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Okay, so here is the fucking thing, I've got to get the fuck out of here. I can feel the walls of this kind of existence closing in around me. This place, this life, this job. Yeah I've got some pretty cool shit but it is a cold comfort. The fucking problem is that when you have a great fucking person in your corner how...
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pretty_kitty:
AJ kiss.....the whole thing about the distillers for me ne way is the passion of the music, and the music is just so raw, her lyrics are fucking amazing and ive seen them live once and its like the whole vibe she gives off almost like fuck u cuz im doing wat the hell i want... and shes kicks butt.. i think there one of the only newish bands that you could call punk-rock.. wink u should def check them out download the songs Hall of mirrors and City of angels

im sorry to hear about that but im sure she loves you, i hate it when ppl get into relationships and forget about how to have amazing convo and it all becomes way to comfey like wheres my slippers and pipe.. my heads all confuzzzed about wat i want to do with my life everyone seems to be soo restless at the moment i blame it on being winter... i never have ne energy in the winter and im always so tierd confused maybe a holiday away will give you the time to think and maybe even make her realise wat shes not doing .....

love pretty kitty xxxxxxxxxxxxxx miao!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
lilmissmorbid:
I was thinking in March of visiting Sexysadie in Vancover, I also wanna hit the new casinos in niagra Theres tons of shit to do so once I get things straight with sadie I'll let you know more. It looks like the 2nd week of march like a Thursday-monday kinda deal. but I'll let ya know .. take care sexy he beast.
Howl at the moon for me.
kiss kiss
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Death type Dreaming Hoping Not Fade away
And I'm sinking ever deeper
in the gleaming
And I'm weaving Down Thru Alleys of Bone
Dermal dripping
Trees of people Still in Lingers
And its endless winding Long corridors
of the bleaching
and the grinning never frowning

SKULL FOREST SKULL FOREST

and I see them skinless Haunting forlorn
swaying demons eyeless creatures
There the fallen thickets row...
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lilmissmorbid:
I know i feel the way its like we havent spoken in forever.. i need my hot Aj fix now!!!
Things are going okay I guess theres alittle drama but nothing I cant handle. When are you usually on IM? I'll try to make it a point to come on when your on so we can chat,
Hope today is good for you if you work.. Kisses to you sexy he beast,
lilmissmorbid:
Happy Humpday!
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What a fucked up Friday that turned out to be. I'm fucking Glad its Saturday. I got up at seven A.m, got showered and drove into town for an eye docter appointment. The exam ALONE cost me 140 dollars. Yeah I have fucking Health Insurance but like a lot of vision plans mine only covers me once or twice a year for new glasses or...
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bluevalentine:
thank you for the compliment smile blush miao!!
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SHINE DARKEST STAR

WITHOUT

LIGHT

I

AM
jennynicole:
i'm sorry for anything that happened hun.... love you hopefully we can talk later. you know i'm here for ya through whatever youre goin through. *muah* feel better sexay!
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A comfortable falsehood will always win out over an uncomfortable Truth

What does it matter who wins in the Parade of life, when the reviewing stand is filled with corpses.

" God takes care of drunks and fools" in inaccurate. In truth, he doesn't even notice them. You must be something special to be cursed by God.

Never let it be said that I gave...
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pretty_kitty:
heheheh fuck bush but i lurve u! x x x

wats u been up too? x x x
aj_paradiselost:
SHINE DARKEST STAR



WITHOUT

LIGHT

I

AM
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I can fucking see, hear and feel everything sometimes. The trickle of the creek makes me wonder if it was part of something so much larger before the houses were built and turned it into a mere stream passing meaninglessly within a suburban housing complex. How fast does a deer's heart beat when its instincts want it to reproduce in an area where it's offspring...
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The fucking night has closed itself about me and yet again I have survived another fucking day amongst the bullshit order of life. I saw a shooting fucking star the other night and thought, how fucking cool to burn so bright and then to just fucking fade. Of all the stars in the sky the shooting ones are the coolest. They move outside of the...
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lilmissmorbid:
Okay i am guessing is this spell casting more of a ritual then a spell? And does it deal with lycanthropy? Just guessing I could be way off. But Im a curious bitch and wanna know.
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She Has The Soul of The Darkest Star

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Heyyyy, I'm pretty fucking buzzed and tired as hell. I haven't been out to the bar in a while. I went out with a few of my girlfriends after I got off work. I was in an Ozzy mood, pretty much like the fucking one I was in two weeks ago. All Ozzy, all me. I was thinking of some spell casting on the 26th...
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mle:
aw the glasses are cute! moving sucks. my eyes hurt from the crying. if i ripped them out would you eat them? malloreigh said my fish wouldnt like to eat them. frown we are going to curl up and die together, if we did would you cast a spell and bring us back to life, then we would end up being possesed zombie monsters and start eating human body parts and then i would hunt down eyes to eat to replace the eyes you ate before i died and came back to life evil? now that would be cool.... right?
tongue
abyssia:
one of these days we're just going to have to hang out.
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I don't believe I fucking lost my Circle of Snakes fucking Danzig CD. I havent heard the fucker in weeks and I thought I brought it in the house with me. I guess I'll have to buy it the fuck again. The screen saver I have on my computer fucking sucks. The pics are all fucking tiled. Who wants to fucking see six pictures of...
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lilmissmorbid:
If you ever need help in the computer department just hit me up when im online and I'll work ya through it..
Just go on Kazaa and DL the danzig cd or I can do it for you if dont wanna and mail it to you.
Noone should be without Danzig for more then a night smile
Hope you have a good work week sweetcheeks..
Even though I totally hated the new TCM I can see your point.. I was just let down about them adding new shit to the storyline that didnt go with the original... What the hell was up with the baby? made no sense...
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I've got one more day of working until four in the morning before everything cools down and I can fucking be me again. I usually like working from noon to midnight but this three to four am sucks ass. Sorry for not being entertaining but of been a bit busy. I wanted to write something more but I am fucking tired as shit. Get back...
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sarcasticmenace:
Yikes...those hours suck ass. Hope things get back to (ab)normal soon. kiss
brightnight:
i work 11+ hour days 4 days a week every week. i feel your pain. although the pain i don't feel is the pain of taking a beating like your eagles did today wink take it easy chief. don't let the man get ya down
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I spent a bit of time in meditation this night, or morning, depending on how you want to percieve this fucking darkness out of doors and at this hour. Where was I........I'll tell you.
I must have been on the plain of some mountain because the sky was far fucking larger than I am used to seeing it. The snow was a bit above my...
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instarsia:
thank you sweetie
abyssia:
i read this again. i can't stop reading it. your beauty courses through it. your pain and your hope and your anger and your love... all of it. please, tell me more.