Thursday May 26, 2011

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dorsal:

Holy shit, thats more than stormy!!! lol
were you scared while taking those pics? i would be terrified

aidan:

Haha, surprisingly I actually wasn't scared at all. It was moving away from me, though, and it was the first tornado that I had ever seen, so I was just intrigued.

Wednesday May 04, 2011

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Things are awesome.

That is all. biggrin

Thursday Dec 30, 2010

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Holy cuntfuck, it's my birthday! Okay, so birthdays this time of year aren't typically exciting. Everyone's out on vacation with families, freezing their asses off, or just saving their energy for New Years. Not to mention it falls on a Thursday this year. In the past, I have attempted to plan birthday celebrations, and failed miserably. Now I don't even bother...
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Friday Oct 29, 2010

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Hummm. I just noticed that my ex's facebook says that her anniversary with her new boyfriend is August 1st. I'm just going to assume that's a mistake, considering that she was with me that day. Ever since she left, we've continued to speak, but I haven't heard from her all week, hence why I found myself browsing her profile. I...
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Saturday Oct 16, 2010

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I'm in a pretty good mood tonight. Sometimes a walk downtown is better than going to the same ol' bar on a Friday night. This town can be a very entertaining place sometimes.

I joined a dating website a while back. Yes, that sounds lame as hell, but I'm having fun with it. In that spot where I'm supposed to describe myself...
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jaxy:

Oh I know you don't mean any harm by it darlin. But not everyone can be comforted by things being turned into a joke. I would have written people out of my life in a heartbeat for making it into a joke, still would actually. It's still very emotionally and mentally difficult on me. Again this is my personal experience and everyone is different.

But I do love that your about me section tells all about the E.T. finger!!!

jaxy:

I'd say that kind of about me makes you one of the most interesting on the site.

Sunday Oct 10, 2010

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Ever since a certain Sunday afternoon a couple years ago, I have known exactly what I wanted. I tried so hard and waited so patiently for my chance, and just when I thought I might finally get that chance, I lose it instead. I hate being me sometimes. I have too many bad traits that I think ruined it. I guess I didn't really...
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jaxy:

I don't know about the world but I'd be okay with blowing myself up right now.

scandal_:

Thank you for the support on my set, I really appreciate it!! kiss

DAMN that poor finger of yours eeek

Thursday Sep 30, 2010

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Not a single day has gone by where it has hurt any less since you've left. I have cried myself to sleep every single night. It's really pathetic and stupid. I should be over it by now, but I think I feel even worse. I should be happy that you are the person you are today, and that you're able to stand...
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jaxy:

frown

jaxy:

I cry myself to sleep and I cry through-out the day. I've gotten so bitter and cold that I told my mom it was her fault I was miserable, because of the way she raised me.

If all it took was me to do it set it would be done. Sadly more is needed.

Wednesday Sep 22, 2010

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Who wants to see my penis?

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Haha nobody wants to see anybody's penis, ever. Guys who don't spoiler their cock pics on the message boards should keep this in mind. We joined this site to see boobs. Thanks for clicking the spoiler, though.



I'm trying to think more positively about everything, so I'm going to start by...
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jaxy:

I loved Repo! The Genetic Opera!.

Monday Sep 20, 2010

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I still can't seem to shake this insomnia of doom I've been having lately. It happens every time I get hurt, but it seems to be lasting longer than usual this time, and feels strangely different for some reason. I dunno, maybe it's because I haven't been working in so long, and for the first few weeks I slept a lot...
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jaxy:

I always think crazy thoughts. It's part of my flaws.

jaxy:

My crazy results in me being completely miserable.

Wednesday Sep 08, 2010

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I have an appointment at 9am to get my stitches out, and wouldn't you know it, I can't sleep. I'm sipping on a glass of wine in hopes that it makes me sleepy. Feels good to be able to drink again. My cat is sleeping in the desk, as usual. I took a picture of that the other day. Commence the "awwwws...
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jaxy:

smile

jaxy:

Honestly all writing it out did for me was make it more real, thus making me feel worse.

Friday Aug 20, 2010

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I think the only way I'm going to feel any better about anything, is if I start seeing someone else, too. Only problem is, I still can't imagine myself with anyone but her. I'll feel like I'm kissing the wrong set of lips. Touching the wrong skin. Stuff like that. She's doing it, though, so I feel like I should...
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dorsal:

Yea my baby does crazy things like that. haha. good thing she didnt send a photo. you'd j ust see her teeth and chubby face
im sorry to hear youre having girl problems. are you not with her anymore?

Sunday Aug 15, 2010

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Heartbreak is something I honestly didn't think I would have to experience again, but suddenly here it is, making its full appearance. Everything is just so overwhelming right now. I'm in constant pain, physically and emotionally. I hate that I have no use of my right hand. I hate that I do everything I can to make relationships work, and still get dropped...
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