kk another very quick update here for you all: i promise to do a regular blog soon
i quit my medical job.....there was a major bullshit thing that happened yesterday and it was the last straw. i emailed my notice of termination and they answered saying that NO one wanted me to work on thier location. which i think was total bullshit
1. not sure if im going to be sticking around here much longer. i seem to have become pretty dependant on the site and i dont know if thats a good thing or not
2. i am sorry to all my friends for not keeping in contact with you all. i promise i will, i just dont know what all to... Read More
aww sorry to hear you are thinking of leaving us but - having said that - getting dependent on a site like this is never a healthy thing so I understand the way you are thinking. I hope that things get better xx
well heres a quick update. the girl is talking to me again. i found out that according to her its not my fault that she is confused and scared right now. shes still married but is scared to file for divorce. if she does her family will disown her and thats hard to take right now. secondly she was seeing another guy before she met... Read More
Your very welcome hun I'm always happy to make your morning
That sure sucks about your lady friend but at least you know what the problem is now and that it was nothing to do with you You stand together and be strong and i'm sure you can sort this out Bullies like that need standing up to
well that totally blows! life just kicked me hard in the balls once again. that great lady and i spent a awesome night together last night and this morning. we fooled around last night and made love this morning. now she dont want to talk to me or have anything to do with me...fuck now i feel like a damn monster or a leaper. what... Read More
don't jump to conclusions just yet! maybe she needs a second to think about things! If she's doesn't communicate with you in some way shape or form soon, then I'd prob. move on.But just go with the flow for right now!!! keep your head up!!!
I'm sorry hun Has she told you straight she doesn't want to speak to you again? Maybe your just thinking the worst and jumping to conclusions Why don't you give her a call or go see her It might not be what your thinking hun
Think positive and wait and see what happens Try not to drink hun It could make things worse You know where i am if you want to talk *hugs*
even with my life going downhill in a hurry, i get slapped with an acutal happy surprise! i found a lady that i am madly in love with. she makes my day brighter whenever i get to talk to her. she makes me laugh, and feel young and the most important, she makes me feel like im a very handsome man! I know you all... Read More
****edited today Oct 16/07
i just learned from another SG who i totally love Salome, wrote a great blog and it really really opened my eyes about Nana. if you get a chance go read her blog. i never realized how sick and twisted and perverted this Nana really was. i used a link on Salome's blog to see this Nana's facebook site and... Read More
Depression. it totally sucks. once you get into a depression its very very hard toget out. everything seems to be impossible and you forget what happiness is. i know what this is like, because im acuatlly going thru it right now. this is the first time i have been this deep in a depression and it is scaring me. i have recieved good comments and... Read More
If she made you smile, even for a bit, then it's not hopeless, is it? Love ya hun, you'll get over the whole thing and start over, you're strong, hang in there!!! I'm here...
Well its time to do a quick update here. thank you to all who sent good wishes and understood what i am going thru right now. Things are not going much better. the biggest thing right now is my mom is really hard on me about not standing up to my boss and telling him to put me to work or ill head to another... Read More
this is a warning before you read this blog. it is deep, dark, disturbing. it is spoilered but be warned. it will be not to your liking. i am writing this blog to sort things out between me and myself. comments are always welcomed
I feel just as you described quite often. I don't post about it in detail here because, in the wired I am Eirian and Eirian is the happy, fun me. I am pretty anti-social in real life. I hope you feel better...just wanted to say, I am with ya. ~Hug~
Eirian
Also, are you or have you considered going to a psychiatrist or a therapist? It can't hurt to look into it, I feel obligated to say this out of concern and as a therapist, in training.
Hey all! just a quick update here before i head out into the city once again hehehe.
Thank you all for the wonderful birthday wishes!!!! it did make me feel really warm and fuzzy inside **yeah yeah i know hehe** but i do appreicate it greatly.
My bday started pretty good (i got to play WoW for the morning) but then i got called out... Read More
New blog time. Im feeling a bit hmm not sure what the word is so here we go. sorry in advance of the rambling but ill spoilier it so you dont have to read the whole thingnote there will be a few things in this that MAY upset you or disgust you. These are only MY thoughts on this and what has happened in... Read More
Aaaawww thankyou sweetheart I've missed you so much too It's good to be back *big hugs*
There is just so much to say about this blog The time thing is scary I remember when i was a kid i didn't know what to do with myself i would sit around bored wishing for the time to pass now i just wish it would stand still for a little while and let me catch up with everything i can't beleive where the time is going if only i could go back 20 years i would have made so much more of the short precious time that we have but it's too late for that so i guess i'm just gonna have to do it now
The child abuse just disgusts me I'm with you there is just no need for this to be happening whatsoever there is no excuse I won't write too much cos it makes me angry
And lastly You will get a girlfriend i promise and every word i am saying to you is what i genuinley beleive I wouldn't say it otherwise Anyone that calls you a BBoF is a wanker and not worthy of your time There will always be idiots like this please try your very best to ignore them I know it's hard but it's so untrue listen to the people who love you You are such a lovley guy that is the most important thing You've just got to keep on being yourself and a girlfriend will come along when the time is right Please don't go changing for anyone except yourself Your the most important person
I'm so sorry i missed your birthday hun but i'm sending you a massive birthday hug and a kiss
hehe** but i do appreicate it greatly.
two level 70's and leveling a warrior now- god im far too addicted.
note there will be a few things in this that MAY upset you or disgust you. These are only MY thoughts on this and what has happened in...