amelinda

I thought it was OK but well overhyped.

I haven't seen it yet. I'm trying to wait until all the hype had evaporated so as to lessen my odds of being disappointed. I try to do that with all the big blockbusters.

check out my pics...there's a pic of her with a pumpkin hat on.

Well, for the record, I ordered that at the same time as everything else. It's just that it was on pre-order. You are very welcome. You don't have to worry about that thank you package either, especially before you move. I think your move should be a much greater priority.

About you feeling like I should have been back a month ago? You have NO idea. It feels like the 3 days of this week have dragged on for 3 months already. I am SOO ready to leave.

how goes it?

daisy says hello.

Well, if it's from stress, give yourself a bit of a break. Just hang out with your boys and enjoy yourself for a day. I seriously doubt that would kill you, babe.

I had to calm myself down rather quickly by the way. YOU do things to me that I just can't deal with in a public place like this, especially when you talk like that.

I imagine I probably won't be able to talk to you again today. I'm sure you're asleep or going there soon, and I need to as well. I hope you feel much better tomorrow, Princess Amelinda.

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Noah

Things are just fine, my dear. I am not moving today. I am waiting until the last possible day (22nd) to move, so that I have a real bed and "unlimited" internet as long as possible. I had to verbally authorize an order with hottopic today, which is the first time I've EVER had to do that. It was such a pain in the ass. I bought a BUNCH of new clothes for when I get back, because I completely FORGOT that I left a duffel bag nearly FULL of clothes at my bud's house in Ft. Riley before I left. All from different places, but I got: 6 t-shirts, 2 black long underwear shirts, a baja, 2 pairs of pants (Tripp from HT), and a muthalovin KILT (also from Tripp). I don't think I'll be wearing the kilt during the winter, but I might take a picture in it and send it to you just for shits and giggles.

How are YOU, loveliest of the faeries?

I find it VERY hard to believe that you aren't naughty EVERY day.
A 7-layer cake sounds INSANE. That reminds me, my old man makes these things at Christmas he calls 7-layer bars. They've got chocolate chips, coconut, crushed graham crackers, and I can't even remember the other 4 things, but OH MY GOD those things are like an EXPLOSION of sweet, sugary goodness in your mouth. I think, if you haven't had them before, I will ask him to make some extra this year and I'll send you some.
I don't think I needed a translation, love, but thank you all the same. (I was totally trying to say it to myself the way it would sound coming from a little kid. hahaha)
I'm very happy to hear that you're feeling so well today, Amelinda.

No worries my friend, it was definitely a pleasure and it's these kind of sets that made me buy a subscription here. So in the end, thanks to you for shooting it Take care!

Hey... No need to say thanks lady! You are so pretty, I wish that there was a staff photographer around here to shoot with, I think it would be great if you could! I know a girl that just started shooting in Seattle, she just shot this set of Adalae and also a set for Skully I know you said you are thinking about moving there. She seems super nice. Her name is Blue_Wendy you should hit her up!

Hope you are doing well!

One last thing before I go to bed, hun:

You are an awesome friend and if I ever get the opportunity to meet you, I owe you a hug. As lame as that sounds, I figured you atleast needed to hear the first part. You have no reason to ever question your self-worth. Remember that.

Congratulations on the new set my friend, really beautiful. Good luck with your cancer treatments, as long as things don't get worse it's ok and hopefully everything will be solved soon be it with surgery or treatments. I don't know which of the two could be better but all that matters is that this get's solved.
And don't worry too much about the car keys, it happens all the time to me especially since my car goes in autolock after a minute i turned the engine off and left the keys inside...that's why I added to my home keys the spare one or I'd be calling the locksmith every two days or so (and those strips...they don't work)

My day was just fine, love. How was yours?

Thanks sweet darlin, I will def look out for it....for sure...xoxo

I did my CFC yesterday. Children First, Diabetes Research Foundation, The Conservation Fund, WWF, and RAINN. So you love more and more, huh? That's a good thing. Having a lot of love is better than having a lot of hate, for sure.

I'm doing better now that I've heard from you and you're alright. It doesn't sound like you ever talked to your brother about the house though. Each day for me is a day closer to leaving this place and getting back to the US, so I can definitely say things aren't any worse than they were the last time we talked. My internet connection seems to be getting worse as I get closer to leaving though. It's taking a very long time just to load a webpage, even though my signal is really good. That's what's taken me so long to reply to your comments.

