mmmm anticipation is good.
I finally called chrissy instead of just IM'ing.. twas a fun experience.We talked for 4.5 hours. Ya know, I love her, even though I can't have her..... but telling her has only made our friendship stronger. Despite the fact that I'm terrible on the phone usually, I think I did well... in fact it was justlike when we are on AIM,...
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I finally called chrissy instead of just IM'ing.. twas a fun experience.We talked for 4.5 hours. Ya know, I love her, even though I can't have her..... but telling her has only made our friendship stronger. Despite the fact that I'm terrible on the phone usually, I think I did well... in fact it was justlike when we are on AIM,...
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grrrrr.... I really do hate my fucking job. . . and even though I know you mean well, please spare me the tales about how it must be soooo fun to work on guitars all day.... IT ITSN'T. It's fucking repetitive, tedious, and rather, now that my wrists are fucking up again, PAINFULL. If it didn't pay so damn good I'd have been gone months...
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. . . . . Life continues on as always. My problems with my wrists are coming back to haunt me, and they're trying to jerk me around over it slowing me down..... BAD IDEA.
I dropped it last time to avoid surgery, but now that both wrists are messed up...... it just may be time to go see the doc again. Hehe, yeah, they...
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I dropped it last time to avoid surgery, but now that both wrists are messed up...... it just may be time to go see the doc again. Hehe, yeah, they...
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hmmm...what to say?
Life goes even foreward... even when all you want is to make it return to the past. We can do nothing to change our past failures and mistakes, we can only try to learn from them, and hope we don't repeat then again.
Life is a seies of adjusted views. Campared to the past... this is a very unhappy time for me.......
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Life goes even foreward... even when all you want is to make it return to the past. We can do nothing to change our past failures and mistakes, we can only try to learn from them, and hope we don't repeat then again.
Life is a seies of adjusted views. Campared to the past... this is a very unhappy time for me.......
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anteros:
Been busy as hell, but was glad to read that your sister's little hoodlum problem seems to have been solved. Don't know if I could have restrained from killing those creeps, but was relieved to read that it didn't have to come to that.
Just keep wandering those winds...you never know where they might lead you. Somehow, they have a way of taking you where you need to be at the moment you need to be there most. As hard as it may be to believe at times, we're still alive for a reason.
Just keep wandering those winds...you never know where they might lead you. Somehow, they have a way of taking you where you need to be at the moment you need to be there most. As hard as it may be to believe at times, we're still alive for a reason.
gina:
hey sweets... I love the 'sign' on your profile lol.. Hope all is well for you soon!
Well.. rather than dump my depression here.. I'll save it for myspace. So instead..... fight details.
As I said.. A guy from work.. fellow buffer.. came for backup... 2vs4... fair odds eh? We fought well together. They.... didn't. So we got bruised, and I caught a bat or two to the head.... which made me snap. Final tally... 123 broken bones between the 4 of...
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As I said.. A guy from work.. fellow buffer.. came for backup... 2vs4... fair odds eh? We fought well together. They.... didn't. So we got bruised, and I caught a bat or two to the head.... which made me snap. Final tally... 123 broken bones between the 4 of...
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Well... it is done. I went, I stomped, I settled. I even had a friend from work willing to come play backuo just in case. It turned out to be a good thing too... cause they weren't alone. But in the ned the two of us prevailed over the four of them. I swear... I am the only person who knows how to co-operate in...
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msashleypaige:
oh, and I did your little survey thing on myspace.
msashleypaige:
I'll live...
Well, the insomnia is over. After a week without sleep, and a total of 4 hours in the last 2, I* finaly hit the wall, well okay, I hit the table, then the floor... but let's not slipt any fucking hairs here. I, about 2 days ago, told my supervisor about the insomnia, and told him pretty soon I'd either hit the floor, or someone...
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Well an update for anyone keeping tabs on this but can't say hi... 
I got a call at work tonight. Come to find out, the youngest sister and the same lil 15 year old friend were harassed by the two fucks again.
I stopped off after work and talked to the girls father, you memeber... the cop. After talking and realizing the little pricks are...
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I got a call at work tonight. Come to find out, the youngest sister and the same lil 15 year old friend were harassed by the two fucks again.
I stopped off after work and talked to the girls father, you memeber... the cop. After talking and realizing the little pricks are...
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mlleminx:
I hope you can get some rest soon. Sleep deprivation makes me more bad crazy than any drug I've found.
Thanks for the luv. I don't even have a land line so no dial-up for me, but I'm crossing my fingers and hoping I'll be back online soon. Sooooon.
Thanks for the luv. I don't even have a land line so no dial-up for me, but I'm crossing my fingers and hoping I'll be back online soon. Sooooon.
Well, after working 14 hours on call it no sleep for a week... I was getting gas and... well anyone remember a month or so back when I was laughing about the two guy tried to carjack me and my sisters and I beat the unholy fuck out of them? Well, seem there was a little ghetto wanna be hit put on me for it....
