aj_paradiselost

You know, the real fucking wild thing is that you can decide at a young age, well, pretty much your own fucking destiny. When I was in highschool me and my friends went to class when we wanted, got high, drunk, raced cars or whatever, and rules and codes of conduct were shit we never paid attention to. This is where I suppose being older became the crutch. No REAl college education and no serious understanding that most people do what they HAVE to do. When you are young you are so fucking used to living life your way that unless you are the Sex Pistols or the New York Dolls that living such a lifestyle only ends in the retardation of old age. No wonder most of us fuckers were so sure that we would never grow old. We lived our lives from moment to moment, so sure that we were going to die before we had to make critical decisions about our lives. So here we are and here I am. A slave to the bad choices made in my past, Fuck it........L8er.............Aj