I moved. I was hurt - I am loved - all is well? Life is upside down and backward but I've not been happier since I got my first Winnie the Pooh!!! (I was two) Thirty years later, I still miss that Pooh - but I have something warmer and much more fun to squeeze and cuddle with! Ha! What on earth will I write...
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i'm feelin kinda groovy... 
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hellsforheroes:
I am sending radio signals...from light years away....because its all relative....
princelogos:
Memory kicked back in:
" Slow down, you move too fast
got to make the morning last
just kicking down the cobble stones
looking for fun and feeling GROOVY."
(Simon & Garfunckle)-the kind and gentle precursor to the acid gobbling heavy metal that was just below the horizon.
I love it Both ways.
andimissyou.
[Edited on Jun 06, 2006 3:34PM]
" Slow down, you move too fast
got to make the morning last
just kicking down the cobble stones
looking for fun and feeling GROOVY."
(Simon & Garfunckle)-the kind and gentle precursor to the acid gobbling heavy metal that was just below the horizon.
I love it Both ways.
andimissyou.
[Edited on Jun 06, 2006 3:34PM]
i tried to write but it didn't work. 
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fred:
It didn't work?! What was that?
So how are you doing? Where's your head at lately?
It didn't work?! What was that?
So how are you doing? Where's your head at lately?
sandman226:
Writing in your journal can be a bitch sometimes. And keeping up with the inverted-net society on here.
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silveronthetree:
Weird site
I did make sense, acting rationally instead of reacting.
Next time I`ll push my own buttons
Weird site
I did make sense, acting rationally instead of reacting.
Next time I`ll push my own buttons
schuldig:
Just wow... 
light flickers
a breath - a thought
here the now blows
blows through
the knees, bent
light and breath and
thought on knees
carried on the
carried on the breeze
is it now again?
or now?
i've lost track....
jumped track
one track mind
mind alone - lonely
a trap!
inhabit - breathe!
in thy breath, life
in thy life, all
observe the swimming
swim...
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a breath - a thought
here the now blows
blows through
the knees, bent
light and breath and
thought on knees
carried on the
carried on the breeze
is it now again?
or now?
i've lost track....
jumped track
one track mind
mind alone - lonely
a trap!
inhabit - breathe!
in thy breath, life
in thy life, all
observe the swimming
swim...
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princelogos:
Don't Leave me here;........All Alone Stay.
PLEASE STAY, I'll even clean up my room!
I'll take out the trash! I'll mow the lawn ! Whatever just STAY! PLEASE
PLEASE STAY, I'll even clean up my room!
I'll take out the trash! I'll mow the lawn ! Whatever just STAY! PLEASE
princelogos:
Can't believe I never told you thar story.
I was in pre-kindergarden at the Pro-Cathedral in Baltimore, long ago just after the Inquizition.
And the Cathederal was huge and we were tiny and they talked about lots of huge scary stuff and lots of sacrifice.
We'd be in there being terrorized and I'd have visions of my classmates and myself all hanging from our little crosses on the wall.
It wasn't that happy an idea really, for a four year old.
So I told them I quit!!
They said , Ok sit here alone in the class room while everyone else is in church.
That lasted all of one day;..and they had be back in there hangig on the wall.
But I did quit, got dragged to lots of churches and heard lots of different angles .
But I was done being threatened and humbled by all of that, at least on a schedule.
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I was in pre-kindergarden at the Pro-Cathedral in Baltimore, long ago just after the Inquizition.
And the Cathederal was huge and we were tiny and they talked about lots of huge scary stuff and lots of sacrifice.
We'd be in there being terrorized and I'd have visions of my classmates and myself all hanging from our little crosses on the wall.
It wasn't that happy an idea really, for a four year old.
So I told them I quit!!
They said , Ok sit here alone in the class room while everyone else is in church.
That lasted all of one day;..and they had be back in there hangig on the wall.
But I did quit, got dragged to lots of churches and heard lots of different angles .
But I was done being threatened and humbled by all of that, at least on a schedule.
[Edited on May 22, 2006 11:44AM]
My logistically gifted friend you asked for something I could not give - you tricky bastard! You are always alone inside yourself. I spray painted those words on the dormer above my bed when I was about thirteen kinda freaked my mom out. If we are truly individuals and share no connection at all, it is absolutely True. If separation is an illusion, it is...
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true_love:
Uh yeah you definately worded what I was trying to get at better than I. 
Although I tend to genearalise as to the general public and my view of them is certainly unconscious.
An experiment in fucking, ay.
Have you heard of the White Tigress?
Om Namah Shivay
Wouldn't a Aum symbol/icon be cool?
Although I tend to genearalise as to the general public and my view of them is certainly unconscious.
An experiment in fucking, ay.
Have you heard of the White Tigress?
Om Namah Shivay
Wouldn't a Aum symbol/icon be cool?
metatag:
My uncle Donald wrote the family history quoted in my journal, and I am impressed by how much you infer from his writtings.
He is indeed a sensitive man, and I wish that I could say that he has a happy life, but his life has been aflicted by depression. This problem affects many aspects of his life, but he has so much to offer when he shows his best.
I love to read his letters, because his writting style is so good, but it can be frustrating to talk to him face to face or on the phone. He is family and I know how much he can offer on the goood side, but he tends to dwell on the negative and that has made it hard for him to make friends.
