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Three friends have made some very deep confessions to me today. I cried.

They cried.

If I am here for one thing.... it will always be a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, and a voice of hope when everything else seems lost.

You will find your way.

It won't be easy.

Nothing you could say to me could make me love you...
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mothra:
Don't listen to her... your profile only talks to a select few.

Thanks for comming in, it was the last thing I expected today, but I'm glad. Sorry if I seemed ever weirder. confused
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i love to read your journal, it is like you are feeling the same way i am
oh synchronicity
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Thinking of you, Wherever you are.
We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows:
Starting a new journey may not be so hard
Or maybe it has arleady begun.
There are many worlds,
But they share the same sky-
One sky, one destiny.


Thank You.

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OK I...
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godsmoker:
Thanks. It can be a little trying at times, but I usually deal with those things fairly well. Just hurts sometimes. Anyway, I don't know if I could ever do a midget.....I just wouldn't feel right about that. eeek
annamei:
mmm i can almost taste the eegees now! you have me intrigued about the naughty activities involving eegees now, you will have to tell me when we get to see each other wink

you know what sucks frown i have to do something on wed. damn, are you just in town for that one night?!?! if so we'll just have to hang out next time, if you decide to stay an extra night and need a place to crash or anything let me know ok? smile
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bah.

Hope everyone else is having a good day. love

oh and a kiss too.
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anaphalaxis:
Pfft! I went to work. Now it is Pimms O'clock though, so all is well once more.

kiss
herotozero:
If you were a ninja, what would be your coolest weapon?...I think I would have to go with ninja stars...they look cool and get stuck in peoples heads wink

have a good day
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Tonight I went to a concet and saw Dan and got to do Eddies clown makeup. baha

Becca swears Dan is still in love with me. bah. men.

We'll see.

Im just glad to see my friends... but there are 4 people in Phoenix I'm missing so much right now.

good night to all you guys. kiss kiss
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godsmoker:
I understand, we think alike (GMTA). wink It's no problem for me to encourage others. It actually makes me feel good. I hope all goes well for ya! Later weirdo surreal .

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blaueminxaugen:
He is still in love with you. It's painfully obvious dorko. Anyways, I'm really glad we all got to hang out last night. smile I had a blast. And I hope that we get to do it again. smile Love you.

::♥::


and Remember, now that you're back in Tucson....Be a good girl!
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Got a phone call from a private number last night and it kept calling me. Finally on about the third or fourth call... I listened. It was two people having sex.

You can imagine where my mind went....

No guys, no sex, no emotions for awhile. People come into your life for a reason they say. If it was only to prove to me that...
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mothra:
That's horrible, that's one phone call I hope I never get.

I hope Tucson brings you good things. smile
kelland:
Sounds... entertaining at the very least. Why don't I ever get phone calls like that, damnit?! My boyfriend awakened at his friend's house the other night to the sound of his friend and his girlfriend having sex. Loverly, I suppose. Actually, not so much. puke Anyway, you are loverly yourself. Let's be friends.
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Tonight fucking blew.

I got to go to my exs party, get to see one of my old really good friends.... and they were totally hitting on each other. And the current boy that likes me was there too and it was really weird. Not that i would be really upset about... its just sneaking aroung my back about it sucks.

On top of that...
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bloocent:
well first of all dont go to the ex's house for parties. That is a huge mistake....... just drink a lot and you will feel better.. that is what I have been doing..... probably not the best idea.
calmer_than_you:
Break through indeed...
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Just saw Butterfly Effect.

It made me think so much.

I have made a million mistakes.

If i could go back in time what would I change????

I know.
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rumrunner:
we can't change the past we can only learn from it...
mothra:
I would only change timing. Other than that... no regrets. kiss
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Modest mouse is Tonight! I kept thinking it was Sunday for some reason. I am dumb.

Tomorrow I'm getting most of my stuff, putting it in my car, and taking the trip down to Tucson.

I got really trashed last night (so far I have been successful in my quest to be completely trashed and stupid every night.) I dialed almost everyone in my phonebook...
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mothra:
Everything will be fine, and I will definately miss you too.

You're pretty damn amazing yourself. kiss
calmer_than_you:
Negative!
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Sooooo.... weird thing just happened.

My best friend since fourth grade just got a two bedroom apartment in tucson and wants me to move in with her. By the University... fully furnished...

It's so funny. I had a couple of people keeping me here and now the only two I have left are moving to tucson anyways.

I always go home. confused

But head up. The...
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rachelrain:
Well, ick for moving (in this heat it's awful). But good if you think it's going to be a good change for you.

Yeah, i've been guilty of being territorial, myself. With guys it's commonplace - "Just pee on her leg and be done with it!" - but with girls, it's like, "I have enough problems without worrying about your crap. Get over it."

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coliwali:
right when i'm leaving too frown
oops, this is kristen. forgot to sign in as myself. duh.

[Edited on Jul 23, 2004 3:57PM]
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Still stuck in front of the TV!!! I can't leeeave. I had an awesome time last night.

Its funny how hanging out with certain people can give you hope in things again.

Im not going to be down about this. I can walk away from it ( although I didnt want to). Who wants to be with someone that is not sure if they want...
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trebo:
there u go amory, getting that confidence back with a little attitude, i like it wink
bottleslaughter:
haha... that sounds good to me....cause i am gettin restless....cabin fever type of shit
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ummm yes. so im a little stoned and had an irish car bomb.

fun times.

dont get stoned when you have alot to think about. bad move.

i need to respond to everyone cause you all have been so fucking awesome.... but i cant tonight.

tomorrow.

kiss

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This was so good when we heard this today. It made me think alot about stuff going on...
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blaueminxaugen:
*Sigh*
thrasher:
tongue
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So..... I got really drunk last night.

It was fun.

One step at a time Im piecing things together. Oddly enough, contrary to popular belief, I think better when I'm drunk.

So I think I'll get trashed again tonight.

whose with me? kiss

On a side note..... I realized today that I have two concert tickets to see Modest Mouse and no one to go with...
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mothra:
I think I'm better when I'm drunk too. wink
I really hope you're OK.
maxxus:
I'd say I wanted to go with you, except I'll be in Tucson with Holly friday night tongue I still owe you chinese though smile