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I kinda think
that I loved you
that night
when I caught you calling me
"baby"
under your breath
eyes lined from lack of sleep
kissing lazily
halfasleep
too tired to
fuck
but still both of us
propping our eyelids open
for just another hour
since then, I don't really know.
deadsweetheart:
yup your in love with hwoever you were wiht ,,casue you stayed awak not wanting to miss a second of the time being with that person .

Todd
eponine:
yeah, everything is bad back home. i'm writing that email to you i said i'd write weeks ago.
it might take awhile though. blackeyed get ready for a novel.
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Lunch with the boy and the little one today. I think some of the pressure is off--kid gave me the eyebrow raise that his daddy's taught him to do to "flirt with girls" when I said goodbye. Because I know that if he didn't like me, that'd be The End.

Also been informed that the last girl he dated didn't meet the kid until they'd...
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bombshellbetty:
I have been domesticated, haven't I? surreal I usually don't have the time to do this kind of stuff, so it's sort of an indulgence. I didn't leave the house all weekend, it was like I was on an agoraphobic vacation. smile

I'm glad you aren't letting the kid issue scare you away. He sounds like a real winner (the dad, I mean).
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He cancelled.

Suddenly all of my insecurities and irritations bubble up, and I've had an argument with a shadow opponent 300 times in my head tonight while waiting for him to call me back. Mostly it's things that need to be said before I really am mad, because sitting on them is no bloody good.

I know this guy likes me. That's not the issue....
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eponine:
growing up is for suckas.

and yeah, he changed her tattoo. it's one of those jesus-fish thingers...(she's really religious). it was supposed to have a black outline and be purple on the inside, but instead he just filled the whole thing in black and put a purple highlight on the inside. i wanted to punch the guy, but she seemed pleased with it... blackeyed i reeeeally hated the guy. i even disliked him before he pulled that. eugh. puke
merry:
I'm sorry. blackeyed {{{hugs}}}
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I had a lovely evening off with Jessica, blowing lots of money on perfume, underwear, cute shirts, and pizza, and more importantly, talking about all the things we haven't been able to talk about since a certain dick ex-something of mine came into her life.

It meant more than it has from anyone else to hear her say that she's really happy I've met a...
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merry:
I love cosmetics that smell like food. I have some lotion from the Body Shop that smells like mandarin oranges. love

Kids are super scary. Good luck. smile
eponine:
oh my heck...good luck with the kiddo.
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Some random observations:

1. New Batman movie kicked a hell of a lot of ass. Go see it, like now. And if you haven't seen Lords of Dogtown, do that too. Nothing beats summer movies that are actually good.

2. Rainy Sundays make me want to listen to every version of "Gloomy Sunday" that I've ever heard. I have Billie Holiday, Marianne Faithfull, and...
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thrasher:
The skateshop got special passes for a lovely early screening

and for the record it's most likely just me
this is one of my good friends reactions to it

mothra said:
I thought it was really good. Fuck how authentic it was, it made me want to go skate with my friends, no other movie has ever done that.

I say it's worth seeing.



[Edited on Jun 21, 2005 7:33AM]

thrasher:
Oh and Jay Adms is not goofy foot he's regular
that's a big deal
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Each time I see Lucero, I swear they put on a better show. Seriously, go see them. Even if you've listened to the recorded stuff and didn't dig it. They are fabulous. And then go buy the gorgeous girl at the merch stand a drink. She deserves it.

Oh, and if anyone who reads this is a Lucero junkie already, and has some live pictures...
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boundcreature:
does he work alot? stress alot?

in all honesty, the only way i can go to bed without being completely fucking exhausted is to go to sleep next to my girlfriend. it's the only time my brain slows down and i can just focus on sensual experience and fall asleep naturally. it also doesn't work with just any girl, i have to be really comfortable with them and they have to have a way about them that calms me down. with palo it's her voice, smell and the shape of her body... so anyway, if you help him to fall asleep, i would definitely take that as a complement.
merry:
Oh god, I've always wanted to see the south, especially Tennessee. Damn my poverty. blackeyed
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You want to know how seriously uncool I am? Huh?

