Good news I just bought alot of new CDs
Bad news I'm almost broke again
Good news a lady a like called me up to hang out
Bad news that night I felt like listening, not talking and noone had anything to say
Good news that girl envited me up to her room because "I have long drive to my house"
Bad news after a...
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Bad news I'm almost broke again
Good news a lady a like called me up to hang out
Bad news that night I felt like listening, not talking and noone had anything to say
Good news that girl envited me up to her room because "I have long drive to my house"
Bad news after a...
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I find myself unable to speak.
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cherry:
I will
Cherry xoxoxo

Cherry xoxoxo
trixel:
I hope the words come back.


I just got off a indie feature with a punk rock girl band gets lost in a forrest right but none of them had on fucking tattoo. It was kind of a bunch of chicks with torn pants and shit. What ah jip.
cherry:
Ha, I used to think I could be a writer. When I was a teenager and heavily deluded. Thanks for thinking I could write a book though. Makes me blush. But seriously, my writing is pretty lame. Just silly self musings, never much fun for anyone else to read.
Cherry xoxoxo
Cherry xoxoxo
I hate my lack of passion. It's so much that I care about but I just refuse to say anything,
It's like I can hear a voice inside that wants to say something but I keep it quiet out of fear of leting people know who I truly am. I think I have to start saying somthing before my voice becomes to weak to hear.
It's like I can hear a voice inside that wants to say something but I keep it quiet out of fear of leting people know who I truly am. I think I have to start saying somthing before my voice becomes to weak to hear.
trixel:
Maybe you just need to be places where it feels natural to let it out?


trixel:
you're right about those summer breezes. I'm literally letting them flow through my apartment as I type this.



Looking at alot of profiles today I realized that most people truly do try to be in some type of in crowd. People try to seek out those that are simular I don't understand why.
evil:
people?? don't you mean sheeple?

Nevermind
I've found that the only thing that I have to look forward to is that one day I am going to die. I don't know if I'll ever be with someone that I love. I don't know if I'll ever become a director that makes stories of substance. I don't know if I'll ever become a man in my definition of the word.
But life...
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But life...
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Not that long ago I was going to strip clubs almost every dayand then for reasons I won't say I stopped going. The other day I was coming back from a shoot and the crew went to a strip club. One that I use to go to all the fuckin time. Now ,it's been about six months since I stepped foot in a strip club....
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Fuck everyone thats not me.
wednesday:
I know exactly what you mean! Generally I don't like people either. At least not in groups. In my heart I'm a real philantropist, I almost always like people whan I get to know them, but when their swarming everywhere around me (like in a city..) i hate them!
sweet that I'm in your favourites btw...
sweet that I'm in your favourites btw...

I still think about Balin. I look at maps and consider going back to Mexico. It's not the trip that hinders me it's the fact that I know that she does'nt love me the way I love her. If I knew she did I'd be on a bus geting through larado right now.
I have a plastic set of lochadoras that she got me. They...
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I have a plastic set of lochadoras that she got me. They...
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I can't stand being alone anymore.
albertine:
I just find it interesting to understand the attitude of a society towards something analyzing the language.
the fact that there is not a word to describe something makes me wonder about the real nature of that " something".
I can't stand being with people anymore.
the fact that there is not a word to describe something makes me wonder about the real nature of that " something".
I can't stand being with people anymore.
albertine:
I work as a photographer, Director of Photography and bartender, in rough days.
I totally get what you say.
I totally get what you say.
I love my life. I love the days when I come home after a job. When I wash my hands and see the dirt go down the sink. I can rub my hands across wood instand of sand paper some days and I'm proud of that.
But I know I love my job because I hate so many aspects of it. I hate two days...
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But I know I love my job because I hate so many aspects of it. I hate two days...
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albertine:
I just hate the fact that I was weak, I am weak, at some pont all this weakness is going to fuck me over.
albertine:
good point-
we live and die alone.