Time constantly interferes with enjoyment.
Pointless.
Sometimes my heart gets so heavy I wish I could carve it from my chest and offer it in a ritual of some sort.
I would probably do someone else more good..
Maybe as lunch?
Only problem is, it would probably poison whoever ate of it.
As much as it sounds like it, this is not a cry for help.
SEEKING:
Female.
Should like...
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Sometimes my heart gets so heavy I wish I could carve it from my chest and offer it in a ritual of some sort.
I would probably do someone else more good..
Maybe as lunch?
Only problem is, it would probably poison whoever ate of it.
As much as it sounds like it, this is not a cry for help.
SEEKING:
Female.
Should like...
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perdita:
it's not necessarily lame. sometimes you can't find what you want, because you don't know what that is.
The last time anyone ever said goodbye
I was there waiting for the end.
The last time you left
I swore it was forever.
The only time I ever feel anymore
Is when I hurt someone.
I meant those things long ago
Promises of far away.
I only wish you could see me now
Knowing it's your fault.
I can only hope that there is...
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I was there waiting for the end.
The last time you left
I swore it was forever.
The only time I ever feel anymore
Is when I hurt someone.
I meant those things long ago
Promises of far away.
I only wish you could see me now
Knowing it's your fault.
I can only hope that there is...
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So...
I
fucking
suck.
But,
it's okay.
Cuz I'm taking steps to change that.
Wraith
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I
fucking
suck.
But,
it's okay.
Cuz I'm taking steps to change that.
Wraith
60:32:03:09:28
brian666:
I herd thay had like 12 steps to do that i stopped tring after step 3 .
Fucking snow.
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brian666:
Hey know any singers into pantera/ tool/ mudvayne kind of deal my band is looking for a new one thanks. 
xevilxashleyx:
Fucking tell me about it. Goddamned snow. Up to my goddamned knees!
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scarlett:
ill see you there!
evldedgrl:
i haven't been in a month also. and it's been nice to have that extra 20 in my wallet. like i bought a bra AND a pair of dress shoes. they will last lomger than a mhia thia or toasted almond. although the "yee" memories are worth the 20 bucks. i will start attending again after the holidays. 
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scarlett:
What are you doing tonight?
Come to Nashua!
Come to Nashua!
wugglyump:
it'll be okay slugger, i like your picture.
cureelise:
what am i waiting for
what am i waiting for 
Ever have one of those days?
[or weeks, or months or years]
Where you're all depressed and you can't quite put your finger on why?
One where all you want to do is curl up somewhere warm with good company and do nothing at all?
I figured it out.
It sucks.
There is no easy answer.
Damn, I'm lonely.
Seems to be a fucking battle....
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[or weeks, or months or years]
Where you're all depressed and you can't quite put your finger on why?
One where all you want to do is curl up somewhere warm with good company and do nothing at all?
I figured it out.
It sucks.
There is no easy answer.
Damn, I'm lonely.
Seems to be a fucking battle....
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gia:
This makes me sad. Is there anything I can do? If you need to talk, call me.... I'm the last person on EARTH with any right to ridicule ANYONE. Don't spend your money on anyone but yourself.... you're poor like the rest of us and you need to maintain what you can. Besides, no one else really deserves it. You're a good friend and you've been there for me when I needed some support. I'm here for you now. *Hugs*
It's been a long couple of weeks..
I've been feeling very Bi-Polarish...
Kinda manic... mostly depressed...
Not that I have much to be upset or happy about...
I feel like I'm stuck in the same dream...
Spinning around the same drain...
Seeing the same old thing from new angles and I'm still not impressed.
Lets see if TR can sum it up for me....
-long...
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I've been feeling very Bi-Polarish...
Kinda manic... mostly depressed...
Not that I have much to be upset or happy about...
I feel like I'm stuck in the same dream...
Spinning around the same drain...
Seeing the same old thing from new angles and I'm still not impressed.
Lets see if TR can sum it up for me....
-long...
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gia:
You're sweet. Sorry I've been a lame ass and haven't called. Will call you later today.
I feel things crashing through my perception at the edges of my vision.
Can someone tell me how to keep the stars from falling?
What is really going on behind these scenes?
I am awake.
The world is a lot stranger than I've been led to believe.
Wraith
60:32:03:09:28
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gia:
Don't ask. I'm a giant headache. HEY! I'm curious if you still have that scrap piece of paper with the doodled dragon on it that Punkin did.... I went to Dug about the tatt I want and I don't think he was fully understanding me... I wanna show him that drawing to give him the basic idea.
HEY! I'm curious if you still have that scrap piece of paper with the doodled dragon on it that Punkin did.... I went to Dug about the tatt I want and I don't think he was fully understanding me... I wanna show him that drawing to give him the basic idea.
scarlett:
I miss youuuuuu