Jill and I split the cost of the Alanis Morrissette Jagged Little Pill Acoustic Redux today at Starbucks. Yeah, I'm way lame. But after a hard week and a half of writing music reviews, interviews, and the like like a madwoman, I deserve to cheese out and remember being 14.

I left the boy (which,...
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johnnythsaint:
I would love to find a note like that. I was just recently going through a bunch of boxes of old stuff and found my stash of old notes, letters and other stuff from old girlfriends, including a note I got from the office from my high school (!) saying that this particular girlfriend had called and that I was supposed to go straight to her house after school. I always thought that it was pretty cool that she thought to do that and also that they actually took the message and gave it to me.
nephares6:
Just tuning in. That was a nice gesture with the card. I know I've always enjoyed written communications from women, particularly the one I'm with (when I am with one). I especially enjoy it when there's a dialog happening only on paper that we don't speak about directly. It's nice.
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Friends list purged. Why? Because I'm tired of grey spots and don't talk to lots of people on there. Also purged the list of waiting friend requests. Why? Because I don't recall ever having spoken to any of the people on that list either. You want to be my friend, talking to me helps.

Shit, you want to be my friend in real life, returning...
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jonnyjonnyh:
Steven Moore update rocky mountain news
mylf:
I hear ya about the friends. I have purged quite a few IRL friends over the past 2 years, and I haven't felt this great in years. smile
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You know those friends who, with the best of intentions, make you feel like you're a worthless sack of shit?

Yeah.

Michaela and I are now two-for-two on fights on the way home from dance party night at the Jinx. This one ended particularly badly. She just cannot comprehend who I am and what is important to me (Necessary: creativity, freedom, love, culture, arts. Unnecessary:...
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tinfoilhalo:
I have to work 3:00pm to 12:30am Sat . Eff Saturday indeed . mad

Mmmmmm....Dushku . love
merry:
Starting our on paper sounds like work. Let's move there and get jobs as feature columnists with the English free weekly. I forget what it's called, but I know it exists cos I was reading it last time I was there. tongue

My entire family is like your friend. It sucks. puke

So, like, a few updates ago you said there'd be pics of the new boy. How's that coming? wink
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Getting up this morning was VERY hard. My bed is lovely and soft and comfy, and this morning I had company in there...

I went to Savannah with a friend yesterday to get her sleeve worked on, and I really want more tattoos. Like now.

Then after descending into a semi-funk, I met up with the guy for drinks, and we curled up in a...
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eponine:
nah, i didn't see iris...i've been going to this rad girl at the place across the street. her father-in-law was one of the detectives who caught john wayne gacey. she's really cool.

i'm leaving tomorrow morning. my brain is MELTING. i swear, sometime soon i'll get around to writing you an email about the hospital drama and whatnot. kiss
boundcreature:
heh... it's always good to take advantage of that one night your parents are out of the house... i'm sure that totally makes you feel like an adult wink

thanks for the heads up on the movie, i dug it.
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Go see Lords of Dogtown. NOW.

Catherine Hardwicke kicks so much ass. Not to mention Stacy Peralta, Tony Alva, Jay Adams, and the actors who played them.

I want to be part of something that rad.

Fuck, I don't want to work in the morning. I just want to run away from home with Iggy Pop on the stereo and everything I need in...
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boundcreature:
thanks for the info on Dogtown... i will look into it yo... i tend to want to like anyone and anything that impresses henry rollins...
thefuckoffkid:
What what what? Spill them beans miss!
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Wanna know how rad this guy is?

He brought me a dozen roses at work today. Except I'd already left, and he had to leave them with my dad.

There's a picture in My Pics folder of my friend Odette next to some bathroom graffiti reading "There is no Lloyd Dobler." I think, however, that I might have met him.

I am so completely fucking...
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boundcreature:
what, does no one read this journal anymore?

eh, i stopped in to say that i may need to call you tomorrow, i think i have a situation on my hands that you have experience and wisdom with...
eponine:
i'll write you a really long email once i'm all packed and crap. i'm moving in one week and i've spent like...3 days at the damn hospital not accomplishing anything. blackeyed
so yeah, expect a novel in the next week sometime.