I want to fit my fingers into the creases under your cheekbones and bite your eyelashes, lick that lower lip and trace the cuts between muscles all over your arms and torso downward. close my eyes and ride that warm splash of sensation from my belly spreading up (and downward too) all out of me until I'm sure you can taste what I'm thinking and...
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ginawa:
one of those days?
boundcreature:
i need to summon up the creativity to tell the Connecticut story properly.
La. I never get many comments anymore. Suppose it's because I don't spend much time around here anymore. Busy these days, y'know? I still love you, though. Well, you should know if I really do or not. 
I am tired as hell, but going to try to get coffee with an old friend. Summer around here, everyone tends to show up for at least a...
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I am tired as hell, but going to try to get coffee with an old friend. Summer around here, everyone tends to show up for at least a...
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merry:
If you get an article in BUST, you will officially be my hero. 
I want (in no particular order):
* to write for a publication that 1) pays me regularly and does so without arguement or several angry phone calls to the payroll department, and 2) boasts an editor with at least half a clue how to do her job
* to be in a band I am proud of
* to never again work a job that requires me to wear a headset (read: no fast food, no telemarketing)
* to never again have to choose which bills to pay
That's it really. Huh.
I want (in no particular order):
* to write for a publication that 1) pays me regularly and does so without arguement or several angry phone calls to the payroll department, and 2) boasts an editor with at least half a clue how to do her job
* to be in a band I am proud of
* to never again work a job that requires me to wear a headset (read: no fast food, no telemarketing)
* to never again have to choose which bills to pay
That's it really. Huh.
bettietwoguns:
pic didn't work.
and i do know what you mean about warmth.
and i do know what you mean about warmth.
So even though I have a sneaking suspicion that somebody may have found and read this journal (either that or he really is just that good at figuring out when things upset me), I am going to complain for just a second.
Ever feel like someone's pulling you in with one hand while holding you back with the other? I know I'm certainly not the...
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Ever feel like someone's pulling you in with one hand while holding you back with the other? I know I'm certainly not the...
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I am watching Big Daddy. Steve's kid is about as adorable as the kid(s? I think it was twins) in this movie. And it's got Jon Stewart and Adam Sandler, two of my favorite Jews.
Spending the night with Steve is lovely, but having to bolt before the baby-mama shows up with Presley is not. Then again, I am not ready to deal with...
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Spending the night with Steve is lovely, but having to bolt before the baby-mama shows up with Presley is not. Then again, I am not ready to deal with...
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boundcreature:
hmm Big Daddy is slightly lighter are than American Psycho...
[Edited on Jul 13, 2005 1:53AM]
[Edited on Jul 13, 2005 1:53AM]
I have nothing interesting to say right now. I'm becoming a boring, sappy bitch. Life is treating me well, so I guess I should quit complaining and enjoy the shit while it lasts.
I gave my sister a reading list today. I'm still working on all of your recommendations, but right now I am polishing off On The Road for the first time, ever. That's...
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I gave my sister a reading list today. I'm still working on all of your recommendations, but right now I am polishing off On The Road for the first time, ever. That's...
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olsen:
thanks for the wishes.
been a while, huh?
been a while, huh?
tonystheme:
I've read all of Kerouac's work. Been to his memorial, the whole thing. Shit man, I painted the first page of On The Road!
Who's the Kerouac fan boy now?!
Saying that, I think Henry Miller's work is a much more dirtier version of what Kerouac was attempting to do and he did it decades before.
By the way - boo!
Who's the Kerouac fan boy now?!
Saying that, I think Henry Miller's work is a much more dirtier version of what Kerouac was attempting to do and he did it decades before.
By the way - boo!
For all of you who have ever wondered what I look or sound like, or who are intrerested in Lucero, there's a video interview with Ben from Lucero up on the Kaffeine Buzz website. You know you love it.
I had a lovely, lovely dinner with Steve last night. Talked about some serious, heartwrenching stuff (not about Us, about 9/11) and I am really, really...
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I had a lovely, lovely dinner with Steve last night. Talked about some serious, heartwrenching stuff (not about Us, about 9/11) and I am really, really...
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thrasher:
how can you go wrong with a dude named Steve 
So instead of celebrating the fourth of July for independence day, because I am still disgusted at America for reelecting the Moron-In-Chief and thoroughly horrified that he gets to replace not only a Supreme Court Justice, but good old Sandra Day O'Connor, who could at least be relied upon to be pro-choice, I went out with some friends for our friend Jordan's birthday.
