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It's amazing how badly I've fucked up my life.

It's like... I do everything I can to get something, and then when I actually get it, I just can't seem to keep it.



I'm just a fucking mess that's desperately trying to be anyone else.
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Maybe if I worked on having more than seven friends, I'd get more comments.


Or maybe if I grew a vagina.




Or if I had something to say.







Yep...






Met a girl, she was a frog princeessss...







Err... Anyway!




All is well in Brian land! The girl and I are done again, but I'm hopeful that I can be friends with her, and be a...
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coloboma:
Haha, Frog Princess. How cute.
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My roommate just got back and told me how awesome the party I was supposed to go to was.


ARGH. mad
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My heart--I thought it stopped...



EDIT: Nah. Forget it.
mockingbird:
What?
mockingbird:
I know.

Also, I hate when people do stuff like that. You can't start something and then change your mind.
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I think my sex drive died.


In other news, my Production I teacher has no sense of humor. This does not bode well... But fuck that guy, I shall make short films about absurd and ridiculous concepts if I wanna!
mockingbird:
My fault?
mockingbird:
Seriously, next time you go, get a chilli dog (no cheese or onions, gross). I know you don't like eating new things... But I love.

There's also the business of you still needing to eat a Maxwell street polish. Fer serious.
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I should be sleeping at this time. I don't understand my addiction to this schedule.


School is going to be Hell once it starts up again next week. x_X





In other news, my procrastination on the work I had due back in mid-December is killing me and causing me to panic... Yet I still don't just do the fucking work. Hell, it's something I'd enjoy...
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I wanted to write tonight, but I found myself distracted and just, you know, not feeling it.


And yet, I have so many projects I have to do and so many I want to do...



ARGH.
mockingbird:
You've said that to me way too many times. Haha.
mockingbird:
Meh, whatever. I just remembered I owned a boxset and it was a big one.
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I need to get shit together to go see Evil Dead: The Musical in NYC before I go back to Chi-Town.


I keep waiting, to see how many people can go and stuff... But I want to get tickets in the "splatter zone" so I better get a move on.




Speaking of Chi-Town, I really just can't wait to go back. South Jersey is a...
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mockingbird:
I'd never ever know that you were into film. tongue
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Things are going well for me now. Though I have a reservation or two from time to time, I'm still crazy in love with Lish, so I'm following my heart and I'm pretty damn happy about it.



Also, The Colbert Report tonight was fantastic.


I love Chris Funk. He toucheded me.
mockingbird:
He wouldn't have touched you without me. frown

Colin smiled at me! Then I snapped a camera in his face! biggrin

But it turned out to only be a crotch shot. frown ... Or biggrin?
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Nothing can bring me down today.


Which is awesome because a bunch of things should.





I can't even say why I'm in a good mood. I suppose I'm just sick of being in bad ones.

I think I'll work on writing tonight.
mockingbird:
OMG FIN I WLL. frown
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So, I'm kind of still in love with my exgirlfriend, despite denying it for months.

But when you're forced to actually look at something that's actually pretty clear, it makes it a lot harder to ignore.


I'm a big advocate of honesty in almost every situation... I honestly didn't know I wasn't being honest.

Well, most of the time...


I'm weak, I guess.







God, I...
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Just when you think things can't get any more unexplainable, they do.