antihero_wraith

-A slender form rises from the still smoldering wreckage of the nearly collapsed building.-

We survived...

-He wandered into the night, humming a merry tune and fingering the next "firework" for the next party.... merely a few houses down.-

.... and a happy new year...

I hate it.

i'm depressed for no reason.
feeling like shit.
nothing to look forward to in the new year but more of the same bullshit.

same shit. different day. bigger pile. smaller shovel.

maybe it's just the quitting cigarettes...

but probably not.

no money for lunch today. and i'm real hungry. have to wait until tonight. after five.

so far away..

bah...

antihero_wraith:

Pizza at work today for lunch... yay.
after blazing on lunch break things don't look so bad any more....

Dec 31, 2004

solveig:

I understand that feeling, when you want to be better but not exactly know what's wrong, and because of that, you can't change anything... but well, We survived! holidays are over!

Let's celebrate!

Dec 31, 2004

Penso che vado qualcosa di nuovo di tentare. ... Un'entrata di diario interamente nell'italiano.

stato un giorno lungo. Sembra come sono adesso. Mi alzo prima che il sole ogni mattina ed ogni lavoro finch dopo il sole sceso. Sconvolge molto a volte. Sento molto stancato quando finisco all'ufficio e sono di solito addormentato prima di dieci di notte. Questo lo fa il tipo di duro...
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antihero_wraith:

Hmmm.... it looks like those of you who don't know italian will be very confused....

Maybe even some of you who do know italian will be confused....

No more strange language entries in my journal from me...

I think I'll stick to english... or american as it were...

Dec 30, 2004

solveig:

You are wickedddd!

I know what you mean about being so tired, it hapens to me when I have my classes and wake up at 5.00 a.m. I can't even go out with my friends cause I look like a freaking zombie...
Have a greattttttt new year!
Next time my ex ask for sex I'll bring a camera so you can see that pathethic image

Dec 30, 2004

Dragged from bed early this morning, away from the warmth, comfort and security that I managed to lose myself in for a scant few hours in Lar-lar's arms... working til five, by the time I get out of work, she'll be gone [either to litchfield or beverly]. Got a new glass chillem this morning as I was getting the morning coffee. It's a spidery ribbon...
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solveig:

Aunts are evil! I'll follow your advise, we're all tired of her, which is good, I don't feel alone in my family

How nice your unexpected gift

make this all shitty holiday worth it, I love surprises...
One more week and back to normal life!
I forgot to tell you! great use of spanish my friend!

Dec 28, 2004

solveig:

Your translation program is very good

the problem with Spanish is that it has so many different words and verb and stuff that sometimes it translate something that is wrong, but it doesn't matter, every translator do that, I use one for portuguese, I don't use for English, I try to manage my inexistent knowledge of your language.

Just a few more days for Year Year!

Dec 28, 2004

i.. ... ... i survived... ... now... i just have to live through new year's eve.... anyone know the cure for alcohol poisoning?

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antihero_wraith:

^-----Plague ridden....

Dec 26, 2004

redhead2010:

well to cure alchohol poisoning you find the biggest bud you can and put it into the biggest most outrageous piece you can find and well you know the rest.

Dec 27, 2004

Work Christmas party today at noon at the latern. My boss got me a cool pocket knife and multitool kit... very usable. very much appreciated.. After the party is a gathering at Mikey's with the people who own the cafe across the street... Then to pick up Lar-lar... got tomorrow off. YAY! Got mikey a pretty new bong... gonna get ripped today.. FUN!

But:

FUCK...
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antihero_wraith:

four hours left....
i'm locked in my room...
waiting for the inevitable...
no one can escape time...

Dec 24, 2004

redhead2010:

ah come on there is no reason to hide just get fried and enjoy whats left of the day after that. no biggie.

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Dec 25, 2004

Last night was a long night.... Got out of work at 1700 and went over to my cousin's house. Joint was rolled and smoked, Angel and Charmed were watched. 1900 rolls around and my phone begins to ring. Met up with Sarah, Drakus, and Wakko bought some beers and drank until about 2100. Then, Micky calls wants to blaze... offers to pick me up... but...
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solveig:

Hey! I didn't understand what you wrote me, I speak in spanish not in italian

!

Dec 22, 2004

solveig:

Yeahh! perfect spanish now!

Dec 23, 2004

It's monday.
Five more miserable days left before Christmas.

Not sure how I feel right now, kinda bored, kinda lonely and lots of depressed...

Lar-lar came over Friday night... long enough to watch Spiderman 2 with me before I had to bring her back home to Litchfield.

Skipped work on Saturday- would have been overtime anyway..

Went to the Christmas party, my brother was Santa...
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antihero_wraith:

Crazy plans for tonight. Sarah called and wants to hang out around 1830. Mickie wants to hang out at 2100. Lar-lar isn't even sure if she'll make it back to town tonight... Complete reschedule and rethink... Fucks me all up... Oh well, maybe the green trails ahead will be nicer than this bullshit snow...

In closing:

FUCK CHRISTMAS

Dec 20, 2004

solveig:

Yeappp, fuck Christmas and this awful days... I would love to fall sleep and awake when all this crazy holy spirit ends.
Glad you liked the Deviant page

you should upload something in Deviant, you're good with words and that's always appreciate ...

Dec 20, 2004

Today is an early day at work, at least its not going to be a long one. Came in this morning for 0800 and will be leaving at 1700.
My day won't end there though, immediately after work I need to give a buddy of mine a ride home to Concord [it's about a 20-30 minute drive from work]. When I get back into Manch,...
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antihero_wraith:

There is a comfort in loneliness
a security and familiarity in pain
a release of pent up emotion.
It feels good to bleed
to hurt as much outside
as it does on the inside.
Scars that will not fade
that are readily identifiable
and catalog our lives.
There is something seductive
in the freedom of hoplessness
and the annonymity of night.

Dec 17, 2004

solveig:

I hate Christmas too, I hate the feeling of the season, I hate to go and celebrate with my family...

Dec 17, 2004

My angel my reluctant whore
Decided you can take no more
So let's fuck until we fall asleep
Please don't wake me when you leave

Just kiss me before you go
Kiss me before you go
Kiss me before you go
Promise to kiss me before you go

Funeral but nobody's died
Dressed in black and black inside
In the morning you'll be gone
The...
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antihero_wraith:

Dec 15, 2004

solveig:

I want hot coffee and cold weather right now, if I had the money I would be already there, I swear!

Dec 15, 2004

Work has sucked....

Have to go to the mall after I leave here

Christmas shopping... My brother told me to write him a list of games I want for christmas for my new toy. Wrote it up... nothing really worth noting here...
Just thought I'd keep up to date.

solveig:

Oh, I want cold weatherrrr! prepare a room for me

it's too hot here!

Dec 14, 2004

Got my DS.

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