Thursday Aug 11, 2005

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Hey y'all goin to Texas to visit my Grandpa.

Send good vibes because he has been ill. I am hoping he will get better. But he has had so many relapses.

I will be back on the 20th.


Hope you all stay well and safe.

Hugs and Kisses.

kiss
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oxalis:
I hope your birthday rocked and your grandpa is well.... take care, lady! smile
melladoree:
thanks!!! I hope ypu had a good one!

Sunday Aug 07, 2005

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Update:

Still need to have sex.

Not drinking enough lately. (although that has been a good thing)


Tired of drama queens. (both male and female)

Still need to have GOOD SEX.

Need to go out dancing.

Need to find a new way to deal with not liking people in general.
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donnythebull:
you're right - it doesn't matter how much sex you have... it has to be the right sort. IT has to be ggoooooood!

Good luck in your search for it wink

...and you don't sound like the sort of person who doesn't like people!
melladoree:
I need sex too, that reminds me maybe I should call my boy and get some...

I hate drama people too! I always seem to attract them!

lots of love to you!

Thursday Jul 28, 2005

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I have decided to go celibate for a while. (Not that it is a big change. I have not seen any real action since April ---> seems like it has been way longer)

I have a talent for meeting total losers who somehow get past my bullshit detector. I mean shit is every guy a liar and a flake?

Sounds like my bullshit detector is...
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violently:
wish i could help, i'm still looking for my gaydar frown
yuriel:
i cant help mine is broken beyond belief :x

i could use some action too tongue
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Sunday Jul 24, 2005

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Nothing new to report. Same shit, different day.

kiss
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donnythebull:
Looks like you're still smiling though.
That counts!

yuriel:
i know that feeling
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Monday Jul 18, 2005

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Update time....

1) Still talking to Oregon Guy. I am almost over the long distance thing. Although we are supposed to meet up in San Fran in a few weeks. We shall see...

2) Recently met a guy who is so yummy I just want to kiss him whenever I see him. I am not sure that we want the same things, but he is...
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noctem:
Decisions, decisions....Who will it be? Hmmmm......It's like your very own game show biggrin
francis:
older guys can be gentleman, comparitively wink
(i like to think so anyway smile )
i'm not surprised that youre in this type of dilemma, cutie pie love
kiss

Sunday Jul 10, 2005

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I was reading SuperScott's journal and he mentioned watching the sunrise. That got me to thinking about how much I enjoy the sunrise.

The Sunrise:
Offers new possibilities, new beginnings and hope.

If only all aspects of life were this beautiful.
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donnythebull:
Down here in the fen you tend to see a lot of sky. I mean... that's all there is ! It can get a bit boring really: no hills, no redeeming features... but the sky can be spectacular. Especially on a late summer evening. It fills me with the same sort of feelings you talk about with the sunrise (although I confess I haven't been up for sunrise for quite some time!)

100xproofxwoman:
what a sap . . just kidding. i'm being a smartass today tongue

Saturday Jul 02, 2005

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I haven't done this in a while, but here is a poem......

It is about codependence. Gosh, I was young, 14 when I wrote this. So glad I grew up!!!
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Down and Out
April 2, 1991

Im down and out when youre not around.
Listening all night, I cant hear a sound.
I only feel the beating of my heart.
Sorrow is the pit...
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100xproofxwoman:
i rock? blush thanks teehee
theseadog:
I've always liked your poems.



So how about that people watching? I have a home now, my truck will be healed soon, I'm getting out of my crap job... So much time to people watch. So much time....

Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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Life is simpler when there is no drama. Life can also be boring when there is no drama.

Where is the fucking HAPPY MEDIUM?????!!!!!!!!!

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user304975207:
Drama is fun when its not yours.
d_day:
drama is only a phone call away wink

Monday Jun 27, 2005

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I am so fucking HOT. It feels like a desert in my house.
mad

I am still talking to the guy from Oregon that I met in Vegas. He is too sweet and this whole situation is weird. He lives 1000 miles away and I would consider the long distance thing. He is that wonderful. love
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yuriel:
feels like that here too
i hope you and him work out smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
theseadog:
 

Monday Jun 20, 2005

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Hey Party People!

Well, I am back at work now after being off for 2 and a half months and let me tell you, I AM HURTING!

I am kinda glad to get back just so I can get off my ass. But at the same time, I miss sleeping in.

Vegas was a blast.
I didn't get too drunk and I didn't gamble. I...
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samuraivillain:
haha Vegas without the Sin.... now there is something i havent heard (^.^wink
100xproofxwoman:
party tomorrow, go to SGIE for details. hope to see ya there love biggrin

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

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Well, the trial is over and I am happy to put it behind me.

However we convicted a man of 1st Degree Murder. I was the foreperson of the jury and when I signed the verdict, I began to shake and felt like crying. Not because I felt we weren't doing the right thing, but because it almost felt like I personally was sealing his...
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melladoree:
wow jury duty! I have that soon... how long did it last??? Would be nice if it was NOW since I am umemployeed....
d_day:
hey there toots! so tell me, how was vegas? i did jack shit the whole weekend. i had plans to "go out" but that kinda fell through. it's obvious i shoud have gone to vegas instead. ESPECIALLY since i did jack shit all weekend.

Friday Jun 10, 2005

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So, I am now in the process of cancelling my trip to Italy with the cackling bitches. If you did not see the story, check out the post either on or around May 31. I have insurance on the trip and have to use my grandfather's illness in order to get reimbursed. I wasn't bullshitting when I told them I wanted to stay close because...
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smithers_jones:
Thanks for the Bday wishes! kiss
francis:
err, it says EASILY jealous tongue

i couldn't get it to work. i suck at the internet.

hope youre feeling better babe kiss
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