akasha823

So, I got a marriage proposal over the weekend. The problem??

I have not dated this guy in almost 2 years! He and I are still good friends and I have cried on his shoulder a few times about other guys that I have dated.

I was speechless! I was of course, very flattered, but had to say 'No".

It was kind of scary because...
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Time for an update.

Love Life:
Still in the same situation. Dating this guy and it is nice, but not enough for me. I hate to say it because it seems so surreal and scary to me, but I am ready to have a relationship. I am not sure what to do about this guy because our situation is so convoluted. I cannot ask for...
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Hey Everyone,

I went to Texas for 2 weeks following my Grandfather's death.

I am back home and have come to a relative peace with the situation. I miss him a lot though.

Hopefully you all are doing well.

Thanks so much for the supportive and kind messages you sent.

Hugs.
Tamara

Hey all. I am sad. My Grandpa has been taken off of Life Support. My Grandma waited until all of the children were there.

I am terrified of what is inevitably going to happen. We have the same birthday. He is so strong willed. A hard worker. And I am not ready for all this.

I don't want him to suffer any longer, but I...
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Hey all. Happy New Year.

I hope you all had a fun and safe time.

I spent the Holiday up in the mountains with the guy I am no longer dating, his roommates and the rommates' family. I enjoyed myself a lot.

I wish things could have worked out differently with him. It could have been fun. But I have to be done with him....
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

BE SAFE AND I'LL SEE YA IN A FEW DAYS!!!!!

Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Holiday Season.

Damn, is it January yet?!

Christmas snuck up on me.

It has been a hard time because my brother turned into a GINORMOUS ASSHOLE and is nowhere to be found. Rumor has it that he is in Texas with some woman he met in a chat room. That is not what makes him an asshole....
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Background because the story continued a bit:
(This was posted on last Thursday)

Back from the world of dead -end relationships.
Well, I guess it was more like we were trying each other on. Consequently, we didn't fit.

It is over, as of yesterday.

I am "single" again.
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I am looking forward to a nice drunk weekend to recover.
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We got drunk together...
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Back from the world of dead -end relationships.
Well, I guess it was more like we were trying each other on. Consequently, we didn't fit.

It is over, as of yesterday.

I am "single" again.

__________________

I am looking forward to a nice drunk weekend to recover.

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Sorry to have been MIA for a while. I will try not to let it happen again....
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I think my Firewall issue is fixed.

So, I have been dating this guy for a month now.

I am just smitten.

However, I am not putting all of my eggs in one basket yet. Although I have not been seeing anyone else, I am slow to use the term boyfriend. I am leaving that up to him. I always seem to speak too soon...
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Hey all.

I am having MAJOR firewall issues that are preventing me from accessing SG on a regular basis. If you want to leave me a message, do so on MySpace.

Hugs and Kisses.

I wrote this on September 6, 2005.

Untitled at this point,
Twisting words around,
Losing the meaning
Within the sounds.

Definitions of sorrow,
Declarations of a brighter tomorrow.
A brighter tomorrow, which never comes.
We realize that the hope we felt,
Was only borrowed.

Implied hope,
Wished-for luck;
Once in a lifetime,
By lightning struck.

Seems like the dreams
Never come true.
But still they...
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