anger_frog

Ok, scariest thing going on where I live now: the governor of my state (the state i love to hate) has declared war on a t-shirt. Yes, a t-shirt. What the fuck? Yes, that t-shirt; the A&F t-shirt. You read about it here on SG and probaly every other message board on the whole damn net. But seriously, no one here cares. The censorship and...
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Well, the whole break up thing has gone from bad to worse, so I just decided to stop talking about it here. What I need to do is try to concentrate and find something positive and constructive to focus my mind, maybe try to make new friends and find new places to go out to during my free nights. Especially somewhere that isn't Huntington: that...
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In the doldrums now. People keep telling this is the perfect time to start writing again, and I do have a huge list of publishers I could try, but I'm afraid I'll come off as too moody, and that's not really the message I want to convey. I just want her to get out of my system, let my mind defragment and get my focus...
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Christ, been several weeks since i've been on here; feels like hours some how. The numbness wore off after the first week, and then the grief and despair like an long-lost friend over for a long overdue visit. Damn, really thought I wasn't going to find myself here again in this place, but yet I always knew I would come back to it.
Spring Break...
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Christ, its been 6 hours and i'm still numb...when the hell is the pain gonna come?

You guys can be vampires if ya want; I call werewolf.

It's odd; i thought i would have made some friends through here, but i haven't heard from anybody. hell, it's like my posts aren't even acknowledged. ever wonder if you're pissing people without having a clue what you could be doing that would be considered offensive or obnoxious? I see that in other people every now and then, and sometimes I wonder when it'll be...
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Ugh, just waking up from a 17 hour nap. I have no fucking idea how my body does it, but I have to admit: they're a nice change of pace from the boring old 8 hour routine. Just another reason to be glad that I took all night classes this semester.

I've messing around the boards lately, and I gotta admit, this crowd takes all kinds. When I first joined this site, I was really expecting only a counterculture sort of crowd, but there's quite a few ignorant, crewcut right-wingers posting here and there. I guess they came for the titties and stayed for the flaming. Still, it gives me a chance to give a counter-argument:...
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The lack of sleep has been getting to me something fierce . . . just found out I overdrew at the bank. Math is the first thing to go, I guess. Ugh. Meanwhile, everything else has been quiet; maybe having no one to talk to out here is starting to bug me more than I like to admit...conciously, anyway.

Things haven't been too pleasant lately. Between the return of the anxiety attacks, the flu and getting even less sleep than normal, my body keeps trying to call it quits, and is whining at me every few minutes now. Extremely bad timing, as I still have 3 tests this week, 2 of which on Thursday night, and a English comp paper. I'd do anything for...
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Goddamn, too much spare and no one to share it with during the week. So bored, I'm weeks ahead on my homework. Sad state of affairs, that is.