Now Im going to rant. Im pissed off and now Im gonna bore you lot with it!
You, know I just came across an old paper and in it there abit about how some fuckin' lowlife teenager beat up and left for dead and 86 year old woman. Luckly the police caught the asshole and he went to jail, but guess for how long... 3...
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You, know I just came across an old paper and in it there abit about how some fuckin' lowlife teenager beat up and left for dead and 86 year old woman. Luckly the police caught the asshole and he went to jail, but guess for how long... 3...
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Holy fuck, what time is it?... Damn, I havent seen daylight in 3 days! What the fuck is all that about?
Ahhhhhhhhhh, and my head hurts.
Its not easy being an alcoholic you know! Seriously, the day's way too short...Damn, I need a drink.
So, what have I been upto I hear you ask?... HA, bugger all! Well, thats not entirly true. Blagged my way...
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Ahhhhhhhhhh, and my head hurts.
Its not easy being an alcoholic you know! Seriously, the day's way too short...Damn, I need a drink.
So, what have I been upto I hear you ask?... HA, bugger all! Well, thats not entirly true. Blagged my way...
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nadine:
dude your entire friends list is female!! your a girl collector! 
kitts:
hmmm sounds like a fun night out hehe 
Im wearing a suit...
I think I look pretty good: Black suit, black shirt, red tie, dirty converse etc. Who the fuck wouldnt wanna employ me!?...
Well, everyone it seems. Fuckers.
I realise I went at this all a big half arsed, I know. I look good, but only to me. Ive got no motovation. I know its no excuse, but, well, ...FUCK YOU im...
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I think I look pretty good: Black suit, black shirt, red tie, dirty converse etc. Who the fuck wouldnt wanna employ me!?...
Well, everyone it seems. Fuckers.
I realise I went at this all a big half arsed, I know. I look good, but only to me. Ive got no motovation. I know its no excuse, but, well, ...FUCK YOU im...
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kitts:
still *sending u loadsa hugs and smooches to make u feel better* granted smooches from me may not make u feel better but hey lol nevermind. just saw the grudge, was kinda cool. gonna majorly prank my housemates now as they are wimpy and hate scary things, i know its mean but they been really gettin on my tits recently! anyways *blows kisses* for your face and hope it gets better 
akemi:
Yer im good baby i met up with a old friend of mine today and went for a cup of tea and a chat
so have you found a job yet???
take care love you xoxox
i met up with a old friend of mine today and went for a cup of tea and a chat
so have you found a job yet???
take care love you xoxox
I lost my job today.
Hence why im on here at 9.45 am.
Right before Xmas... Nice.
I dont really know what to do now. Im lacking motovation, will power and basicly any other emotion that should keep me going.
Now those little thoughts I used to get keep slipping back into my head: "Theres Paracetamol in the cupboard and vodka by your bed." "Or...
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Hence why im on here at 9.45 am.
Right before Xmas... Nice.
I dont really know what to do now. Im lacking motovation, will power and basicly any other emotion that should keep me going.
Now those little thoughts I used to get keep slipping back into my head: "Theres Paracetamol in the cupboard and vodka by your bed." "Or...
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kitts:
had a strange feeling that story might possibly cheer u up. and yeah it was for that, it was in a tiny little shop that sold like hoodies and clothes it would have been like 3 years ago hehe so it would seem that u have met me before then it must be fate anyways i will comin across to brum on saturday hopefully, fancy a drink if i do? i need a good night out!
had a strange feeling that story might possibly cheer u up. and yeah it was for that, it was in a tiny little shop that sold like hoodies and clothes it would have been like 3 years ago hehe so it would seem that u have met me before then it must be fate anyways i will comin across to brum on saturday hopefully, fancy a drink if i do? i need a good night out!
amberbreathing:
lol. Yeah, could be serious
AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh!...
Ok, before I start rantting, as per usual just wanna say a BIG 'Hi' toAkemi It was really cool to meet you! Sorry I was wasted!
Ok, so where do I start?... The 5 1/2 hour journey down to Brighton? How shit British rail are? My fucked throat? Being stuck out in the cold for 4 hours? Or the big fuck off fight...