Shannon and...
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In the process of making someone a mix CD.
Give me a song that defines your life. I've got a few.
Lucero, "Dangerous Thing" is the story of most of my interaction with guys.
and Patti Smith's "Babelogue" is how I want to feel.
I haven't fucked much with the past, but I've fucked plenty with the future.
Over the skin of silk are scars...
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Give me a song that defines your life. I've got a few.
Lucero, "Dangerous Thing" is the story of most of my interaction with guys.
and Patti Smith's "Babelogue" is how I want to feel.
I haven't fucked much with the past, but I've fucked plenty with the future.
Over the skin of silk are scars...
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jebustheimpaler:
york beach rocks.
I love the Union Bluff hotel.
It is the so cheap during the winter.
I love the Union Bluff hotel.
It is the so cheap during the winter.
kikka:
4real? email me!
i'd pick turbonegro's selfdestructo bust, but i'll be ar redneck and say
so what.
at least it's the zen attitude i am longing to acquite.
[Edited on Jul 06, 2005 12:32AM]
i'd pick turbonegro's selfdestructo bust, but i'll be ar redneck and say
so what.
at least it's the zen attitude i am longing to acquite.
[Edited on Jul 06, 2005 12:32AM]
I just sat down and read all of his journals. Hundreds of pages.
Wow.
What do you do when someone shares something like that with you? There's mention in there of his ex-girlfriend being one of only three people that he'd shared this with. I've known him for almost two months.
He can write, too. It's horrible that the editor in me is looking for...
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Wow.
What do you do when someone shares something like that with you? There's mention in there of his ex-girlfriend being one of only three people that he'd shared this with. I've known him for almost two months.
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boundcreature:
regarding the above comments, around the time he was in college, ThePants had pretty much read all of my journals. it used to just be easier to give him my journal then to tell him what i had been up to for the last six months.
sapphic_plastic:
oh man. talking about writing then making out like teenagers? i miss having a relationship like that.
your tattoo sounds splendid, by the way.
your tattoo sounds splendid, by the way.
So, post-"Not-getting-serious" talk, I wake up to an email from Steve with a story about his family's reaction to his father's death from the Washington Post. He said that if I wanted to read it, he'd send me his writings on the subject, which he wants to turn into a book.
Now, I am flattered and thrilled to read it, but..umm...isn't that kind of a...
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sapphic_plastic:
i won't pick it!
heh... i'm wondering if the elivated body esteem works with every bodypart. right after i got the star i thought how cool it would be to put a couple little cherries on my upper thigh... but i'd probably really hate that when i'm 40.
heh... i'm wondering if the elivated body esteem works with every bodypart. right after i got the star i thought how cool it would be to put a couple little cherries on my upper thigh... but i'd probably really hate that when i'm 40.
merry:
That's a lot to have on your head.
Be well, sweetie.
[Edited on Jul 02, 2005 4:46PM]
Be well, sweetie.
[Edited on Jul 02, 2005 4:46PM]
Steve and I had a Talk last night. A big "let's get rid of the elephants in the room" talk. Everything is cool, good, fab--we pretty much feel the same way about things between us, which is cool.
So why am I horribly depressed?
I am going to go eat breakfast, drink coffee, search for a new pair of Citizens of Humanity jeans (my current...
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So why am I horribly depressed?
I am going to go eat breakfast, drink coffee, search for a new pair of Citizens of Humanity jeans (my current...
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bettietwoguns:
i love you, girl.
twwly:
Did you BUY a new car??
Today fucking SUCKED. But tonight will be better. Got a cute new shirt and a movie starring Scarlett Johansson and a date and coffee with Jessica.
Instead of whining, I'm going to count the good things going on right now to smack myself in the face.
1. My skin has cleared up. Those of you who know me in person will relate to how fucked...
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Instead of whining, I'm going to count the good things going on right now to smack myself in the face.
1. My skin has cleared up. Those of you who know me in person will relate to how fucked...
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boundcreature:
which song? tell me it was "sistinas" tthat fucker is probably gonna steal my plan to play it at his[ wedding...
no phone for me tonight, i need to sleep.
no phone for me tonight, i need to sleep.