aj_paradiselost

i've always had a thing for bats. last autumn, one got stuck between the storm window and the inner window in the foyer... old house. big windows. even with all the space, i still can't figure how it got in there because it's body was only a little smaller than my fist. the guy i live with was going nuts running around and trying to find a broom.... i just opened the inside window enough that i could slip my fingers to the storm window latches (very old) and slide it up a bit. the poor bat was beating it's wings so hard against the window pane.... but then, once i closed the inner window, it found it's way out. my guy was kind of amazed that a "girl" would do that. as if i could be afraid of a bat! boys. he runs away from bumble bees and spiders too. i do all the necessary relocation. heh, and i name the little spiders. you know, the ones that just hang out at the top of the wall. wonder if there will be any bats this year. i think that everywhere i've lived, a bat has come to visit. apartments, my place in tucson. everywhere.

oh, and thanks for explaining what the 5 and 0 means. i pay so little mind to football that i really had no clue. i just know my dad is happy because the pittsburgh team won yesterday too. he and my mom are from there. technically, i'm from bristol. i was born in lower bucks hospital. wonder what i thought when i came out. i know i never really accepted being a child. i've never really accepted this life. maybe if i had accepted being a child again, i'd be more into this particular lifetime? i used to dance with snakes and initiate virgins. *sigh*

I HAVE THAT SID DOLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



U ROCK

how bout you get fuckin excited that you're gonna talk to me today. lol. have fun watchin your games.. i'll interrupt ya later i'm sure

you're awesome!!! i love talking to you. i hope you have a great night tonight. hopefully i'll be having a good time myself. who knows.. it looks like myplans aren't as set in stone as i thought. heh, wish i could find someone to kick it with tonight.. if ya get what i mean. well.. i'll talk to you later i'm sure. have a great night!

i fucking love that you dance to the 80's music. oh, and you're so kind to me, really, i'm not all that. but thank you nonetheless. ~kiss~

sid and billy. billy and sid. slightly different attitudes. kinda prefer sid's. slightly different asses. kinda prefer billy's.

yeah. you really are hot. i can say that right? and your girl won't come kick my ass? cuz i'm a wuss and i'm taken so it's purely an aesthetic assessment.... you're hot.

paid to smoke. i can beat that. i'm paid to be crazy!

Have a great weekend sweets

i got doubled cuz it fucked up. fucking cunt.

[Edited on Oct 13, 2004 11:41PM]

So true.. Ill definitely have stories to tell my kids later in life! haha

rock on bro!

- J.

ps- mayhem's good.. its all about the order of chaos.

Hope everythings okay with you sexy
happy hump day

Here.

Aj_Paradiselost said on October 06, 2004 04:10 AM
Hey babe, I'm hoping you are taking a break by your own choosing and not dating an asshole who feels that he is uncomfortalbe with you being a member of the site and would like you to quit for awhile, yeah, I have met all kinds.
Anyway I have dug chatting with you. I cannot say I completely understand why you have been away or why you are going away. Fuck it, not that you have to explain yourself to me. Anyway, see you when you return, you have my info.......L8er....Aj

I wish you lived closer to meh I would love to hang out with you.
Jammin to kittie huh... Hmmm i wont give you TOO much grief over that... To each his own but I just have to say ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww okay there im done that wasnt tooo painful was it heheh. I am going to definately make you a serial killer prolly mid week you'll be entered into the story.. teehee.
My boy is into street racing also.. he drives a 98 VW gti.. its all modified to shit. No nitrous though he feels the ssame way.. ifd you cant get the added speed any other way then nitros why bother.. eh well. Its a fast and fun to drive car..
So how was your weekend ? I checked out your personal pictures and I must say.. Your girlie is fucking hot! Shes a real beauty yummafuckinlicious. Your not to shabby to take a gander at either dunno if i ever told you i was lusting after you or not but just incase i didnt.. well i am.. anywho enough of my making a jackass outta myself Have a great day at work talk to you soon sexy he beast

hey!

thnx for all the kind words about my driving and about the whole Siouxsie thing...... shes fucking awsome! my mate Emma is goin to see her soon! i was listerning to a radio interview with her today or was it yesterday ne way//
i passed my test hope ur happy and well

thanks for the kind words

i think halloween might even be the night we turn the clocks back, so it gets an extra hour.... (grin) it's my favorite holiday.

oh, something struck me in your writings about the graveyards... you wonder if the dead envy you. i've always envied the dead.

i too was stirred by the howling and the image of the deer, the teeth, the shrieking, the scratching, the blood....

one word - repo


(so yea.. i was str8 out of the movie .. "dude, wheres my car")

MLE said to say "hi". Hi, you seem pretty effin' cool. MLE is a good girl. Laaaate.

i like graveyards because they are quiet. i like them because i can read a little snippet about a person and sometimes, from things their families have left or what have you, tell a little about them. i like being among the dead. i like fucking among the dead. i like old ones especially because it can be fun trying to figure out what was once etched in a very weather worn head stone. i like them because i can wander aimlessly and always find something of interest. i like feeling the gravity of the graveyard. it's different than anywhere else. there is more, but i can't find words for it.

how come you like 'em?

SID AND NANCY!!!! I WANNA BE THERE!

sid fucking vicious hes one of my icons! not idols cuz i wont idolise ne one but hes a true soul!
live fast die young
i love the way sid and nancy is filmed the 1st time i saw it i didnt move of my sofa for like an hour i was just in this weird thinking place
ur pussy cat sound mean a knife oh my!

I loved that movie my favorite scene of the movie is when they kiss against the garbage bin its so freakin sexy.. My next favoite part is when he sings "My Way" I always loved that song.. My best friend years ago stole a newspaper from the public library and cut his obituary out of it .. He ended up selling it on ebay a few years ago for some riducilous amount for drug money.. le sigh...
Biting is so much fun i can see why the girl at the bar took advantage of the moment and took a bite outta your arm I would so do that too.

My neighborhood is not quite redneckville its more like a little mexico. people are friendly enough and we have no problems but if you go 20 miles south its total redneckville I tend to stay closer to DC anyways its nicer and well more fun.
The area the club is at is total redneckville. Noone seems to mess with anyone though and especially if you are on my guest list the bouncers, bartenders and etc will take extrra special care of you.
Take care sweetie and thank you for the comment on my set... I'm doing a gore blood splatter one for helloween in a week or so I'll keep ya posted.