like to see the Lincoln patch. This is actually the insignia of Charles Nungesser, the famous French ace fighter pilot from WWII. I found it in a vending machine at a nickel arcade on the wharf in San Francisco (along with a couple others I'll scan and show you) a couple of years ago, and have not yet decided where to put it.

As far as Jiminez, I went to a lecture of his a few years ago, and did not know he had died until I Wikipedia-ed him for the link to give you. My favorite of his-- and I don't know where it's kept-- is Man on Fire. The university in Alberquerque has some, as well as the mall in dowtown San Diego, and I believe you're correct in thinking that ASU has some of his work as well. Cool guy.
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I had a blissfull weekend, punctuated with about four hours of sleep.

I climbed my favorite hill, set up a lawn chair, and jammed on the bongos.

I found a mole in the grass and felt compelled to pick it up and hold it against my face; moles are underappreciated creatures in terms of cuteness. It seems odd. But it was sensuous.

In the wee...
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jonnytrrrash7:
sounds like a great weekend. sleep deprivation can be such fun!

i love Robt. Williams.
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When I was a kid, my cousin Joe became an avowed born-again christian.

Shit happens.

He used to say that he asked God to put him in people's paths so that he could help them. He used to preach to me, and you would think that would be annoying, but he had the gift of gab. His stories were enthralling. When he spoke of his...
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vrulovwrath:
Racism is about those who believe in the idividuality and actual existence of races. Admit you belong, and youre a racist. I want to believe that I belong to the human race, not the white race, or anything similar... That was a personal opinion. As for religions and "avowed born-again christians" as long as youre a good person you don't need to belong to any religion. If theres a god in the end he'll take you in his private chambers whatever those called (heaven?) no matter what.
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jonnytrrrash7:
i think you may be right.
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nicklesanddimes3:
that doesnt look very relaxing.
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On a hill not too far from here, there is an outcrop of rocks with tonal qualities.

If you bang on 'em just so they make cool sounds. When it's hot they sound kind of glassy. And when it rains, they have a muted vibes-like sound. At night, rattlers sometimes sit there and warm themselves. Local Indian lore supposes that nefarious "little people" live in...
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vrulovwrath:
You should have said "I let her live" not "them". The guy didn't say anything bad about you, only the girl, but then again... if you had killed her you should finish him too so he wouldn't speak tongue
People like that are everywere and they are alot. I hate them too. Making fun and insulting others with no reason!

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Anyway, thanks for what you said for me in the cos members threat by the way. You sound very expirienced. Maby shes right, I don't know, but she shure sounded mean smile



You should borrow some of these rocks and keep them in your house. You never know when youre gona need them wink

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Crazy backward alphabet dreams aren't allowing for much restful sleep.

I shuffle outside and onto the porch steps at about 6 AM, half-asleep-walking, I'm not aware of what's going on. I drift in and out. Sometimes my legs kick out spasmodically, a fucking riverdance to nowhere. I can't quite keep my head from flopping side to side, freakish and voodoo-like.

Trying to sneak out of...
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I've arrived at a point where the only way I can stand the city is if I stay loaded.

I don't consider this a weakness per se. It's more like a handicap that equalizes all competitor's chances of winning. I must mentally stoop to the same level as the most twisted and cruel individual I will probably cross paths with. Yes, even if that creature...
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vrulovwrath:
As it seems people suck.