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nadine:
you need to relese some of this dude. tension i mean. whens your next gig coz the way you are i bet it'll be a good show as you really got alot you have to get out!!
dont dwell on the x, thats something that shoul dpass you by becuase yourbetter than that and you dont need to stoop to her level!!
end of story!!
dont dwell on the x, thats something that shoul dpass you by becuase yourbetter than that and you dont need to stoop to her level!!
end of story!!
akemi:
Hey Baby
thanki for such a good night- it was ok that you were shit faced, im just glade you got home safe- i was sssssssssooooo worried about you
Me and jase got started on by a load of townies on the way to the bus stop who wanted to bet up jase for no fucking reason- so i punched one of them in the face and they ran away like fucking pussies rhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaggggggggg
So why did everyone get pissed off (AGAIN) they seemed fine when i was there???
oh well speak soon beautiful- we will have to meet up again, it was a fucking laugh- ohhhhh i have a big bump on my head thanks to you mr. i think i wacked it on the merch desk when we were tickling
love you
thanki for such a good night- it was ok that you were shit faced, im just glade you got home safe- i was sssssssssooooo worried about you
Me and jase got started on by a load of townies on the way to the bus stop who wanted to bet up jase for no fucking reason- so i punched one of them in the face and they ran away like fucking pussies rhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaggggggggg
So why did everyone get pissed off (AGAIN) they seemed fine when i was there???
oh well speak soon beautiful- we will have to meet up again, it was a fucking laugh- ohhhhh i have a big bump on my head thanks to you mr. i think i wacked it on the merch desk when we were tickling
love you
Im fuckin' pissed off... Like you hadnt guessed!
Good gig tonite.
Shit atmosphere.
Everyone seemed to give it 110% and the crowd loved it. Appart from that it sucked.
Im not mentioning any names, because nothings official. But all of you who know me will know what bands Im talking about. Well, former bands (possibly) If we do split mid tour, we'll loose our management...
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Like you hadnt guessed!
Good gig tonite.
Shit atmosphere.
Everyone seemed to give it 110% and the crowd loved it. Appart from that it sucked.
Im not mentioning any names, because nothings official. But all of you who know me will know what bands Im talking about. Well, former bands (possibly) If we do split mid tour, we'll loose our management...
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pretty_kitty:
sweetie that sucks ( big hugs ) somtimes the world is fucked up well is all the time, but u have to try and see beyond that, live for u and wat u want to do in life, btw i didnt realise u were in a band wats it called lol? mucho love x x x x x x
btw i didnt realise u were in a band wats it called lol? mucho love x x x x x x
vicky:
Just make sure you let me know when you're playing London next!
I didnt want to go to work.
So did something possibly a tiny bit drastic. Well thats how Si' put it. After he found me unconsious on his living room floor anyway.
Its been a while since I gave 'it' up. Im not sure how long because I honestly dont know. Every day seemed to blend into another and felt like I was living in...
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So did something possibly a tiny bit drastic. Well thats how Si' put it. After he found me unconsious on his living room floor anyway.
Its been a while since I gave 'it' up. Im not sure how long because I honestly dont know. Every day seemed to blend into another and felt like I was living in...
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akemi:
lol- so lovely to hear form u- I thought u hated me
No i wont eat too much- just lots of toast, a bowl of porridge, a banana, a cereal bar, 4 biscuits,a massive white chocolate chip cookie, a cup of tea, an orange, grapes and a grapefruit !!!!
How are you feeling now angel????
Did u get my email??
love and sparkles xoxoxoxoxx
No i wont eat too much- just lots of toast, a bowl of porridge, a banana, a cereal bar, 4 biscuits,a massive white chocolate chip cookie, a cup of tea, an orange, grapes and a grapefruit !!!!
How are you feeling now angel????
Did u get my email??
love and sparkles xoxoxoxoxx
akemi:
wow a gig! what type of music do your band play
I havent been up to much, just been at work today and eating, now im chatting on msn..... come chat too!!!
hugs xoxoxoxox
I havent been up to much, just been at work today and eating, now im chatting on msn..... come chat too!!!
hugs xoxoxoxox
First off, THANK YOU! to everyone who said such nice things about my last post Im really flattered, noones ever said anything like that to me before. Love you all
I miss having someone I can talk to...
I miss getting lost in someones eyes...
I miss having someone to wake up next to...
I need to find love...
It proberly sounds weird coming from...
