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How's the world treating you my dear?

My brother I only know one way to deal with that kind of pain and it requires the consumption of alcohol in large quantities for extended periods of time, I usually drank bet till my gave went numb and played video games,.. EVEN then it was always on my mind.

They day time heals but that's a lie, life does not stop for us though, eventually it overwhelms and you open your eyes again to find your bearings and it seems like your living someone elses life. You bury the pain, hopefully visit ing the sour memories less often as the days go by.

Honestly though, fuck what they of you love someone and they love you, and you both want to be together then don't let anything go, fight for your love, off the love is true and during out shall over come, yeah?

Thanks for the kind words dude. At least she comes back once in a while, but I am at an age where I want something more substantial.

I don't like drinking my sorrows away, 'cause I always quit before I'm obliterated enough for my thought processes to chill the fuck out... but I think I might try again tonight.

In this, I'm the only one who wants anything tangible, she just wants to hook up occasionally. So actually, the more I "fight for what I want", the more she pulls away. I just don't understand most women.

It boils down to an ego trip for me; I think very highly of myself, and she just doesn't seem to place the same value on my efforts.