I love nights where I honestly don't want to do anything but go home and relax. This past year has been an exercise in learning to enjoy my own company and trust myself, and though I'm insanely in debt now, I have realized that I do like being in my skin.
I like being alone with my movies, my notebook, a book, a magazine, even...
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Tonight was my last night of work at the horrible place. And then I found out that they're throwing 50 Cent's after-party tomorrow night. Why does all the cool stuff happen when I've quit? (Yeah, I like 50 Cent. Not even his music, I just love a man who can rock a fedora and a pinstriped suit.)
I got into the sex/sex toy discussion with...
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ericj:
I share your hates. 
Isn't that how it always happens? You leave some place and then hear that some rad shit went down. Drives me crazy sometimes.
I miss constant sex myself, but I miss those other things you mentioned as well. Thing is, the longer I'm single the less those things make up for the ball and chain aspect of a relationship. I don't know, I'm just in a pretty narcissitic place right now.
Shows alone can either be incredibly, incredibly fun, or way, way too lonely. It's a toss up, but I dig hittin' 'em single too.
Yay for being tired of missing the ex! Wash that shit right out of your hir, girl. What will be will be.
My mom is awesome. She's one of the nicest people I know and most of my friends call her mom too. If that gives you any indication.
Isn't that how it always happens? You leave some place and then hear that some rad shit went down. Drives me crazy sometimes.
I miss constant sex myself, but I miss those other things you mentioned as well. Thing is, the longer I'm single the less those things make up for the ball and chain aspect of a relationship. I don't know, I'm just in a pretty narcissitic place right now.
Shows alone can either be incredibly, incredibly fun, or way, way too lonely. It's a toss up, but I dig hittin' 'em single too.
Yay for being tired of missing the ex! Wash that shit right out of your hir, girl. What will be will be.
My mom is awesome. She's one of the nicest people I know and most of my friends call her mom too. If that gives you any indication.
tinfoilhalo:
So now that you quit the HORRIBLE job , what 'ya gonna do ? I just ask because I'm still at my horrible job and want to quit SOOOOOO bad I can taste it . I'd just have to live in a cardboard box and eat dog food for a few years . 
Ahhh...True Romance . I have GOT to get that movie on DVD . I just watched Desperado again . I wonder where I can get one of those rocket launchin' geeee-tar cases ?
P.S. My mom's still my favorite woman in this WHOLE friggin' topsy turvy world . She rocks .
Ahhh...True Romance . I have GOT to get that movie on DVD . I just watched Desperado again . I wonder where I can get one of those rocket launchin' geeee-tar cases ?
P.S. My mom's still my favorite woman in this WHOLE friggin' topsy turvy world . She rocks .
Watching Natural Born Killers. So many great revenge fantasies. I love this movie. My favorite love stories all take place on the road. I want someone to run away with me. Drive around the country, sleep in the car, write a book about it.
I miss the ocean. I want to run ankle-deep in the water in the middle of the night. I want to...
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I miss the ocean. I want to run ankle-deep in the water in the middle of the night. I want to...
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lil_tuffy:
well, you have a place to stay in SF.
:tuffy:
:tuffy:
twwly:
tattoos on the lips COULD be okay...
and i want to go to philly!
and i want to go to philly!
I'm in Fort Collins right now on my friend's computer planning our road trip to California. Beware, all you Californians, we are coming...
Who wants to put up two cute girls for a few nights??
My new phone is lots of fun. It's got Blondie as its ringtone. Yep, I'm a dork.
Got a haircut today. New pictures soon. It's sort of shaggy and choppy...
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Who wants to put up two cute girls for a few nights??
My new phone is lots of fun. It's got Blondie as its ringtone. Yep, I'm a dork.
Got a haircut today. New pictures soon. It's sort of shaggy and choppy...
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mrluckys:
woah!
your name jumped out at me and gave me some mean flashbacks.
you irish?
1. neither
2. mk & a
3. legolas
4. t & a
your name jumped out at me and gave me some mean flashbacks.
you irish?
1. neither
2. mk & a
3. legolas
4. t & a
mrluckys:
kind of like i pretend to live in vegas 
aoife had a sister with one of the most beautiful names i'd heard. spent the last half hour trying to remember it. hopefully i wrote it down. it was one of those you'd like to have on hand when naming potential children. also had a sister named ailish, not so pretty. had a shiobahn and a aisling run through my life. don't recall any irish guys though, hmm...
aoife had a sister with one of the most beautiful names i'd heard. spent the last half hour trying to remember it. hopefully i wrote it down. it was one of those you'd like to have on hand when naming potential children. also had a sister named ailish, not so pretty. had a shiobahn and a aisling run through my life. don't recall any irish guys though, hmm...
Stina is hot. Whoooaaa.
