It really seems upset, but is better to have those feelings in words that in actions...
Glad you liked the tattoo I have two more and it seems to be that I only choose very painful bony places
Shatter- London After Midnight
You're telling me that I'm the most important thing to you, but can't you see you're killing me with all the things you do, and I really want to believe it's impossible I really want to believe it's all a dream, but I just can't seem to wake up, I just can't seem to turn on the light, one step off... Read More
Got fuckin' wrecked last night...
Blazed a shitload right after work
Then went and picked up redhead2010 Fun times!
Packed another bowl and fried him up GOOOOD! Off to work.
Tonight.... I'm comin' Lar-lar. Be ready for 1900... I'll be there earlier
Maximillian Cohen: "11:15, restate my assumptions: 1. Mathematics is the language of nature. 2. Everything around us can be represented and understood through numbers. 3. If you graph these numbers, patterns emerge. Therefore: There are patterns everywhere in nature."
Maximillian Cohen: "My new hypothesis: If we're built from Spirals while living in a giant Spiral, then is it possible that everything we put our hands to is infused with the Spiral?" - Pi (1998)
"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great... Read More
HEY!
Need to know Samuel Jackson's line in Pulp Fiction:
"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...
... strike thee down with the lord's vengence...."
I don't know the exact wording! Anybody who can help PLEASE DO!
It's for the bossman at work
Car is fixed to the tune of $275.00
Got trees! Yay! Got gas! Yay! Not much else to yell about, but I thought everyone would miss me if I didn't write something here.
Today has been like getting a punched in the eye while getting a blowjob. Painful yet overall good.
So, last night Lar-lar and I decided that we share a deep infatuation with each other, and as much as I hate labeling any type of emotion so definitively, it seems to fit and it sets me at ease to know that we have come to an agreement.
I'm a patient sort of fellow, so I don't mind. Right now she's super involved with school... Read More
Thank you a lot for the wonderful welcome
I would like to express myself better in your language, what I told Kimmi was because I just feel related to it as a daughter, I don't have children but I remember the hard times...
Well, thank you thank you thank you again!
So it's morning.
It's snowing
Fucking snow.
Found another old friend while wandering around this page.
Time to blaze and go to work. Yesterday was a long day and I'm not sure that my brain is ON enough yet to go over it. I'm sure I'll get around to it today so all you can follow me on the great adventure that is my life.... Read More
I don't know why I bother trying to do anything nice for people. Seems like any time I try, I get kicked in the balls for it.
Decided to boycott Christmas this year, no lights, no tree, don't really know if there is a point to it anymore.
I'll prolly get presents for a few people- but not everyone. Also I've come to the conclusion... Read More
Monday
Another day of killing time until I can leave work.
No pot today either and only ten dollars in the bank til wednesday.
Two more days left. Maybe I can see Lar-lar again soon too.
Absence0f: Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe i'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am lock ed in my head
With what i've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have... Read More
I miss the way your body feels next to me
As we lie sleepless here in bed
I can feel the rhythm of your heart
And hear your voice echo in my head
I wish I could see your face, and touch your hand
I need you here a little while just to pass the time
With your fingers tangled in my hair
With your lips to my ear, saying you are mine.
I hate this fuckin' place so bad i could die
Always so fuckin' cold
Wish I was someplace warm.
-Please take this, and run far away, far as you can see.
I am tainted, and happiness and peace of mind were never meant for me.
All these pieces and promises and left behinds, if only you could see.
In my nothing, you meant everything, everything... Read More
i hate it
bought a bunch of christmas shit and returned it all cuz i don't have the money for it.
no money til payday all my bills had to get paid and now no ink. no cable for pictures.
today i remember why i hate the holiday season so much
just wanna curl up into a little ball and die.
think i'll just sleep... Read More
Glad you liked the tattoo