I'm happy. Like, really, I am overall.
But sometimes things just come together in certain ways or just one thing happens at a certain time...
My heart is still so fragile, I can't stand it.
I mean, after trying so hard for this long to be okay... When will I be? When am I going to stop letting people make me feel worthless?
I don't...
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But sometimes things just come together in certain ways or just one thing happens at a certain time...
My heart is still so fragile, I can't stand it.
I mean, after trying so hard for this long to be okay... When will I be? When am I going to stop letting people make me feel worthless?
I don't...
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mockingbird:
I wish I could see you Friday, but you know how Mags is.
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mockingbird:
Well, in that picture.
seymouria:
Some may never live, but the crazy never die.
- Hunter S. Thompson
change is good.
- Hunter S. Thompson
change is good.
It seems like my two major states as-of-late are worried and confused.
I'm finding myself at odds with myself constantly, and having trouble deciding what I want.
Oh well. Doesn't really matter.
I miss my friends back home, though. They cared about me.
I'm finding myself at odds with myself constantly, and having trouble deciding what I want.
Oh well. Doesn't really matter.
I miss my friends back home, though. They cared about me.
montressor:
not to be too forward, though how else does one contact new people, but you seem very interesting.
neurosis. we all have symptoms, but just to what degree?
it becomes very hard and the further you look into things the more convoluted everything becomes.
fate. but only if you believe in it.
neurosis. we all have symptoms, but just to what degree?
it becomes very hard and the further you look into things the more convoluted everything becomes.
fate. but only if you believe in it.
Seen a lot of good movies lately...
Well, mainly Borat and The Fountain.
Sad that that's what my life seems to be right now, though. Watching movies and searching for pretty girls.
I guess things could be a lot worse.
Well, mainly Borat and The Fountain.
Sad that that's what my life seems to be right now, though. Watching movies and searching for pretty girls.
I guess things could be a lot worse.
seymouria:
how was Borat? that's one I want to see. the previews still crack me up, even though I've seen them so many times.
I met a girl who lives in my building at the cafeteria the other day. She was really sweet and everything. Invited me to eat with her, but I was with friends. That part didn't play out like I had wanted it to. Invited her to come eat with us, but she said she thought I was alone, and she wanted to read. Should have...
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coloboma:
Eric Clapton has a house about 5 miles from where I live.
Enjoy the concert!
Enjoy the concert!
I've officially moved in and am now a Chi-Town resident!
It's amazing. It's like none of the shit I left behind in New Jersey exists anymore.
Wooh!
It's amazing. It's like none of the shit I left behind in New Jersey exists anymore.
Wooh!
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coloboma:
I love your glasses, they are pretty damn fabulous. Just thought I'd say.
coloboma:
No problem, glasses are wonderful things!
and thank you kindly.
and thank you kindly.
At this point, I don't even know WHERE my life is at.
Alright, so the girl loves me, but can't date me.
I'm leaving my so-called home for a place that I don't think of as positively as I used to, and everything in my life is fucking confusing as hell... The one thing I fucking need is some stability right now.
Instead I fall...
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Alright, so the girl loves me, but can't date me.
I'm leaving my so-called home for a place that I don't think of as positively as I used to, and everything in my life is fucking confusing as hell... The one thing I fucking need is some stability right now.
Instead I fall...
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margot_dent:
so, the line of the song youre quoting in your username is playing in my head but i cannot place the artist or the rest of the song and it is driving me NUTS. help me out!
saviorette:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Life went up, and then life came back down again.
So, I kind of experienced a love at first sight thing a couple weeks back. Strange thing is, it was with a girl I've known for almost a year now.
I guess I just have my own definition of "sight" going on with that.
So, anyway, I fell for this girl and everything was grand,...
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So, I kind of experienced a love at first sight thing a couple weeks back. Strange thing is, it was with a girl I've known for almost a year now.
I guess I just have my own definition of "sight" going on with that.
So, anyway, I fell for this girl and everything was grand,...
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jennylou:
(((big hugs))) I'm sorry girls are so silly... I apologize for my gender as a whole!
Everything is going great.
I'm in a great place and these past couple of days have been so fucking happy, and I can't even say why.
I finally graduate from high school at the end of this month, and then in August I leave for Chicago. I realized recently how much I'm going to miss my friends and how much they really do mean to...
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I'm in a great place and these past couple of days have been so fucking happy, and I can't even say why.
I finally graduate from high school at the end of this month, and then in August I leave for Chicago. I realized recently how much I'm going to miss my friends and how much they really do mean to...
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alzy:
Congrats on graduating at the end of the month! Chicago is an amazing city. Tons of SG people there. Good luck
saviorette:
congratulations. i'm glad you're keeping your head up and things are much better, yeah?
well, don't be too busy for us sg-ers now.
well, don't be too busy for us sg-ers now.
Nobody reads this, because I don't even post on here anymore.
Well, I haven't recently.
I'm going to try to start again.
Anyway, Mockingbird broke up with me four weeks ago, and my life has kind of been going to hell and back repeatedly.
Ah, well.
Whaddaya gonna doooo?
Well, I haven't recently.
I'm going to try to start again.
Anyway, Mockingbird broke up with me four weeks ago, and my life has kind of been going to hell and back repeatedly.
Ah, well.
Whaddaya gonna doooo?
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saviorette:
"Love is short, but forgetting is long."
-pablo neruda
-pablo neruda
jennylou:
(((hugs))) sorry to hear 
I saw your thread, just haven't had time to read all of it or comment (I'm on my way to work)
I hope things start looking up for you
I saw your thread, just haven't had time to read all of it or comment (I'm on my way to work)
I hope things start looking up for you
Red makes me hot and turquoise makes me happy.
More at eleven.
More at eleven.
pihka:
Thank you for the kind words on my set!
mockingbird:
I know you don't know if you wanna come here anymore, but I thought I'd tell you again that I miss and love you.