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acidflesh:
Great news, for anyone who fucking cares, even in my dazed week without sleep state I was aware enough to pull my punch. *wipes forehead* I don't give a flying fuck how bad I hurt the motherfucker....he tried to fucking kill me. I just didn't want his life added to the weight already upon my tired soul.
I still won't sleep, but atleast I don't have to worry. I'm greatful to Shawn for going over the camera footage for me. (thanks mate, see ya in a few hours)
Okay.... now I have a VERY tough choice to make. Do I carry on as per norm? Do I further my plans of getting a CCW permit? Do I just go and kill the two lillte fuckers that started all of this?
I don't fucking know
I DO know however, that if it continues, someone will get a gun, and reflexes and a footstep won't save me from a bullet.
I don't care anymore. I've stood in deaths shadow..... lets see, 1.stillborn, 2. river, 3creek, 4. lightning, 5. lightning, 6. knife attack......6 fucking times now.... I've always been a bit fatalistic, but...... obviously I'm not gonna go untill my time so why the fuck worry about it?.
Acid.
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Note to God: you lost all credibility with me. What? Yyou tring to get my attention?? You want some faith and belief from me again? A simple word, a sound a feeling, was all I ever asked...nothing...... FUCK YOU!!!!!
You think this the way to get my attention?
Piss off mate, you had a chance and fucking blew it..... shows over. Go home.
I want no fucking part of it.
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I still won't sleep, but atleast I don't have to worry. I'm greatful to Shawn for going over the camera footage for me. (thanks mate, see ya in a few hours)
Okay.... now I have a VERY tough choice to make. Do I carry on as per norm? Do I further my plans of getting a CCW permit? Do I just go and kill the two lillte fuckers that started all of this?
I don't fucking know
I DO know however, that if it continues, someone will get a gun, and reflexes and a footstep won't save me from a bullet.
I don't care anymore. I've stood in deaths shadow..... lets see, 1.stillborn, 2. river, 3creek, 4. lightning, 5. lightning, 6. knife attack......6 fucking times now.... I've always been a bit fatalistic, but...... obviously I'm not gonna go untill my time so why the fuck worry about it?.
Acid.
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Note to God: you lost all credibility with me. What? Yyou tring to get my attention?? You want some faith and belief from me again? A simple word, a sound a feeling, was all I ever asked...nothing...... FUCK YOU!!!!!
You think this the way to get my attention?
Piss off mate, you had a chance and fucking blew it..... shows over. Go home.
I want no fucking part of it.
[Edited on Aug 31, 2005 6:25AM]
Okay, I am bad..... I have corrupted annother of todays youth.
There is a kid on myspace..... 17... ya know a kid. After reading my blogs there, he left this big bulletin saying how I corrupted him and he is going to completely change his life and try to be just like me. Oh and he supports me in anything I do............
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There is a kid on myspace..... 17... ya know a kid. After reading my blogs there, he left this big bulletin saying how I corrupted him and he is going to completely change his life and try to be just like me. Oh and he supports me in anything I do............
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YAAAAAWWWWNNN.
IM is the devil I tell ya.
After woking a half day saturday, I came home and decide to chat for a quick bit. started about 9pm.......just got off...... 7 something am.... 10 hours. Time flys when talking to good people. Nothing really interesting to report...... had an accident at work friday, lots of accidental frontal nudity at work......no body told me my pants...
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IM is the devil I tell ya.
After woking a half day saturday, I came home and decide to chat for a quick bit. started about 9pm.......just got off...... 7 something am.... 10 hours. Time flys when talking to good people. Nothing really interesting to report...... had an accident at work friday, lots of accidental frontal nudity at work......no body told me my pants...
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lol. I was bad..... Around abouts of 4-5 am I decide to take a xanax to relax and try to sleep........nothing, soooo, I take 2 more and drink a 6er of sparks. Now we have 3 xanax bars (the big dose ones) and lotsa alcohol....still nothing.
So I'm chatting on myspace with a couple of friends, and IM'ing witht the ever lovely Malina about 8am...
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So I'm chatting on myspace with a couple of friends, and IM'ing witht the ever lovely Malina about 8am...
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guitargeek:
So you're a luthier... who's into bikes...
Aren't you me?
Aren't you me?
2.)What/where was your first piercing?(other than basic ear piercing... I mean body mod type? navel.
3.)Do you remember what made you decide to get you first ink? if so.... what was it? when I get it will be merely because I want to
4.)What made you decide to get your first piercing? I was bored and did it myself.
5.)Are you attracted or even addicted to the pain of getting a tattoo/piercing? yes, attracted. addiction is mental
6.)Did you and/or you artist design any of your tattoos? Or were they flash? mine will all be custom tyvm