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Im really flattered, noones ever said anything like that to me before. Love you all
I miss having someone I can talk to...
I miss getting lost in someones eyes...
I miss having someone to wake up next to...
I need to find love...
It proberly sounds weird coming from...
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vintagebelle:
*big cuddles for you*
You sound like the perfect guy, more men should follow suit. I'm surprised you miss all those things - I should think the girls are queuing up for you
You sound like the perfect guy, more men should follow suit. I'm surprised you miss all those things - I should think the girls are queuing up for you
akemi:
Yayness- we are like two peas in a pod of partying-
But I am slightly concerned about you sweety- if you need someone to talk to I am here!! It sucks when people judge u like that, but believe me u dont look gay- u are fucking beautiful- not that gay people arent beautiful, if i knew u, I would be dying to date u any day 
*gives big hugs*
thinking of u sweetheart xox
[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 11:34AM]
But I am slightly concerned about you sweety- if you need someone to talk to I am here!! It sucks when people judge u like that, but believe me u dont look gay- u are fucking beautiful- not that gay people arent beautiful
, if i knew u, I would be dying to date u any day
*gives big hugs*
thinking of u sweetheart xox
[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 11:34AM]
I woke this morning strangely tranquil yet feeling almost paralised. I woke, like I had never sleepen. Untired, fully consious and bright eyed, but all I could do was lay there. Motionless except for my blinking and the strafing of my eyes as they followed the trail the rail drops left on the outside of the window. Then slowly I felt more and more depressed....
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tiddy:
Hello new friend.
pretty_kitty:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN X 
Yeah my van blew up today... 
I was at the Hilton Hotel in Warwick, just finished loading a PA, started to reverse out of the car park and noticed smoke in the mirror. Backed out about 5 yards then noticed shit loads of smoke billowing out So I jumped out, taking the keys with me. The van continued to keep reving its arse off. At...
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I was at the Hilton Hotel in Warwick, just finished loading a PA, started to reverse out of the car park and noticed smoke in the mirror. Backed out about 5 yards then noticed shit loads of smoke billowing out
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october:
yeah i went to cheltenham, i had a great time sorry you're having such a crappy week *hugs* i hope things get better soon!
sorry you're having such a crappy week *hugs* i hope things get better soon!
nadine:
awww it was poopy that you couldnt come, i did look out for you but unfortunately i was running around so much that day i wasn't at my puter and didnt get your email til bloody wednesday!!
hope your ok all vanless now!
hope your ok all vanless now!
Oh, god its started... 
Yeah I get the Ian Watkins jokes all the bloody time lol. Even off my feckin' mom! It sucks! I even made the mistake of wearing a black shirt, tie, jeans and converse last nite so I had people coming up to me all night saying "Do you know you look like that guy from Lostprophets"! ...31 people!!! *sigh* Everyone seems...
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Yeah I get the Ian Watkins jokes all the bloody time lol. Even off my feckin' mom! It sucks! I even made the mistake of wearing a black shirt, tie, jeans and converse last nite so I had people coming up to me all night saying "Do you know you look like that guy from Lostprophets"! ...31 people!!! *sigh* Everyone seems... Read More
nadine:
heh heh i thought you would have heard it before but it had to be said! 
ooh are you coming then? that would be reeeally cool!!
ooh are you coming then? that would be reeeally cool!!
Quinne called me cutie! Thats made me smile all day. So, THANK YOU honey! Needed cheering up, the last few weeks have seemed to have got shitter and shitter So now Im getting more and more depressed and the fact we've got no gigs coming up soon(ish) sucks too. I hate having no release. There no more bush left to hack up either... Its just...
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Thats made me smile all day. So, THANK YOU honey! Needed cheering up, the last few weeks have seemed to have got shitter and shitter So now Im getting more and more depressed and the fact we've got no gigs coming up soon(ish) sucks too. I hate having no release. There no more bush left to hack up either... Its just... Read More
nadine:
dude how many times do people tell you that you look like the guy from lost prophets...?
she called me that once, it made me blush!!
i dont live there but i'm not far bout an hour away. coming up on the 18th of nov to get coloured in!
she called me that once, it made me blush!!
i dont live there but i'm not far bout an hour away. coming up on the 18th of nov to get coloured in!
dunno if you'd be interested