I've got about 4/5 of all my stuff into the new place, and now that my PS2 is here, all the important stuff, as far as I can tell. Yesterday consisted of painting my new room an awesome purple color, and getting a bed at Ikea, which I spent half the night putting together. I've got all sorts of fresh, colorful things for my new... Read More
i'm glad you found a place. i don't know what it is about painting, but it always makes me feel better.
i know our situations are nothing alike, so please don't think i'm trying to compare...but since moving here i've had days/moments when i'm super depressed about the job and friend thing. it dawned on me this morning that i haven't had one of those days in a few weeks. it felt really good, knowing that things are slowly working out. i'm not sure what my point was, except maybe that hopefully it'll be like that for you too soon.
I was hit hardest today by the "Just Married" picture frame in the closet we never got around to putting a picture in. I took it out of the box and just stared. Do I keep it for the next time around, or pass it off as a gift at the next wedding I attend? Or do I crush it under my boot-heel?
as with most things in boot camp it happened to fast that I don't really remember it very clearly. we had to do things like jump into the water off a high platform with a pack and weapon and helmet and then swim across the pool, or in another test you have to swim dragging another recruit who plays dead across the length of the pool. It was kind of silly, really, but fun. I remember the water was super warm.
I say that the frame is best used as a thing to cleanse the soul with...personnally I tend toward destroying it, but somehow passing it along is good too. Although I would probably have to anonymously do it- ie a thrift store or something. Otherwise, it's like giving a memory away. Good luck my love, and remember there is ALWAYS shopping (I was at Hot Topic as part of my shopping therapy)
What a weird fucking day. Today, I'm packing. I never really felt like I was in denial about this whole divorce thing, but this is just weird. When I move out of here, we're really over. That's the line for me. Paperwork means shit as far as I'm concerned. When I'm sleeping somewhere else, we're divorced, and I have to relearn how to live my... Read More
I only ask because I'd tell you to not look at the pictures...and try to forget him...forawhile at least. I dunno if this is the method that is best for you. works for me...except the memories, learning to live alone again...I know it.
Can you believe I still don't have a job or a place to live yet? Yeah, me neither. People are being incredibly non-responsive, especially on the job front, which I find incredibly unprofessional, especially when they tell me specifically when they're going to call and don't. Today I had a group interview, and found out immediately following that I wasn't called back for a second... Read More
Sorry you've been having such bad luck. I was actually unemployed for five months. It was definitely HARD times. But I find that once the ball starts rolling, it starts to snowball and things pick up. So how's the Sex in the City marathon coming along? Take your time with 'em. I've seen them a million times already!
Today is not a good day. I've been pretty agressively pursuing both apartments and jobs (well, jobs more than apartments, because I feel better renting a place after I have secured a job), and people keep telling me they're going to call me, and nobody does. Well, except the one call I got saying they passed on me for the job, and the form letter... Read More
hmm overnighty huh? I guess I'll have to pass. I don't want to scare your family and bring them down with my crying myself to sleep. I also sleep better in my own bed. sorry.
but I think I might be doing the burlesque pre party
I'm doing okay. I know it's all probably for the best, and I know I'll survive, so sitting around feeling sad all the time will help no one. That doesn't mean there aren't plenty of tears on occasion, but I'm functional.
I'm still living with Peter, until I find a new place. And we're still being friendly, and hanging out, and going to dinner, and... Read More
Yeah I was at the march!! You saw me? Did you sit somewhere near us? That was an effin great march!! Something that huge would never happen in Texas (not to say my state sucks, it's just not as open as San Francisco). I loved it!!! I think I'm gonna plan on going out there again next year!
When you read girl on girl porn, especially the stuff marketed toward men, they're always talking about how amazingly soft a woman's skin is. That kept running through my mind tonight as I was touching her. I wonder if my skin feels the same to other people.
If the stupid part of me didn't love him with everything I am, I would leave today. Fuck him and his apathy and his unreasonable, inappropriate and unearned indignation.
P.S. Buying a Father's Day card is a pain in the ass when your father is barely adequate. All the cards say shit like, "You were always my hero," "You taught me right from wrong," and... Read More
Sorry I haven't called you back... I just started working at Nordstrom for the sale. They give us cookies and donuts all the time to distract us from noticeing that we are working 10 hour shifts....
The boy has been home since Friday and it's going...I don't know how it's going. But I do know that I don't feel like being around here (SG) so much, especially when he's home, which is usually. I figure it's because I feel like I have a limited amount of time left with him (which may or may not be true), and I want to... Read More
Don't call him! Call me! :-D