Violence will be entering my life again. Yay. Fuck.
If you had any idea whats lengths I've gone to in my life to always seek out the peaceful solution, then you'd understand why I'm an insomniac with ulcers. Sleepless nights and acidic sores for feeling shame and guilt over doing the right thing; my reward for holding back a sea of anger.
And this too...
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If you had any idea whats lengths I've gone to in my life to always seek out the peaceful solution, then you'd understand why I'm an insomniac with ulcers. Sleepless nights and acidic sores for feeling shame and guilt over doing the right thing; my reward for holding back a sea of anger.
And this too...
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Bleh. Found a really cool pic to use for a journal entry, but the source went down. At least I still have beer left.
archernu:
Hail beer!
[Edited on Nov 09, 2004 8:43AM]
[Edited on Nov 09, 2004 8:43AM]
lecia:
Amen for beer! 
frozensunshine:
It's a pretty red X. This sucks. 
Two straight nights of living like a cowboy between drives, and my internal organs are lodging a formal protest. Fuck 'em: what do they ever do to me other than bitch and keep me alive? 
I made up for Friday's losses with Saturday's gains, as the cards were more generous to me. I was hitting the full boat more than I ever had, and I...
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I made up for Friday's losses with Saturday's gains, as the cards were more generous to me. I was hitting the full boat more than I ever had, and I... Read More
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persya:
hahaha i know!
i keep saying that to people..that's it's growing on me
and i think to myself how funny that sounds...since it IS growing on me
i keep saying that to people..that's it's growing on me
and i think to myself how funny that sounds...since it IS growing on me
aikaterine:
YO! I am tired but I wanted to say hi. 
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cambria:
hahah yeah he was. it was so hard to be quiet. especially people trying to pee at 3am. CJ came in at one point to pee and he said HEYHEY! like krusty the clown.
minerva1:
genius.
My sister's boyfriend decided to be a cock on a permanent basis, so now the shih tzu is mine. Everyone here is in agreement that here is a better home than any stranger's, so the wiener dog is just going to have to get over her jealousy schtick. I hope she does soon, as its obvious that he wants to play with her, but she's...
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lecia:
She's probably warm up to him in time....
I just wrote this on Lotus' journal, and didn't realize that it would make more sense on my own. So, copied and pasted here for your enjoyment.
My own thoughts: I'm not worried at the moment. Honestly, any of the guys I actually wanted were eliminated in the primaries. While many of us would've been quite relieved if Kerry had won, but how long...
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My own thoughts: I'm not worried at the moment. Honestly, any of the guys I actually wanted were eliminated in the primaries. While many of us would've been quite relieved if Kerry had won, but how long...
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cambria:
CJ was telling me "DONT BELIEVE ANYTHING LEE IS GOING TO TELL YOU TONIGHT." Because Lee thinks he will be able to brainwash me into keeping him. And Lee told CJ he doesnt even want to be with me. What kind of shit is that?!?!!? he's so fucked.
lotus:
Guess who got her book? That's right! ME!
I'll review you as soon as I read it.
I'll review you as soon as I read it.
I wouldn't say that this weekend was a bad one, but it certainly did not live up the glorified Halloweens that live eternally within my nostalgia. It feels odd not to do anything for Halloween, but I'm hoping beyond hope that this year will prove to be the exception, and not the new rule.
In other news, I need to call my editor tomorrow. I...
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In other news, I need to call my editor tomorrow. I...
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archernu:
Yeah, I've pretty much decided that group projects were designed by The Powers That Be to test my self-control. I'm very close to failing. I get the sense that you empathize, though; and for that I thank you.
lotus:
you bet!
I MET a Traveler from an antique land,
Who said, "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desart. Near them, on the sand,
Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown,
And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command,
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read,
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,
The hand that mocked them and the...
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Who said, "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desart. Near them, on the sand,
Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown,
And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command,
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read,
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,
The hand that mocked them and the...
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Bored. Tired. Depressed. Dejected.
Everything's back to normal
Update: I feel better now. Virtual kisses from Lotus have amazing healing powers, because she's just that damn powerful. Hopefully if the second book gets greenlit and I finally cement a position in the industry, I can get a hired like she asked, albeit in a much better job than the lackey position she mentioned. Would a...
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Everything's back to normal
Update: I feel better now. Virtual kisses from Lotus have amazing healing powers, because she's just that damn powerful. Hopefully if the second book gets greenlit and I finally cement a position in the industry, I can get a hired like she asked, albeit in a much better job than the lackey position she mentioned. Would a...
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fiendclub:
Scary.. I was reading the homepage, clicked a link to a user named scribit, saw that one of his favorites was SG fleur, read a comment re: impersonating a black woman, laughed my butt off, looked up, and realized it was you who posted that... i tell you "Jack". that's insane.
-Gina
-Gina
burstandbloom:
in-house ass kicker would look good on a resume
and
id love it if you would contribute to our book
i need to find a job where i can work days - or parts of them -
and start writing more at nights
the last 3 or 4 years as a newspaper editor i just didnt do nearly enough personal writing
and hopeully this project will get me rolling
and good luck on your book
r you at liberty to give a synopsis
?
and
id love it if you would contribute to our book
i need to find a job where i can work days - or parts of them -
and start writing more at nights
the last 3 or 4 years as a newspaper editor i just didnt do nearly enough personal writing
and hopeully this project will get me rolling
and good luck on your book
r you at liberty to give a synopsis
?
I'm burying another relative to cancer today; he shall not be the last one this year either. The newspaper last week said that my little town ranks within the top 20 most air-polluted small towns in the U.S. Who could imagine a town literally circumscribed by chemical plants would have such a problem? The whole south-western section of the state is like this of course;...
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ophelia:
That's icky... I used to live near a town where the vast majority of children had asthma as a result of factory smoke. It's scary that air pollution can do that. :/
morgan:
I edited my journal so it says who did the song. I'm sure it's someone else originally, though.
Well, I suppose my birthday this year was a lot better than I am accustomed to, thanks in part to all the birthday wishes I received from you guys! Of particular note is Minerva, who got me possibly the greatest gift I have ever received in my entire life!
Come to think of it, she is the only person who actually got me a...
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mle:
wow that guy is a dick, she should keep the dog and drop the loser. what a meanie pants. 
you = so cute!
you = so cute!
minerva1:
yeah um, what Mle said. that guy is a complete and total asshole.
oh and you're welcome
oh and you're welcome
Here's a big
The book is going to be read today. I was finishing another.