Last night while playing Texas Hold Em Poker with the boys.. (and getting drunk might i add) I was SERIOUSLY considering having sex with a guy i dont know.. in order to have a relationship with him... fucking pathetic... And if Tacolad Hadnt called me to hang out... i would have driven drunk some where to fuck this guy. 
I just dont understand myself some...
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Well..... the most recent excitiment in my life..... besides that guy i like (the one thats moving away) being a complete asshole to me!! ..... about 20 minutes ago... i got bored and pierced my right nipple... i had ALOT of built up anger and frustration.. and i think it did good to put it all into that... i feel alot a better now.. a...
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alkatraz:
yes... i did it myself... lol 
camdenroad:
ouch!!!!!
I'm in a big rut. A guy i'm "in-like" with is going to be moving away at the end of the month.. like on the 28th, eh! This is sooooo typical! Theres a vicious pattern starting. the last guy i really liked moved away to Idaho. errrrrr! VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
alecks:
that happens to me with guys... well i mean friends... so its not exactly the same situation i suppose
=-> Alecks
=-> Alecks
alecks:
as a matter fo fact one is visiting right now... im happy
alkatraz:
Things in my room
A list of songs that you NEED to listen to:
1. My Chemical Romance - I'm not ok (i promise)
2. From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue
3. Remembering Never - Blue
4. Xiu Xiu - Crank Heart
5. 30 Seconds To Mars - Capricorn
6. Snow Partol - Run
7. South FM - Dear Claudia
8. The Stills - Still Inlove Song
9....
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1. My Chemical Romance - I'm not ok (i promise)
2. From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue
3. Remembering Never - Blue
4. Xiu Xiu - Crank Heart
5. 30 Seconds To Mars - Capricorn
6. Snow Partol - Run
7. South FM - Dear Claudia
8. The Stills - Still Inlove Song
9....
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alecks:
hmmm i dunno... it would be a stetch for me to check all that out, but hey ill listen to anything
=-> Alecks
=-> Alecks
alkatraz:
If ya get around to it. I'll more than likely be adding more there. I started the list because if theres a song i hear, and i cant stop listening to it... theres somthing about it that just just hits a trigger, and an emotion. i just wanted to share it with everyone, maybe you'll will feel the same way i have. 
A list of songs that you NEED to listen to:
1. My Chemical Romance - I'm not ok (i promise)
2. From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue
3. Remembering Never - Blue
4. Xiu Xiu - Crank Heart
5. 30 Seconds To Mars - Capricorn
6. Snow Partol - Run
7. South FM - Dear Claudia
8. The Stills - Still Inlove Song
9....
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1. My Chemical Romance - I'm not ok (i promise)
2. From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue
3. Remembering Never - Blue
4. Xiu Xiu - Crank Heart
5. 30 Seconds To Mars - Capricorn
6. Snow Partol - Run
7. South FM - Dear Claudia
8. The Stills - Still Inlove Song
9....
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This is my x-mas song that i wrote.
THIS CHRISTMAS
True love,
Somthing thats been sung to death,
But i need it just as much as,
The cold needs to cling to,
My breath in this frosty air.
Smearing back the tears,
You cant see me,
This way,
Even if you wanted to.
CHORUS:
I just wanted you to know,
That for you ide stop...
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THIS CHRISTMAS
True love,
Somthing thats been sung to death,
But i need it just as much as,
The cold needs to cling to,
My breath in this frosty air.
Smearing back the tears,
You cant see me,
This way,
Even if you wanted to.
CHORUS:
I just wanted you to know,
That for you ide stop...
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Tonights gonna suck! i know my mom is not going to want me to go out because there is a sheet of ice covering... EVERYTHING.. plus! i was cleaning my plugs today and when i was taking it out of the sink... if feel into that hole thats there so the sink doesnt overflow. ugh... I have to go up to Toy's R Us and...
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ian_46_2:
Hey saw your newly posted pics, very cool
alkatraz:
the ones of me or my hot friend? lol
alkatraz:
places/things
alkatraz:
Pics i took of my friends
alkatraz:
Kristi in the cemetery photo set
I am almost afraid to post the photoset i took of my friend Kristi.... If you think i look good.. take that.. times 85. and thats her.. jesus... she makes me look like a walrus!! 
or this thing ---->
or this thing ---->