Okie here we go.
new name. yes i changed it only because i am trying to change my life for the better. new name but same cuddly boy
hehe no one read my last post but thats cool if you want check it out. it was short but heart felt
i have had the pleasure of lookin at diffrent sets from the past and i...
Read More
new name. yes i changed it only because i am trying to change my life for the better. new name but same cuddly boy
hehe no one read my last post but thats cool if you want check it out. it was short but heart felt
i have had the pleasure of lookin at diffrent sets from the past and i...
Read More
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
timber_:
hahaha... if you wanna 
but i think we're doing it today and i'm not sure you'll get here by then, lol..
but i think we're doing it today and i'm not sure you'll get here by then, lol.. 
stockholm:
haha sorry! we didn't take any more at work. I'll take some more awesome pictures soon enough.
very very very important link ... please see it. we lost a suicide girl named Benni and you can read the prayers to her at this link Benni Suicide Death
wow okie time for a new blog
1. went to lunch with an AMAZING lady Cinnamon_Girl, sorry i was kinda shy and not that great of company but you are amazing and i am...
Read More
wow okie time for a new blog
1. went to lunch with an AMAZING lady Cinnamon_Girl, sorry i was kinda shy and not that great of company but you are amazing and i am...
Read More
okie dokie im back ((kinda))
sorry everyone for the mess up the last couple of weeks. i guess i found out how people felt and how quickly people quit being friends with you after a screw up..anyway enuff of that shit
1. did 25 days in the field so now its "break up" here in the oilfield so its time to sit back and relax...
Read More
sorry everyone for the mess up the last couple of weeks. i guess i found out how people felt and how quickly people quit being friends with you after a screw up..anyway enuff of that shit
1. did 25 days in the field so now its "break up" here in the oilfield so its time to sit back and relax...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
kristynamuch:
I am still going to BC just postponing is all.
I figure its better to get myself into a career before jumping ship.
I figure its better to get myself into a career before jumping ship.
pajamamama:
Glad to see you are back. If you lived closer you could come too! Have fun moving...I HATE moving!
Glad to see you are back. If you lived closer you could come too! Have fun moving...I HATE moving!ok, i feel like total shit.i have offended people who i dont even know and i had no intention of offending anyone what so ever. i have learned not to try to put my deepest thoughts or feelings here because i just dont know how to say them without being ripped appart. FreakPirate, you have my total respect for your views and you and others...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
licanray:
thank you for your opinion on my rejected set!!! 
mandees:
atomicharlie said what i was thinking. That is how you feel and it is ok to feel that way, no one can make you feel another way. You just have to realize that other people here have diffrent views and what you wrote hit home literally.
wow, i have been totally put in my place. i did not realize how much of a crappy, shitty, racist, letter i posted was . Honestly i do appoligize hugely!!!!!!!!! i lost a person off my friends list that i think the world of because of it and i am sorry for even putting it there. it was just , honestly , i posted it...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
freakpirate:
FreakPirate i respect your comments greatly but yes a turban is a piece of religous dress that dates back a very very long time,but you missed my point in that it was not part of the dress code for the CANADIAN military or the royal CANADIAN mounted police.
And you don't seem to understand that it doesn't matter. Canada heralds itself as a tolerant and accepting nation that allows and encourages multiculturalism and freedom from judgement and persecution. As such we make allowances (even in our military and government organizations) to incorporate the various cultures that have come to share our country. If you don't like it you have two options: deal with it or get out.
altamedic:
good point FreakPirate, we are an accepting nation that does allow and encourages multiculturalism and freedome from judgement and persecution, i think that is what makes this country rock! but my question to you and i know it may seem like your hitting your head against a wall is this. why do we here in canada have to change our traditions for others? um an example would be if you moved to i dont know say, england and in your case ((and remember im just throwing something out there, not that its true or anything this is only an example)) your religious belief is that you carry a strung bow with arrows ((i know kinda lame but i just got up and am heading to work)) and you wanted to join the police force there. but the tradtion wait .........heres a better one i think, you come from canada and move to england, now your regligous beliefs ((totally made up here just for this example. i know its weak but please bare with me on this)) is that you have to wear your toque all the time. you decide that you want to join the police force there. you feel its your life goal. the only thing is they dont allow toques to be worn with thier uniforms. do you go and fight in the courts that its your right and religious belief that you should be allowed to wear it regardless of thier tradtions and current rules and regulations? i think they would not allow you into the force there, so why should canada do the same thing?
you are totally and completely right.
you are totally and completely right.
matter. Canada heralds itself as a tolerant and accepting nation that allows and encourages multiculturalism and freedom from judgement and persecution
but why at the expense of our tradtions?
and speaking of traditions, i dont think its fair that the canadian government had denyed our natives who are in jail (for whatever crime they have done), the right to do thier tradtional things like have tobacco for ceremonies and such. that is thier tradition and right.
please try to remember that these are only MY thoughts and feelings. i dont know i guess i just cant seem to be able to put them down properly without sounding like a total asshole.
