Updating just because the last entry was nothing more than venting, and I wanted something a bit more pleasant next to the tree frog pic in time for people to stop by here. If you're craving angsty and pissed off, then I guess you could click back one.
I really need to set time aside to make some real progress on the book. January has...
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cambria:
im in a tight spot right now cause of shawna....ehh
missmontana:
yeah. oh wait I am always online because I have no life....
I seem to be able to give good advice to people concerning their problems, but I haven't a clue as to what to do with my own fucked up situations, nor does anyone else for that matter. Does this mean that I'm a very deep, complex individual, or that I'm just screwed beyond all hope of salvation? That's a rhetorical question, of course, as I'm...
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I just watched "Secret Window" with Johnny Depp on HBO a few minutes ago. I saw the plot twist coming a mile away, but I was satisfied that they didn't go for the cheesy Hollwood ending and let the adulterous shitbags get converted into compost. Ok, perhaps I enjoyed the latter part a bit too much, but I'm sorry...the role of the cheating wife and...
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lecia:
oh, yeah...i forgot about that 
ophelia:
That makes me want to watch that movie.
Updating is becoming a major chore lately. What to write when you've written everything that could apply? I think I"ve hammered home how much I hate it here, and explained ad nauseum as to why I'm still here. What is left to my life?
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poison:
I'm not sure what monologue I'll be performing. If I had my choice I'd pick either 'My Angry Vagina' or 'Reclaiming Cunt'
kitsuneluvsyuki:
Hurray for pancakes!
It was a miserable weekend.
There's your fucking update.
There's your fucking update.
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pihka:
Aww thank you... 
Why was the weekend miserable then?
Why was the weekend miserable then?
pihka:
Eww, Im sorry...thats indeed far from nice.
Tell you what. Cook yourself a huge cup of hot cocoa and add some chili and cardamon and maybe a dash of liqueur if you happen to have any. That should cheer you up at least a littlest bit.
Tell you what. Cook yourself a huge cup of hot cocoa and add some chili and cardamon and maybe a dash of liqueur if you happen to have any. That should cheer you up at least a littlest bit.
I haven't been around much lately, so sorry for the lack of postings and whatnot. I've pretty much had a hermity but relaxing threeday weekend, although I didn't get started writing the book as planned. I can afford to wait a little longer until I get into the proper working order, but I'd prefer that I get ahead of schedule as soon as possible.
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I'm happy to say that the moaning is somewhat over, as my neck is finally starting to show improvement, and the headaches have ceased for now. Seriously though, that scared the living hell out of me. You have no idea how bad it was when I was hurt back in '01; people joke around about being on Worker's Comp, but you don't understand how much...
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lecia:
that's who everyone is telling me to talk to....i think i will get ahold of him one of these days
april:
thanks for commenting on my set. i'm glad you enjoyed it
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Still lots of pain...out of things to do about it...worried that it might be the therapy undoing itself...no way to get more therapy....possibly FUBAR...check back later 
Cheap thrills are the only kind I can afford lately.
My neck is still bothering me, but I at least know a few things to keep the pain manageable until I can figure out a long-term solution to the problem. My options are a special pillow or massage therapy; both we will be explored further.
I'm feeling better in other regards, as I'm finally in...
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My neck is still bothering me, but I at least know a few things to keep the pain manageable until I can figure out a long-term solution to the problem. My options are a special pillow or massage therapy; both we will be explored further.
I'm feeling better in other regards, as I'm finally in...
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lecia:
I know.....the lighting is way weird
Thanks
Thanks
poison:
sweet, thanks for the heads up on the Orgazmo dvd...I deleted it off the list
I wanted to write a journal entry that didn't mention the following: loneliness, depression, low self-esteem or the intense fucking physical pain I'm experiencing at the moment. Unfortunately, I'm drawing a big fat blank; the pain is causing my head to be immobile but left with the minty fresh taste of a tension-migraine hybrid, so happy thoughts are pretty much out of the question.
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whirlyknives:
the frog in your profile pic does not look angry.
archernu:
It will pass, man. Really. It never seems that way from the inside, but it's true according to chaos alone.
I've been in a dark spot for a while now, too. And, while I'm not attempting to empathize, I can say that breathing is always better than not. Small increments are my trick: I live from one cup of coffee to the next, now. It's not exciting or healthy, but it helps to get me out of bed in the morning and to get me through the day -- for whatever that's worth.
Be well and hang on.
I've been in a dark spot for a while now, too. And, while I'm not attempting to empathize, I can say that breathing is always better than not. Small increments are my trick: I live from one cup of coffee to the next, now. It's not exciting or healthy, but it helps to get me out of bed in the morning and to get me through the day -- for whatever that's worth.
Be well and hang on.
I can't think of anything to update about except that the pain is worse now, and I'm not moving around very easily. I'm applying another heat pack in hopes of getting enough manuverability back to make it to class tonight. Wasn't I feeling shitty enough already?
jennifer:
biofreze works so good for pain!
cambria:
feel better
I'm so bored and socially deprived right now that I'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow. It won't shake me out this funk, but at least it'll keep me preoccupied.
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lecia:
I just need to get drunk right now
lecia:
thank you