one word.
awesome.
ummm... thanks
_TheMinx is in town and I'm glad to have her back.
I'm realyy tired but I have a feeling I'm gonna be walking around all day with a cheesy grin on my face anyways. would i do it again? in a heartbeat.
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I changed the word to amazing. More suitable.
And i fucking HATE big heels. I think I...
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awesome.
ummm... thanks
_TheMinx is in town and I'm glad to have her back.
I'm realyy tired but I have a feeling I'm gonna be walking around all day with a cheesy grin on my face anyways. would i do it again? in a heartbeat.
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gosh i suck sometimes.
But my head is still up.
Nothing can take away this .
not yet.
But my head is still up.
Nothing can take away this
.
not yet.
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bang_bang:
thanx for ur comment...you sound sad also I always have a ear open
wesleyness:
Ill take your word for it.
thats all.
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mothra:
...no shit, what evil lies behind a grin like that? I think I know and I'm missing out. 
doctoroctopus:
Holy horseshit Batman... is that a smile in fair young Amory's journal?
Sorry bout that... just so damn rare to see one of those that it kind of caught me off guard. Plus you have a smile that could make a british royal guardsman pass out, so it was quite nice to stumble upon it. Don't know whats causing you to be so joyous, but whatever it is keep doing it.
Sorry bout that... just so damn rare to see one of those that it kind of caught me off guard. Plus you have a smile that could make a british royal guardsman pass out, so it was quite nice to stumble upon it. Don't know whats causing you to be so joyous, but whatever it is keep doing it.
Today i'm feeling pretty crappy (vomiting is NOT fun) but I have someone whos taking care of me and although he'll never believe me....
I really do appreciate it.
I appreciate everything he's done for me in the past few months and even though things didn't work out like I had hoped.... i still love him. And appreciate him as the wonderful person I know...
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I really do appreciate it.
I appreciate everything he's done for me in the past few months and even though things didn't work out like I had hoped.... i still love him. And appreciate him as the wonderful person I know...
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carryavengeance:
im talkin bout ur update...whoever this guy is, goodluck with him
demoncleaner70:
Glad to hear things are coming together hope your 4th was filled with bright lights.
ok ok ok
so QUICK update.
Feeling better. Getting things situated.
one thing i'm really happy about.
I have some of the best friends I could have ever asked for. I don't know how this happened. but it did.
I can't stop talking about how great they are. I don't know what life would be like without them.
But thank you.
so QUICK update.
Feeling better. Getting things situated.
one thing i'm really happy about.
I have some of the best friends I could have ever asked for. I don't know how this happened. but it did.
I can't stop talking about how great they are. I don't know what life would be like without them.
But thank you.
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angelfuckaz:
I feel tons better now thank you.
to alot of people and myself
im so tired.
i remember waking up everyday and not feeling like this. when did it become this way? what happened? what changed?
when did i leave the life i knew and become this person i don't want to be... this person im scared to look in the mirror at. i want to break the mirror. i want to...
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im so tired.
i remember waking up everyday and not feeling like this. when did it become this way? what happened? what changed?
when did i leave the life i knew and become this person i don't want to be... this person im scared to look in the mirror at. i want to break the mirror. i want to...
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angelfuckaz:
Yeah I left before they played.
applerecords1251:
This seems to be your life theme. You need to take some happy pills and find Jesus or something. I don't have answers, find some answers and work it out.
Confession session lasted awhile tonight. It was good times.
I love those boys, I really do. Some of the most wonderful people I've ever met. I said a couple of really bad confessions that i never told anyone else about in my whole life. It was a little relieving but more or less it know got me thinking about all the bad shit i've done....
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I love those boys, I really do. Some of the most wonderful people I've ever met. I said a couple of really bad confessions that i never told anyone else about in my whole life. It was a little relieving but more or less it know got me thinking about all the bad shit i've done....
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bang_bang:
it always gets better .....hang in there cutie
angelfuckaz:
Man I am still going I dont care so I will let you know how TBS was once agin Im pretty sure they will play some new songs too muhhahahahahah.
Maybe when the room is empty, maybe when the bottles full,
maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me whole,
maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.
Maybe when your hair gets darker, maybe when your eyes get wide,
maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more...