Sittin' on the couch with a papaya mask on my face and my hair tied up in a pink handkerchief. I am so hot right now, I can't even tell you. I'd take a picture, but, well, you know.
Worked all day. Mmm, sushi. It's nice to not want to slash my wrists at my job. Maybe someday I'll go the...
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Sittin' on the couch with a papaya mask on my face and my hair tied up in a pink handkerchief. I am so hot right now, I can't even tell you. I'd take a picture, but, well, you know.
Worked all day. Mmm, sushi. It's nice to not want to slash my wrists at my job. Maybe someday I'll go the...
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eponine:
i didn't get your email...i think i've been having trouble getting sg mails lately...
here's my email, hopefully it'll work this time.
iliveinshangrila@hotmail.com
here's my email, hopefully it'll work this time.
iliveinshangrila@hotmail.com
bryn:
yay awesome boys!
i dont usually eat before bed [anymore]
well i dont usually eat.
i am poor.
yay philly!
1] a zoo and then a strip club. the best date [with a boy] id ever had was that
2] me rikey zee bangs and chin length dealy
3]i dunno if theyre from CA [i know they play out there lots] Blonde Redhead. or Broadcast if i suck and am wrong
4] can i get back to you on that? there are so many
i dont usually eat before bed [anymore]
well i dont usually eat.
i am poor.
yay philly!
1] a zoo and then a strip club. the best date [with a boy] id ever had was that
2] me rikey zee bangs and chin length dealy
3]i dunno if theyre from CA [i know they play out there lots] Blonde Redhead. or Broadcast if i suck and am wrong
4] can i get back to you on that? there are so many
new profile pic. check it out.
What I did This Weekend:
worked.
didn't make jack for money.
rode my bike and laughed at people in spandex.
got hit on while riding my bike--guy comes up behind me (while I've got headphones on, mind you) and says "What does your tattoo say?" I say, "If I wanted everyone to know, I'd have gotten it in English."...
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What I did This Weekend:
worked.
didn't make jack for money.
rode my bike and laughed at people in spandex.
got hit on while riding my bike--guy comes up behind me (while I've got headphones on, mind you) and says "What does your tattoo say?" I say, "If I wanted everyone to know, I'd have gotten it in English."...
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twwly:
god, i love sushi.
mcqueen:
Hey, no worries. Thanks for listening and calling! It's sort of bittersweet. On one hand, I like when people call in, but I'm usually so fucking distracted--getting music cued up, dealing with shitty equipment, writing down playlists--that I come off sounding like a jackass. Or worse, a big jerk.
That was a wordy disclaimer for "I hope I didn't sound like an idiot."
That was a wordy disclaimer for "I hope I didn't sound like an idiot."
I went to see Grind tonight. That skateboard movie, yep. And fucking loved it. It reminded me of a summer with my boys from high school, before they smoked so much pot that they fried all ambition, and took up petty or not-so-petty crime. Didn't hurt that the lead kid looks like my friend Rhett. Yeah, the plot is pretty flimsy, but who cares? It's...
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kikka:
oh yes?
then i want! to be! your girlfriend! at least as much as the internet allows!
then i want! to be! your girlfriend! at least as much as the internet allows!
ericj:
Man, those rules just prove that you'll never love me. 
I do so want to see Grind and Bend it Like Beckham.
1. Newman.
2. Bike, actually. I used to skate, but WAY before that I was a terror on my bike, so, first loves and all. Plus, I really want to do some fucking real mountain biking. None of this trail shit.
3. T-Bird
4. No opinion
5. Torn
6. Fuck, torn again. Quit making them hard.
I do so want to see Grind and Bend it Like Beckham.
1. Newman.
2. Bike, actually. I used to skate, but WAY before that I was a terror on my bike, so, first loves and all. Plus, I really want to do some fucking real mountain biking. None of this trail shit.
3. T-Bird
4. No opinion
5. Torn
6. Fuck, torn again. Quit making them hard.
I went for a bike ride today.
The average biker I passed: Spandex bike shorts and top, bike shoes, helmet, water bottle, little armband radio thingie.
Me: cutoff jeans (waistband and legs), wifebeater, Pumas, trucker hat, walkman stuffed into my bra blaring Agnostic Front.
Yep. I am not your average Denverite.
On my way back to my house, I passed the cutest girl with her...
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The average biker I passed: Spandex bike shorts and top, bike shoes, helmet, water bottle, little armband radio thingie.
Me: cutoff jeans (waistband and legs), wifebeater, Pumas, trucker hat, walkman stuffed into my bra blaring Agnostic Front.
Yep. I am not your average Denverite.
On my way back to my house, I passed the cutest girl with her...
