He said he doesn't love me anymore.
I want to vomit, then I want to die.
Addendum:
I don't know what to do. We just sat and cried together for a good 30 minutes, and that makes it seem so real, and on the other hand, the only thought as prevalent in my head right now as "But I still love you!" and "Why are...
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I want to vomit, then I want to die.
Addendum:
I don't know what to do. We just sat and cried together for a good 30 minutes, and that makes it seem so real, and on the other hand, the only thought as prevalent in my head right now as "But I still love you!" and "Why are...
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I am a needy bitch only because my needs are not being met.
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sakita:
I find I am a needy bitch when my needs arent being met too.
Oh i want to join the stephen king group...im off to join !
Oh i want to join the stephen king group...im off to join !
ebin:
Take out a loan.
U goin to Prom?
U goin to Prom?
I really appreciate everybody's support. You guys are so awesome.
Peter and I are doing okay. He's in Chicago on a business trip for "a few weeks," and I'm playing a lot of videogames, which I count as great therapy. And working a lot.
More about work later, but videogames are calling me back. Later gators.
P.S. I really, really hate the fucking dentist
Peter and I are doing okay. He's in Chicago on a business trip for "a few weeks," and I'm playing a lot of videogames, which I count as great therapy. And working a lot.
More about work later, but videogames are calling me back. Later gators.
P.S. I really, really hate the fucking dentist
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retroactivwe:
Cool meeting you last week. Sorry to hear the dentist was a bad as you feared it would be.
thepromdate:
ohhh. i hate the dentist too. i couldn't read too much of that thread though, it makes my teeth hurt!
I believe the saddest thing in the world is a DNR on the fridge.
P.S. My husband's mom died around 10pm today. That is all.
P.P.S. My sister-in-law asked me to write something for the funeral last week (the death was not a surprise, which, of course, doesn't make it any easier). I figured now was a good time to do that:
I can probably...
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P.S. My husband's mom died around 10pm today. That is all.
P.P.S. My sister-in-law asked me to write something for the funeral last week (the death was not a surprise, which, of course, doesn't make it any easier). I figured now was a good time to do that:
I can probably...
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sakita:
just wondering how you are! hope you are ok.
dogslife:
I was just checking up on journals I hadn't looked at for a while.
Sorry to hear of your loss. At least she got to know the joy of having a great daughter-in-law.
Sorry to hear of your loss. At least she got to know the joy of having a great daughter-in-law.
Today is my one year SG-iversary. And I've just gone through all of my journals and the comments in those journals from the past year. It was an interesting venture. (If I was feeling really inspired, I could go through my old blog, which chronicles most of the year previous to me joining SG. That would be an adventure. And of course, I had to...
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kayla_:
Happy anniversary!!!
and thank you for the comments
and thank you for the comments
fortysix_and_two:
I hear ya on that, only too well.
Happy anniversary, hun
Happy anniversary, hun
antiprincess:
Pics from my camera phone!
I might not be around a lot in the next week or so (at least, I probably shouldn't be). My little sister-in-law (9 years old) is visiting, so she's gonna be around, like, all the time. So, wish me luck, and forgive my slackness regarding responding to comments as of late.
P.S. I just ordered a brand new iBook, a huge, scary step for a...
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P.S. I just ordered a brand new iBook, a huge, scary step for a...
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mr_ruckus:
Have fun and I liked the set you did!
lucifersmile:
i just checked out you new set in SG psw. Damn, you look good!
Koleeta and I spent our afternoon handing out cupcakes to gay couples married at City Hall here in San Francisco today. It was so awesome. And, as a bonus, we might be mentioned in the Washington Post tomorrow. Plus, a ton of people took pictures of us. Look for us in your local newspaper!
P.S. We're mentioned in the FUCKING Washington Post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ('m Tiffany,...
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P.S. We're mentioned in the FUCKING Washington Post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ('m Tiffany,...
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imagoldfish:
awesome! cupcakes are the greatest things ever.
