amelinda

Yikes!

I'll just give you my rocks instead, aim for between the eyes

Ha...yes, I guess I was more than a little doting on the little fella...

Well, with a name like Candypanties, how do you even stand a chance?

Why can't we live closer... *sigh*

All in all, I'm doing well. 2010 is looking up for me - I know the following sentences might seem to contradict this statement, but isn't that the fine art of optimism? Ok, lately I've been struggling with keeping myself mentally healthy - no local friends, no job, no school, no stuff to tinker with, not really leaving the house - it starts to get to me. Once school starts, in two months, I should be good. Aside from waiting for school to start, as you may know, I'm immersing myself in amplifier design/repair. I've even got a few tentative deals on the table! Experience and money, never a bad thing. Physically, well, like the rest of America this time o' year, I'm hitting the gym. I, however, am done trying to get any more muscle-y than I already am...I just want to look good naked, be able to fuck all night (hint, hint), and feel all kinds of awesome. In other physical news, hockey is going well, we're 3rd place with ten games in the season. I'm playing very well this season, much more consistent than I've been in the past. Daisy is the greatest! As creepy as it might sound, she is there for me when no one else is. I love that dog!

Oh...what's with getting dry-humped in the desert by Idaho Towing personnel?

How've you been, hotstuff? Spill, I want details...

Happy New Year, gorgeous Amelinda! Thanks for sharing all your sexy pics this year. =) Sorry to hear about your wallet. Poor little puppy.

Love the dog! More pics please.

Happy new year!

Will you tell me a story?

Hi=) What happened to your hump buddy? He did get fucked up pretty badly.

Hey how have you been

LOL! "buttgina!" That's awesome.

Love the pics in the Vanity section. You look great as a blonde!!!

well...it's like a roll of quarters, only better.

Haha that's the most joyous journal entry i think i've ever seen! Brilliant, made my day that has cheers

Hope you're keeping well, you look super hot in that first pic by the way regardless of how much touching up it might need

20 years...

Look back and think of all the strength it took to keep all that stuff at bay and remain sane... The edge point of being sane is knowing when you need help and using that strength for yourself and ask for it. Your on the right path. ( I mean you've had kids and survived and they're well... I can't even say anything like that.. I admire you )

Use all that that strength you know deep down you have, like Judo... flip your hurt and pain over and past you... Like judo, it takes practice and training... but eventually... after all the work you'll be even stronger for yourself and the ones you love

Ha...I actually thought out of any of my SG friends, you might be the one to reply to that post. Yeah, it's bullshit. It looks like I'm just going to have to take it on the chin and pay full price; I have to, I am in dire need of psychological help.

As far as your story goes, I've been on both sides that fence and it's amazing the shit that we do to ourselves and others. I can't believe how many times I've ran away from love going after someone who didn't give a shit about me. Or ignoring those friends that I had while trying to rekindle a friendship that I ruined. Amazing...and saddening.

OMG..you are sooo right.. you need to look me up next time you are coming up to my state... Silverdale sucks. So does Bremerton and Olympia and really anything south of Seattle or north of Seattle. lol
Your blogs are great!!!