so i just hennaed my hair, hoping that it would inprove the horrible condition my hair is in. but it didn't really make a difference. it barely hid the outgrown bits. so i chopped a great big chunk off. i have no hair left. lol.
i think i am gonna go back to black soon though. i really really miss being able to wear all...
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i think i am gonna go back to black soon though. i really really miss being able to wear all...
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thursday i just realised that my bondage shoot is saturday, and that i am still two kgs over the weight that i have listed on my model sites. i know, false marketing 
but i was below that when i entered it. hehe. i suppose i am hoping that i will be that again soon.
so, of course i am on a diet. again. baaah. doing...
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but i was below that when i entered it. hehe. i suppose i am hoping that i will be that again soon.
so, of course i am on a diet. again. baaah. doing...
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jojo_suicide:
Don't stress! I think everyone's weight fluctuates, and people just need to get real about it. Mine definitely does, but I don't change it on the modeling boards. Whats really bad is when the old period decides to start the week of a shoot, and you're all water bloated! Thats happened to me twice! 
Pimple...try a dab of toothpaste on it...the original white kind. There's somehting in it thats supposed to reduce pimples. Seems to usually work for me!
Pimple...try a dab of toothpaste on it...the original white kind. There's somehting in it thats supposed to reduce pimples. Seems to usually work for me!
danielk:
Be careful. You need to have your energy up and be well hydrated for a bondage shot or you increase your chances of having a serious problem. Diets and bondage shoots rarely go well together.
Daniel
Daniel
i got tagged by the evil jojo and i seriously tried to fill out the meme! but halfway through i got so bored i had to delete the hole thing!!!!! grrrr!
and i seriously tried to fill out the meme! but halfway through i got so bored i had to delete the hole thing!!!!! grrrr!
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tilpacer:
Haha... that is totally funny. 
kopf:
poor baby 
therapy in a couple of hours. i think i am gonna play dress up.
lipstick_inc:
That sounds like.. FUN!!
jojo_suicide:
I try! 
Some days I feel like I could use therapy...or at least some fun medication. Dress-up sounds like a fun way to go!
Some days I feel like I could use therapy...or at least some fun medication. Dress-up sounds like a fun way to go! so, the day is better now. even though it is technically more evening than day.
i did go exercise the horse. and thank god he behaved like an angel today. not anything like the last two days. i am not sure i would have had the patience for crap today. but the sun and the blue sky on the way there helped on the mood....
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i did go exercise the horse. and thank god he behaved like an angel today. not anything like the last two days. i am not sure i would have had the patience for crap today. but the sun and the blue sky on the way there helped on the mood....
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paleenchantress:
YOU are a doll ! welcome ! 
tilpacer:
Heehee. Awesome! I hope the shoots go well.
Have a great day!
Have a great day!
it is one of them crappy days. i don't even feel like going out to the horse today. 
kopf:
poor baby. I also got the monday blues 
Sooo tired and freezing brrrr
Sooo tired and freezing brrrr
strangekitty:
i sorry. hope u feel better!
i sorry. hope u feel better! someone! give me money for shoes and corsets! or else i will die! at least!
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selvfed:
vrsgo her er en fiktiv femmer
supernal:
Just seen the pussycat set you posted in sg hopefulls, very cute! 
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curioustomcat:
Looks good but please be careful with any "new guy" and check if he is kosher as the samples look professional he probably is...
I sometimes just worry too much but mostly for other people as I often act rather carefree myself
I sometimes just worry too much but mostly for other people as I often act rather carefree myself
notoriouscat:
I loved the new set!
so i got some feedback from stephanie. it is dissapointing.
"To be honest we weren't to excited about the theme. The best thing to do is to go to the site and look at the other sets and see what we are going for. The lighting was a bit dark and reddish in the photos as well."
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"To be honest we weren't to excited about the theme. The best thing to do is to go to the site and look at the other sets and see what we are going for. The lighting was a bit dark and reddish in the photos as well."
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curioustomcat:
I am with HellaBella's comment...
On the bright side: At least did she actually look at the set and tried to give a feedback!
Just do not despair
On the bright side: At least did she actually look at the set and tried to give a feedback!
Just do not despair
curioustomcat:
Oh! I almost forgot: The cat-ears look great on you - sexy and not silly! That is quite a feat!
i feel like crying. all you guys have been so fucking sweet, and cheering me on. and i got a rejection. again. perhaps it is not ment to be. i still don't get any personal feedback. perhaps they just don't like me. and this time i have to wait three months before re-shooting. one step backwards.
sigh.
sigh.
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dylan:
It's mad, normally you can tell why things have been rejected straight away, but with several of your sets (particularly the swing and trampoline ones) they tick all the right boxes in terms of costume, lighting, clear photography - and not one is a boring bed set or yet another sofa set! I guess all you can do is politely email to ask why they rejected each set, and try to work from that feedback. Good luck
curioustomcat:
You try again for a new set and I try again for the book! Deal?
It sure is not your looks. Maybe you should experiment with different photographers and styles?
It sure is not your looks. Maybe you should experiment with different photographers and styles?
yay. looks like i will be doing more bondage work with another pro. photog. and i got the good to go from missy too.
update:
had another round of deleting "friends". if you think you got accidentially deleted, msg me.
edit!
i got the good to go on working with the pro bondage dude no limbo yet honeys. sorry.
update:
had another round of deleting "friends". if you think you got accidentially deleted, msg me.
edit!
i got the good to go on working with the pro bondage dude
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kopf:
When I've payed off me debt to SU .. I have to pay them 6500 next month 
.. I have to pay them 6500 next month 
vyxana:
yay for you cant wait till you go pink!
cant wait till you go pink! nothing exciting to update with.
some diet "drugs" i ordered showed up. i am testing them now. so far i like them. hehe.
oh yeah, and cecilia thought my new set was better than the old one. just thought i should taunt you all! muarhahaha!
and argh! i really feel like changing my profile pic, but the only new ones i have are the ones...
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some diet "drugs" i ordered showed up. i am testing them now. so far i like them. hehe.
oh yeah, and cecilia thought my new set was better than the old one. just thought i should taunt you all! muarhahaha!
and argh! i really feel like changing my profile pic, but the only new ones i have are the ones...
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fairygrlz:
I like the new profile pic
hellabella:
I thought the new set was the best yet as well. If it's not accepted I'm seriously going to wonder if whomever decides not to accept them is in need of some serious mood stabelizers.
and when you find one.. get me one too cause I NEED ONE
Sorry about you having to chop off you hair. Sounds like that sucky. Changing you hair colour to black sounds cool. I hope that goes well for you.
Have a great bald head...I mean day!