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Well, the insomnia is still here. I am trying to find some sort of pharmaceutical that will put me to sleep for about 6 to 8 hours. Help Please!

And while you're at it, I'll take a tall, blond, blue-eyed.....

Ahhh wishful thinking. wink
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etcee:
Insomnia sucks big time.

Fuck.. i soo need to get to sleep, but i just CANT!!

(sound familiar?)

-Mith
violently:
i can't sleep for crap and my doctor put me on ambien. i still can't sleep for crap. so i dunno. i took some benadryl and that made me kind of tired but not enough to knock me out...

the only thing that really worked for me was klonopins and vicodins, but those are kinda bad news cus they can get really addictive and unless you're in serious trouble with the insomnia your doctor probably won't prescribe them to you. but i'm sure they wouldn't be too hard to find if you know a couple people, if you know what i mean.

good luck ladycakes, not sleeping sucks.
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Here are two poems that I like by George Gordon, aka Lord Byron.

So, We'll Go No More A-Roving

So, we'll go no more a-roving
So late into the night,
Though the heart be still as loving,
And the moon be still as bright.

For the sword outwears its sheath,
And the soul wears out the breast,
And the heart must pause to breathe,
And...
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lostanddazed:
I think I got around 5. Thanks for it not raining all night long again blush
weirdomanson:
sleeping is great. wish i could get paid to do it.. well i hope you catch on your sleep. take it easy

ARRR!!!
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I am going to see one of my two tattoo artists tomorrow and right now I am not sure I should get work done since I have been feeling like shit. But I have to go see her anyway cuz she made me awesome brownies for my birthday. And I am so horrible that I haven't seen her to tell her thanks.

I also do...
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weirdomanson:
ok then ive been to many slams then. a lot of my friends rap and im always at hip hop shows. battelings really cool. if there good i guess. hahaha

well today i woke up really late at about noon (had a rough night) but i watched some football. then i headed over to barnes and noble to grab some mags and then i found my self and rhino records so i spent some cash there. but that was about it. i just wanted to take it easy ive been working 6 days a week for 10 hours for like the past 3 months.

and its raining right now!! it rocks. im off to bed..peace

ARRR!!!
theseadog:
Todays rain was great. I too spent the day in a domestic capacity. I got the whole apartment cleaned. Sanse my roomates room. I wanted to cook myself some dinner, but unfortuanately I'm poor. So I had to forego eating today until I get to work tomorrow. It's a good thing the food is free on set, or I would have starved by now.
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So I am still going through this insomnia thing. What sucks is I really value my sleep.

Oh well, I can watch infomercials and Three's Company.

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Went out tonight and had some fun. I saw a few hotties.

I am gonna have to find some new places to hang out though. I need more to choose from. wink

yuriel:
sleeps boring tongue
and htey should air less crappy shit and more jeanie and really really more bewitched!
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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So I am still going through this insomnia thing. What sucks is I really value my sleep.

Oh well, I can watch infomercials and Three's Company.

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Went out tonight and had some fun. I saw a few hotties.

I am gonna have to find some new places to hang out though. I need more to choose from. wink

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So I am still going through this insomnia thing. What sucks is I really value my sleep.

Oh well, I can watch infomercials and Three's Company.

_______

Went out tonight and had some fun. I saw a few hotties.

I am gonna have to find some new places to hang out though. I need more to choose from. wink

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I feel icky and to top it off, I can't fuckin sleep! I hate insomnia.

Oh well, lucky for you all, I can subject you to more poetry. wink

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I don't think I put this one up before. I wrote this for my ex- fiance. Bastard.

The Betrayl

The silence of my tears
Combined with the ringing in my ears.
My worst fears;
Answered.

How...
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theseadog:
I've always wanted to be admired. That, and to be independantly wealthy.
bluto:
sorry about the not sleeping. I hope that gets better.

Your words ring very true - sounds like my current situation in a bunch of ways.
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I wrote this in September of '95.
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I watched you for a while.
As you lay sleeping.

Your breathing was as rhythmic as the ocean pounding against the shore.
Your hair fell over the pillow with a life of it's own.
Never had a seen such a handsome man before.

I thought about the previous night.
How again, I wanted to be that close....
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mrod:
wow u look quit striking if i may say so?!
armsxlikexblades:
give me another chance. *haha*

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I am going to Vegas a week from FRIDAY!

I love Vegas trips. My weekly drinking buddy and I decided it was time to go back and raise some hell.
ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!


Other than that I am just blah blah blah. I need to get out more.

Someone take me!!!
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superscott:
thanks a lot for checking it out, we should play right at 10. maybe a little before.
doublec:
you are tooooooo sweet, thank you very much!
vegas, woo-hoo! sounds like a good time! biggrin
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Friend update. Apparently someone caught him before he tried to kill himself. I was so glad to hear it, but I am angry that he would be that selfish to even think of doing that.
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In happier news:

I got to see my best friend and her family yesterday. My god daughter is almost 2 months old now. She is so cute.

I start...
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yuriel:
*sighs* wish i knew what to say about all that *shrugs*
ill keep my mouth shut about your friend because it would have been tragic for you to lose them... but i can empathize.... too well.....
glad you had fun with yer friend and family. smile
hairdo and college woot.
whee. yeah go out have fun whee!
and stuff!
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mechapearlbass:
Thanks honey.

I also hate Mondays, I really don't know anybody who does like them, but hey at least we are one day closer to the weekend.

Take care kiss
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So, now I don't know if I ever want to fall in love; again. I went to my great aunt's funeral this Friday. Her and my great uncle had been married 61 years. I mean he spent the majority of his life with her and now she is gone. I wished I could take his pain away. I mean how do you go on when...
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lilje:
that's awful. i never had any friends die on me. don't know what to say that could cheer you up. i think i'd go visit the sea, with a camera and a notebook for thoughts....
the_squishy:
the song is by Lacuna Coil. the album is Comalies.