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maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me whole,
maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.
Maybe when your hair gets darker, maybe when your eyes get wide,
maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more...
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squishylizards:
we all love you baby!
rumrunner:
You know after reading those words I feel better for some reason hmmmm
Decision was made. I'm gonna stay and focus on getting shit together and i get to have Cameron up here at least half the time! So thats really exciting. its settled with my ex... now I need to convince my mom. Oh thats gonna be the really tough part. I hope it all works out... it was just too much money to get out of...
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anaphalaxis:
I think you can live with just Hamlet and Lear. They are kind of like the book ends of your life.
I also like Macbeth, the Tempest and Richard III. There are a few more, mostly the history plays. I hate nearly all of the comedies.
A theatre nerd eh? Qeudos to you!!!
I can't really offer much advice to you sweetie, mainly cos I've got a horrible hangover and so am way out of inspiration. Just know that life is like the stock market. There are ups and downs. Just know that there will be good times, and that however you feel now these things pass.
I also like Macbeth, the Tempest and Richard III. There are a few more, mostly the history plays. I hate nearly all of the comedies.
A theatre nerd eh? Qeudos to you!!!
I can't really offer much advice to you sweetie, mainly cos I've got a horrible hangover and so am way out of inspiration. Just know that life is like the stock market. There are ups and downs. Just know that there will be good times, and that however you feel now these things pass.
mothra:
Good luck with all this, it has to be harder than I could even imagine.
i feel sick. yuck.
sleep would be good.
decision will be made immediately. i can't take all this indecisiveness.
sleep would be good.
decision will be made immediately. i can't take all this indecisiveness.
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herotozero:
gross!...stay away cause i dont wanna get sick...
hope you feel better
hope you feel better
anaphalaxis:
Help decorating? Damn yes! Get yer butt out here and bring a paint roller.
Here is goes....
Something productive needs to be done.
Last night was really nice, i got my ass kicked at 5000. Maybe I'm not the best gambler in the whole wide world.
i think everything is going to be ok....
i have no clue what the hell is going to happen... but I have a feeling everything will be ok.
Something productive needs to be done.
Last night was really nice, i got my ass kicked at 5000. Maybe I'm not the best gambler in the whole wide world.
i think everything is going to be ok....
i have no clue what the hell is going to happen... but I have a feeling everything will be ok.
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mothra:
Things will be OK. I'm pretty sure you can handle whatever you have to do.
rumrunner:
ahhhhhhh your FUCKED 
no no I'm just acting like a tosser right now I didn't mean it.
You'll be just fine ?????
ohhh better run time for my morning cup of coffee ,smoke and slice of mmmm pumpkin PIE...
no no I'm just acting like a tosser right now I didn't mean it.
You'll be just fine ?????
ohhh better run time for my morning cup of coffee ,smoke and slice of mmmm pumpkin PIE...
******** very long in depth scentences that are my thoughts right now***************
Fuck.
First of all I just had to say FUCK shit fuck damn it piss it all to hell.
I have been in Tucson since thursday night and been without internet access and a phone that works outside of Phoenix. BTW to anyone that leaves a message if I'm not in phoenix--- leave...
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Fuck.
First of all I just had to say FUCK shit fuck damn it piss it all to hell.
I have been in Tucson since thursday night and been without internet access and a phone that works outside of Phoenix. BTW to anyone that leaves a message if I'm not in phoenix--- leave...
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vauxilary:
Wow thats some serious stuff, I think it sounds like you definately made the right decision. Hang in there and everything will work out and begin to feel more and more right as it goes. Outside of that though you are so adorable, you profile pic rocks! And whats really awesome is I just went up to my cabin in New Mexico and before I left I burned a cd that was just Muse and Postal Service which happen to be your first two songs you listed as your fav's...interesting...haha Take care girl. 
And whats really awesome is I just went up to my cabin in New Mexico and before I left I burned a cd that was just Muse and Postal Service which happen to be your first two songs you listed as your fav's...interesting...haha Take care girl. 
swiss_miss:
Good luck, sweetheart! You're beautiful inside and out. You're making one of the smartest decisions of your life.
<3
love you,
swiss
<3
love you,
swiss
but she was a big girl and it seemed out of proportion