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bryn:
ARR! 
and *something in Elvish* and all that. ill snuggle up with the one blonde ive ever had the hots for [even though hes not really blonde], and you get the dirty scruffy dude. i love Viggo. im so glad they picked him instead of like Tom Cruise [who sucks at acting] or Brad Pitt [who can act, but is way too arrogant].
and *something in Elvish* and all that. ill snuggle up with the one blonde ive ever had the hots for [even though hes not really blonde], and you get the dirty scruffy dude. i love Viggo. im so glad they picked him instead of like Tom Cruise [who sucks at acting] or Brad Pitt [who can act, but is way too arrogant].
bombshellbetty:
Ooh, a writing career! Takes a lot of guts to go after that. What do you write?
Maybe my standards would have a little room for bending if I ever went out anywhere.
Instead, I talk to my ex on the phone for a while, and try to explain to him why I miss him, but I can't even really explain to myself. It's hard not to say "I love you" at the end of the conversation, but if I did, either...
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Instead, I talk to my ex on the phone for a while, and try to explain to him why I miss him, but I can't even really explain to myself. It's hard not to say "I love you" at the end of the conversation, but if I did, either...
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bombshellbetty:
It's strange talking with my ex, too. Weird, because I do still love him. *hug*
This feeling is strange. I kinda want to just say "Fuck it!" and get in a car and drive, I don't know where. That's exactly what I want to do. Change. Like you, wanting to go away, change it all. Start over. Hmmm.
This feeling is strange. I kinda want to just say "Fuck it!" and get in a car and drive, I don't know where. That's exactly what I want to do. Change. Like you, wanting to go away, change it all. Start over. Hmmm.
twwly:
moving back in isn't so bad. it's a great way to save money and eat.
All boys should go to this guy's journal and take notes. Rules to live by.
Got new shoes yesterday. I am entirely too much of a Puma whore. But these ones are black and silver and comfy. Pictures soon.
Gotta do laundry, but I'm procrastinating...
It's going to rain again soon. I may have to go run around in it. I miss water. I'm tired...
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Got new shoes yesterday. I am entirely too much of a Puma whore. But these ones are black and silver and comfy. Pictures soon.
Gotta do laundry, but I'm procrastinating...
It's going to rain again soon. I may have to go run around in it. I miss water. I'm tired...
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bombshellbetty:
Rules to live by? But I like it when boys beg! Especially if I happen to be standing on his chest at the time.
Sexy underwear if for your enjoyment, little miss! Yours! Oh, and possibly the neighbors if they're lucky.
Thank you so much for your good wishes. I'm procrastinating the housework, too. *sigh* Back to it...
Sexy underwear if for your enjoyment, little miss! Yours! Oh, and possibly the neighbors if they're lucky.
Thank you so much for your good wishes. I'm procrastinating the housework, too. *sigh* Back to it...
mcqueen:
R for race.
The sticker hasn't been stuck. I usually save the singles. I only stick the ones I have multiples of. But it's in very good company with my cherished 80s skate stickers.
The sticker hasn't been stuck. I usually save the singles. I only stick the ones I have multiples of. But it's in very good company with my cherished 80s skate stickers.
changing fave girls again. because Madyson is hot, but I can't go too long without Twwly on my faves list. plus, these three were the only ones to reply to my last journal entry (along with the great McQueen).
Work tonight was not bad, for once.
I want a pair of matching tattoos on my hipbones (or thereabouts) but I don't know what. Any...
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Work tonight was not bad, for once.
I want a pair of matching tattoos on my hipbones (or thereabouts) but I don't know what. Any...
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mcqueen:
Oh come on...you HAVE to keep a beach cruiser in the stable!
I just finished painting up another bike this weekend.
So, I'm not your favorite SuicideGirl? Whateva!
I just finished painting up another bike this weekend.
So, I'm not your favorite SuicideGirl? Whateva!
mcqueen:
San Jose doesn't have any hills at all!
1. almost done with shitty job. only another week or so. yay.
2. cannot stop thinking about that boy. damnit. gotta call him back tomorrow when the cellphone is free. but he probably won't answer and then will call me back when I'm at work. bah.
3. I never worry about the things I should worry about. Instead, I create big dramatic problems when there...
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2. cannot stop thinking about that boy. damnit. gotta call him back tomorrow when the cellphone is free. but he probably won't answer and then will call me back when I'm at work. bah.
3. I never worry about the things I should worry about. Instead, I create big dramatic problems when there...
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cherry:
What're you doing after you leave your job? Sorry If I missed you say...
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
bryn:
roommates SUCK.
ooo. i have the "kiss me...." sticker.
ooo. i have the "kiss me...." sticker.
but tomorrow-bbq with mcqueen,punt,and muller. it's a two hour drive for me but damn well worth it!
hope you're having fun at the dropkicks show...
let me know when you get back, we can take more random drives for random foods.