I'm okay. Still alive and trucking along. Nothing big or important. Hopefully I'll be back later with something interesting to say.
sakita:
good! i was worried.
pyrogoblin:
I know what you mean. Hope something interesting happens for you.
Most depressing soundtrack I can think of right now, minus any out and out country, Johnny Cash-Hurt and Gary Jules-Mad World (from the Donnie Darko soundtrack). On repeat. Mad World is my song of the week. I just keep listening to it over and over. It's one of those songs (like DMB Crush) that don't get old for me.
I'm sick again. Sometimes I feel...
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grimmygrimm:
when i heard Cash do Hurt i cried and do almost everytime i hear it 
it one of my fav NIN songs done by one of my hero's! 
another great song he coverd on the same album was Personal Jesus from Depech Mode... Hopes ya feel better soon...
it one of my fav NIN songs done by one of my hero's! another great song he coverd on the same album was Personal Jesus from Depech Mode... Hopes ya feel better soon...
sakita:
how are things? you havent updated, so now im extremely worried. hope they are well... things that is.
take care
much love
take care
much love
I'm feeling kinda meloncholy today. Hopefully it's PMS, but I've been kinda down for a while now, kind of a general malaise. I don't think I'm unhappy with my life right now, but I can't say I'm really happy with where I am, either. 
I'm looking forward to summer. It looks like I get it off, and I think I'd like to knit, and play...
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sakita:
oh i understand where you are on the whole down thing
here is the story as i know it regarding my crappy mood....
it only happens like this when im sick...
no one did anything to me per se.. but sometimes.....
grrr. ive been sick for more than a week, im sure its just being sick that has done this to me.
i finally got my voice back yesterday after a week of squeaking and sounding like im going through puberty again, only to wake up with it missing again. seriously i have bronchitis, and it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest.
and wheezing is SEXY. it is especially hot that i cant walk more than 20 feet without having some sort of asthma attack.
and the drs? you say..
well the doctor said...well you dont have pneumonia, but im putting you on sick leave for at least a week, possibly two. take some of these pills (which arent working) and then have some of this cough syrup. and oh yeah here is some medicine against your cramps.. (yeah bronchitis and period pain!!!) the good thing.. the cough syrup has morphine in it, the period medicine has codeine.
im doped to the gills... but still cranky as hell..
i just want to feel better.
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here is the story as i know it regarding my crappy mood....
it only happens like this when im sick...
no one did anything to me per se.. but sometimes.....
grrr. ive been sick for more than a week, im sure its just being sick that has done this to me.
i finally got my voice back yesterday after a week of squeaking and sounding like im going through puberty again, only to wake up with it missing again. seriously i have bronchitis, and it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest.
and wheezing is SEXY. it is especially hot that i cant walk more than 20 feet without having some sort of asthma attack.
and the drs? you say..
well the doctor said...well you dont have pneumonia, but im putting you on sick leave for at least a week, possibly two. take some of these pills (which arent working) and then have some of this cough syrup. and oh yeah here is some medicine against your cramps.. (yeah bronchitis and period pain!!!) the good thing.. the cough syrup has morphine in it, the period medicine has codeine.
im doped to the gills... but still cranky as hell..
i just want to feel better.
[Edited on Jan 29, 2004 10:36PM]
koleeta:
summer?! I'm just trying to make it to spring break...
So, I had the best dream last night.
First, I was part of the SG Burlesque tour, so I got to dance around half naked w/ all sorts of hot girls. But it gets better! (I didn't think it could get better, either.) Then, a hot spectator at a show invited me back to her house to "watch porn, and try out what we see."...
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First, I was part of the SG Burlesque tour, so I got to dance around half naked w/ all sorts of hot girls. But it gets better! (I didn't think it could get better, either.) Then, a hot spectator at a show invited me back to her house to "watch porn, and try out what we see."...
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dave_h:
the funniest part is the fact that the stinkiest person I smelt all day was the doctor.
obsidity:
It's going to take a bit of planning. Plus we are still going to be in her house with her 3 kids for a lt of the time so it will not be like some health spa fantasy....
I wish I could rewind time for you, and change it.
just remember that I always got a hug for ya punkin