allonblack

It's pretty amazing when you have a day where all you've done is clean your kitchen and answer your phone and you feel like you've won a battle.

I've been taking really generic American recipes and trying to make them vegetarian lately. For inctance, last night was vegetarian shepherd's pie. It tourned out so so so good! I can't wait to start my new job so I don't have to get excited about baking anymore.

11-27-02 marked 2 years for me In PDX. Thank God I moved.

I don't do drugs. I occasionally take a pill or two for fun but that's very rarely. But, why do I hate taking drug tests so much? Maybe it's because it's my urine and I hate watching someone play with it. That's mine damnit! I made it!

Woota! I just got a job! I shall be kicking lots of ass in the near future and i"ll actually be able to afford to leave my home and go places!

And.... full benefits, 2 weeks paid off a year! So so so so so fucking happy!

Good days are few and far between. It's up to you to see that those good days are taken advantage of.

Day by day, that piece of my grows up and watches those dreams I had 5 years ago die. There is nothing I can about it. For once, I feel something isn't in my control completely.

Maybe I'll luck out with my first electronic...
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I need to keep a journal of some sort. Something to sort of remember my days or try to figure out what lessons i'm learning or just bitch. So, why not here, why not now.

Tonight was the first time I saw my best friens since about the first week of October. I hadn't talked to them because I withdrew from everyone. Family, friends, etc.....
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I'm back. I'll play nice now.