So last night @ Dante's was pretty interesting.. kind of strange actually... the crowd had a very different vibe from what I typically sense at this event. But it very well could have been me.. by the time I got to Dante's, I had been up for about 36 hours straight, i can usually handle that just fine.. my record is 54 hours.,, but maybe...
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I swear, since seeing Your face,
the whole world is fraud and fantasy
The garden is bewildered as to what is leaf
or blossom. The distracted birds
can't distinguish the birdseed from the snare.
Last night was one of those nights where all I wanted was someone to cuddle up to. I'm not addicted to sex by any means, and I can put it out...
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the whole world is fraud and fantasy
The garden is bewildered as to what is leaf
or blossom. The distracted birds
can't distinguish the birdseed from the snare.
Last night was one of those nights where all I wanted was someone to cuddle up to. I'm not addicted to sex by any means, and I can put it out...
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nixon:
My .02 on the ex thing- Wait until the pain has receeded to bearable levels and you no longer feel the need to 'try one more time'. Then let go of the negativity and remember the things that made you friends as well as lovers, and see if she's willing to do the same.
zenhell:
re ? 2 : do the work you love and throw caution. things will work out. any other way seems wasteful to me. but perhaps nothing is wasted.
re ?1 : when that person threatens your health and well being mentally or otherwise. immediately.
re ?1 : when that person threatens your health and well being mentally or otherwise. immediately.
So i really wonder if anyone else besides me ever feels like they have problems finding things in common with other people. I swear sometimes, I feel like I can't connect with anyone or find a common ground. I'm not sure if it's just me and my ideals or if it has something to do with the other people. Actually now that I think about...
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london:
I have found very cool people in very strange places- dito on that comment!
nerdboy2345:
you like tricky, which makes you cool in my book. and my book rules
I sat on the max the other day on the way to pick up a good friend from the air port. As i sat there and stared out the window, an elderly, very poor, and moderate to severely mentally disabled couple boarded the train and tried to find a place to sit, eventually sitting directly across from me.
They attempted to make eye contact and...
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jayne:
i always start to question why society would make us feel ashamed for these people. they have a lot more than a lot of us have, and we never even realize it. they truly understand how prescious life and love really are....they generally have to fight for their place in it every day. but most of us look over it when we walk by them in our diesel jeans and DKNY handbags.
demigauge:
wow looks like you have won over some sg's with all the charm eh?
and you know i have seen that couple around many times..and i haven't seen the good side of their relathionship...i have seen the man yell at the woman until she cried...and then threaten her so she would stop
merf
and you know i have seen that couple around many times..and i haven't seen the good side of their relathionship...i have seen the man yell at the woman until she cried...and then threaten her so she would stop
merf
now i lay me down to sleep, i pray the lord my soul to keep. if i die before i wake, i pray the lord my soul to take.
hrmm.. i have this great bedding area with curtains all around and low lights, and soft blankets and pillows.. i just need someone to cuddle up next to and go to sleep.
A lifetime without Love...
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hrmm.. i have this great bedding area with curtains all around and low lights, and soft blankets and pillows.. i just need someone to cuddle up next to and go to sleep.
A lifetime without Love...
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fallen1carus:
it seems that my dreams are usually of the mind-fucking nature... if you really want to know, i keep them here:
http://fallenicarus.tripod.com/dreams.html
and this reminds me of a liz phair song: "as i lay me down to sleep, i pray the lord my soul to keep, and if i die before i wake, i hope the lord won't hesitate
to pluck my coffin from the ground (he need not heed the neighbors now) and throw me out for all to see, the flies of august swarming me..."
http://fallenicarus.tripod.com/dreams.html
and this reminds me of a liz phair song: "as i lay me down to sleep, i pray the lord my soul to keep, and if i die before i wake, i hope the lord won't hesitate
to pluck my coffin from the ground (he need not heed the neighbors now) and throw me out for all to see, the flies of august swarming me..."
AHHHH!!!!! I'm about to stab my computer.. this is the third fucking time i've written this journal entry cause i have accidentally hit back twice, and so i lost everything that i typed...
Anyways, just got in from Dante's tonight.. had a good time watching the show and meeting a coupel people. Hello to the few people i met, and some that i wanted to...
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Anyways, just got in from Dante's tonight.. had a good time watching the show and meeting a coupel people. Hello to the few people i met, and some that i wanted to...
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abigail:
funny you should call it........how did you know i'm in new orleans right now?
fallen1carus:
sweet dreams hmm.... strange, because i was just going to tell you that i had a dream with you in it. odd eh? you were the cute boy at my friend's house. and astrid was there too. *drool*
Music: Adam Freeland - Tripped Out Chicago Mix
Food: Vegan Sugar Cookie
Drink: Water
ouchie... I have bruises on both of my forearms from Kung-Fu last night.. We spent about 30 minutes doing arm conditioning.. which is basically where you stand with a partner and hit your arms together really hard and fast.. it was fun, a friend of mine and I were playing a...
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Food: Vegan Sugar Cookie
Drink: Water
ouchie... I have bruises on both of my forearms from Kung-Fu last night.. We spent about 30 minutes doing arm conditioning.. which is basically where you stand with a partner and hit your arms together really hard and fast.. it was fun, a friend of mine and I were playing a...
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demigauge:
you should update more often
velvetkither:
you know kung-fu, me know kung -fu.
*yawn* I swear, why does waking up in the mornings have to be so difficult for me? I'm lucky i have a job where i can lie and say i worked late last night, so i came in late but shit... i have a habitual problem of oversleeping. The fact that i stayed up late last night talking to people in SGchat probably doesnt help,...
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ingrid:
Thanks so much for your comment on my set!! *blush*
Hee hee, saying that I look like Bjrk will make me like you forever!
What a great music list you have..... And your Motto for the Day may just be the wisest thing I've read this week.
I want my home to be like Oregon!!!!
Hee hee, saying that I look like Bjrk will make me like you forever!
What a great music list you have..... And your Motto for the Day may just be the wisest thing I've read this week.
I want my home to be like Oregon!!!!
katia:
thank you. u r hot!
amitabha:
Me, being a camwhore.
When were talking about love lasting forever, I think theres a mistake we all make in assuming the person were with is the one were going to be with forever. I know Ive done it myself. Its like youre with someone, and if you have a long relationship, you automatically start to assume this person is "the one". Im not really quite sure why we...
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demigauge:
hey there 
ruby:
yah- saw the secretary it did rock.
and the other movie was one hour photo, but I got so antsy and squeamish I didn't like it... it wasn't so much that it was unsettling- I just found myself rooting for the loner.
and the other movie was one hour photo, but I got so antsy and squeamish I didn't like it... it wasn't so much that it was unsettling- I just found myself rooting for the loner.
neither do i, take it up with my new shoes, but i must warn you theyre not nice.
my new red ones in my profile, and you wont get me to take them off.
[Edited on Jul 21, 2003]