Anyways, I've been kinda worried about you, so it's good to hear from you again and I hope you get some much needed rest after all this mess. I hope your mom learns how to express her love for you before it's too late. You certainly deserve to be treated better by your own mother.

Oh, and I'm going for a run here in about 10 minutes, so if I don't reply soon, that's why.

Okay. All my running buddies took off without me and the ball of my right foot under my big toe hurts, so I don't have the motivation to run by myself today.

Oh, AND I just noticed I'm at the top of your friend list. I don't think I deserve that, sweetheart.

Bueno pues... Te digo que hoy empezo mi escape de Colombia haca los Estados... Mis maletas son hechos y estoy esperando un vuelo de Cartagena a Bogot. Voy a pasar un par de das ah y debo estar en casa en Virginia Beach por la tarde en viernes. No s exactamente cmo siento sobre la idea. Quiero quedarme ac, pero extrao mucho a mi casa. Pero as es la vida. No hay nada que yo puedo cambiar en esa vaina, por qu meterme en mil problemos preocupandome, verdad?

Qu hay en Ohio que te da las ganas a vivir por ah? Mi mam es de Ohio y ella le odiaba a la ciudad donde viva. You nunca he ido.

Y lo que de parecer fuerte afuera y ser tierno adentro, s tienes razon. Pero soy gminis y por eso hay dos de mi. Siempre he luchado con cual es mi verdero identidad, el guerrero o el poeta. Obviamente por mi trabajo, es facil decir el guerrero, pero de verdad, hay muchas veces cuando me canso de esa forma de ser demasiado.

Bueno, te tengo que dejar. Me voy al aeropuerto en una hora. Hablamos ms tarde. Un abrazo.

I wish you the best with all your treatments and stuff. *hugs*
Thank you for the add!
Oh, and maybe that guy still thinks it's easy to quit smoking, but, after six years, isn't ready to prove it yet.

There's absolutely nothing selfish about wanting some time to yourself on your birthday, hun. You shouldn't be thinking otherwise.

I will be looking for it and waiting (impatiently) to see it hit MR.

Yes, very chocolaty. It's worth picking up at your local beer store.

Hmmm, I don't know whether to hope your little man's aims gets better or gets worse... but I do hope his bladder grows quickly. And that the kitten's eyes improve quickly.

Well damn. I guess I'm gonna have to go take another look at your sets. I just never noticed how long it was. It's still beautiful

I'm glad to hear that aside from those couple events, the day went well for you and I'm glad to hear now that shockwave is doing much better.

I've been pretty good. I move out of my CHU in about 4 weeks and then I'll be living in a tent for the rest of the time I am here, so I'm cleaning up, throwing away stuff I don't need/really want to take back with me, and pulling pictures down off my wall locker as careful as possible, because I used double-sided tape to stick them up. I realize now that that was a bad idea. lol Other than that, life is going pretty much the same way it always seems to for me and I'm just riding the waves.

Well, I apologize for the disrespect, but fuck that, man. That has NOTHING to do with a woman's merits as a mother, so you shouldn't let that get to you. I mean, I'm sure it's hard, cuz it's your mom, but look: I'm in the Army, my sister's a college graduate pursuing her dream of being in the theatre, and my brother, well, he's a bit of a mess, but I don't think that's too fuckin shabby at all for a couple of drug dealing/addicted parents. Do you? A man/woman's merits as a parent are based on how their relationship with there kid(s) is and how well they take care of them. On that note, I haven't seen anything indicating that you are anything EXCEPT a good mother. You also clearly have some working relationship with their father and that says a lot as well.

If you feel better about moving to Idaho and it doesn't affect their father any more than he is affected now, I don't see a problem with that at all. You're right. You DON'T have to live with your mom. You don't even have to see her much. That's the beauty of being your own person; making your own decisions.

Well, I'm glad you're not being too hard on yourself about it, hun.
I'm doing pretty well. I only have a little over 2 months left before I'll be back in the US again. Each day closer is a day that I'm a little happier.
How about you? When's your next treatment? How are you feeling right now? What about your neighbor? Your kids getting along with eachother alright?