due to me being dumb, stupid and fuckin ignorant, i have deleted this blog and would just want to say i am truely sorry for posting such crap and rubbish. this blog did NOT convey my true feelings and thoughts
alta
alta
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
bellica:
Glad you're back man!!! And as for the spoiler... well... I'm not gonna rant about it, I've heard that all before when I used to live in Texas, so... All I'm gonna say is that being one of the world's most pluri-ethnic countries, America has a weird sense of pride... And I haven't forggoten you're canadian...
mandees:
WoW... I am not exactly sure what to say... I'm glad you spoliered it and am really sad I read it- I can't exactly put into words what I am thinking feeling... but my boyfriend is black and we have both had to over come the looks and stares, and to know his family history and then to read what you wrote.. not every black person is what your thinking and it is breaking my heart to read what you wrote... 
okie just so you all know whats going on..first things first THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ALL!!!!! 14 messages on my last blog really got to me. i did not realize that i had that many friends *new and old*. i really do appreicate it greatly. Secondly, i will not be around for a bit **anywhere between 1 week to 3 weeks** i just...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
chomper:
I'm glad things are going well for you hun
You've got lots of friends cos your a lovley person I'll miss you while your gone
*big hug*
I'm glad things are going well for you hun
You've got lots of friends cos your a lovley person I'll miss you while your gone
*big hug*
kristynamuch:
good luck my friend
okie this post prob will not make me popular or make some people happy but i feel the need to post it. I just quit a group PSW (plus sized women) its a fuckin awesome group but 1 person ruins it for me everytime she posts ANYTHING in that group. She is freaking immature, childish, and well she seems to be jelous of every woman...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
pajamamama:
Hy you! I am not mad at you at all!!! Why would I be mad at you. I was having some issues yesterday and didn't have my phone with me. I know I know my mailbox is full. I will delete the messages... We will talk. When ever I think of calling it would be too early for you and then it gets too late for me. We will catch up. I promise!
We will talk. When ever I think of calling it would be too early for you and then it gets too late for me. We will catch up. I promise! 
aki1:
thank u for the compliment
and just cause im honest
dont let other ppl (douchebags) ruin the things you enjoy in life
and just cause im honest
dont let other ppl (douchebags) ruin the things you enjoy in life
Its Tuesday. and i am pissed right off. you ever become so pissed off that even the smallest dumbest thing will set you right off? it just happened with me. While playing Call of Duty online, i just could not concentrate on my game and kept on dying. finally i got so pissed off i threw my cell phone. I then realized that i better...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
filmme:
oy. sorry about stepping up before. that chick is insane and should be removed from SG, not just PSW.
*apologises*
*apologises*
filmme:
word.
Its amazing how a simple hello, how are you doing, goes to making one feel good again. I really really want to thank Nereid and Cinnamon_Girl for the messages ((on msn)) and emails. Just getting them really boosted my spirits, so much so that I am acutally looking forward to tommorrow and hopefully workin.
I have alot to put down but i feel right now...
Read More
I have alot to put down but i feel right now...
Read More
pajamamama:
Dirty Dancing and Red Dawn...look at THAT I knew not one but TWO. I hope you are working tomorrow too. Lost Boys was the best vampire movie ever! I loved it and I still watch it. Thank you for your nice comment on my set my dear. 
I hope you are working tomorrow too. Lost Boys was the best vampire movie ever! I loved it and I still watch it. Thank you for your nice comment on my set my dear. 
avidity:
i wish you could hug me for real....you hugging bandit you!
one day i'll have a really awesome time with a guy. maybe i need to have a bunch of really shitty sexual experiences first. haha.
(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)
GOTCHA!
one day i'll have a really awesome time with a guy. maybe i need to have a bunch of really shitty sexual experiences first. haha.
(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)(HUGS)
GOTCHA!
saturday night. hmmm. been a pretty fucked up week. im watching the movie GHOST SHIP right now.
I signed the papers to work with a pretty good company up here. The only bad thing is that i cannot work for any other company while employed with this new company, but with that being said, if they dont get me working by Tues, im looking for...
Read More
I signed the papers to work with a pretty good company up here. The only bad thing is that i cannot work for any other company while employed with this new company, but with that being said, if they dont get me working by Tues, im looking for...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
stockholm:
Oh my god. Ghost Ship is my absolute favorite movie ever. i've probably seen it hundreds of times haha. its such a terrible movie that its awesome.
kristynamuch:
ghost ship is an awesome movie.
i really hope things work out for you with your new job.
and thanks for the support.
i really hope things work out for you with your new job.
and thanks for the support.
1. What time did you get up this morning? 0400
2. Diamonds or Pearls? Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Rundown
4. What is your favorite TV show? current? Law and Order:SVU, Survivo : Fuji
5. What did you have for breakfast? strawberry/yogurt/cranberry juice shake
6. What is your middle name? William Nash
8. What food do you...
Read More
2. Diamonds or Pearls? Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Rundown
4. What is your favorite TV show? current? Law and Order:SVU, Survivo : Fuji
5. What did you have for breakfast? strawberry/yogurt/cranberry juice shake
6. What is your middle name? William Nash
8. What food do you...
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
mizzinky:
Thanks for the set comment. Now about that massage...
beckyjane:
If I haven't already, thank you for the sweet testimonial!