He lives in a small town in Canada, far away from the rest of us and I worry about him sometimes. I wish that he was closer or at least in a place without the time difference, so that I could call him when I am not tired.
He is indeed a sensitive man, and I wish that I could say that he has a happy life, but his life has been aflicted by depression. This problem affects many aspects of his life, but he has so much to offer when he shows his best.
I love to read his letters, because his writting style is so good, but it can be frustrating to talk to him face to face or on the phone. He is family and I know how much he can offer on the goood side, but he tends to dwell on the negative and that has made it hard for him to make friends.
He lives in a small town in Canada, far away from the rest of us and I worry about him sometimes. I wish that he was closer or at least in a place without the time difference, so that I could call him when I am not tired.
laughingly she muttered
sputtered, ha!
we're all ok
didn't ya know?
no, i didn't
there is love
and
there is love
i couldn't have said it better...
cracked tar
your labret will stay
twinkle little star
even the Apocalypse
shed a tear
should i find that queer?
i don't
time comes and
time again
she flutters on the wind
to be all and none
a...
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sputtered, ha!
we're all ok
didn't ya know?
no, i didn't
there is love
and
there is love
i couldn't have said it better...
cracked tar
your labret will stay
twinkle little star
even the Apocalypse
shed a tear
should i find that queer?
i don't
time comes and
time again
she flutters on the wind
to be all and none
a...
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contessakatarina:
Have not dropped by for a while and I see that your pen and stream of consciousness has not lost its touch! Lovely x
crestfallen:
words like remembered reveries,
mine are ov nights with wine and cheese,
and discussinng A.C.'s diary's....
and fighting eggs, and ham!
said not sam, (sam i am)
said me....
I loved the ham.
mine are ov nights with wine and cheese,
and discussinng A.C.'s diary's....
and fighting eggs, and ham!
said not sam, (sam i am)
said me....
I loved the ham.
~~~all of the answers were already inside of me and i've come to realize them. not only that, but i like them! i am completely content with myself and the world i live in.~~~
people! i love you all, but did you not notice that yesterday was april 1??? did you miss my ? does that REALLY sound like me? i will be questioning until...
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people! i love you all, but did you not notice that yesterday was april 1??? did you miss my
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princelogos:
Highya!
The answers are all there, but we have to ask the questions all right.
I saw a book title, " I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a really good fantacy."
I wanted to read it , but the owner showed up and took it away almost the instant I reached for it. ( an on going theme played out in my life repeatedly. )
" OHmmmmmm------- my ass is really tired of sitting on this cold temple floor"
The answers are all there, but we have to ask the questions all right.
I saw a book title, " I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a really good fantacy."
I wanted to read it , but the owner showed up and took it away almost the instant I reached for it. ( an on going theme played out in my life repeatedly. )
" OHmmmmmm------- my ass is really tired of sitting on this cold temple floor"
yuriel:
thats no joke though hon
becuase they really ARE all lurking inside of us somewhere <3
-muah-
becuase they really ARE all lurking inside of us somewhere <3
-muah-
all of the answers were already inside of me and i've come to realize them. not only that, but i like them! i am completely content with myself and the world i live in.
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radioactivehead:
I have a great feeling about this one.... I looked for you on south street today but as you know, i could not find out
ok. i'm going to write a little about the frustration i have about not being able to write. usually i do a little vertical short-hand and i'm good to go. lately, no dice. lots of shit going on in my life - some very tragic, some joyful beyond belief and yet can i write? NO! it is like being fucking constipated for two months or...
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drrtyrocstr:
Well fuck!!!!
aj_paradiselost:
I don't know if we can be friends anymore, you say fuck alot and it scares me Mer, ha ha ha.....L8er beautiful....AJ
So a while back, Jackie posted a picture of a painting she did for a friend and I said "WOW Jackie! You're really talented!" Of course Jackie was her modest self and said something like, "I'm not a real artist, I just put holes in people." Well, I asked her simply to send me a larger version of the photo of the painting so that...
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rouke:
Just wondering if everything is okay with you. I hope you are doing okay. Take care
princelogos:
It's a good flower, uh- orchid.
A color that I can probably see relitively the same as most people.
Art! ain't it grand. I'm glad you got a nice thingy after all that tough stuff.
A color that I can probably see relitively the same as most people.
Art! ain't it grand. I'm glad you got a nice thingy after all that tough stuff.
I had something delightful to post... And I will post it... But my favorite uncle died this afternoon and I'm more upset than I expected. His life was pain, so I am relieved in a way. But...
Both Mercury and Jupiter are retrograde.
But have some patience, what I have to post will bring a smile to even the saddest heart. Thank you Jackie.
Both Mercury and Jupiter are retrograde.
But have some patience, what I have to post will bring a smile to even the saddest heart. Thank you Jackie.
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_gone_:
my condolences 
true_love:
Funny how death touches us. We know it's just a dooor and yet... Time to honour a souls passing. And then like ol' Perry Farrel said "Sadness, it's a cloud"
in finite
in finite
that is worth more than any words i could offer you
i cant believe that someone would do that to you... you...
-hugs tight-
ahh pain. pleasure. a mixed twisted and intertwined enigma eh?
ps CONTACT ME ON IM YOU !!!
need to chat or anything? .....