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it feels like time for another political statement. not all of the "militants" are in the middle east you know - some are proud american citizens who call themselves Anarchists. mainly, they are against big government and mega-corporations. they are generally non-violent but practice civil disobedience. now why did they teach us all about Henry David Thoreau in school if they didn't expect us to...
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Ok, I don't know what is real and what is illusion so I question everything. But isn't the act of questioning everything really just a way of saying it's real? I mean if I really KNEW that nothing was real or that all is illusion, then Id not need to lend credence to the possible reality of things by questioning it. I can question or...
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pixilated101:
note you have a friend request...I suspect that whether approved or not I shall make my way back to your journal from time to time... 
I have not idea how to effectively use these... 
, but I throw them in from time to time...
I have not idea how to effectively use these...
, but I throw them in from time to time...
redfirefaery:
everything is real. physical, spiritual, emotional, mental... all of it is real, because human reality starts with thought and experience. most of the time, though, people don't believe in what they can't see and have the tendency to question it... an illusion actually IS a thing, the true nature of which is something unseen or not experienced in what we perceive as our reality..... 
we have not yet begun to see the horrors of what will be.
does anyone know why some animals mate for life while others solve disputes with rival bands through promiscuous sex?
i mean, i think it's great that those simians can solve problems that way - beats the hell out of beating the hell out of one another. it seems adaptive and creative and...
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does anyone know why some animals mate for life while others solve disputes with rival bands through promiscuous sex?
i mean, i think it's great that those simians can solve problems that way - beats the hell out of beating the hell out of one another. it seems adaptive and creative and...
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redfirefaery:
if i had enough time to think about and write down as much as you do every day, i'd be a rich woman from my own business i've been trying to make time for for the past 8 months or so.....
anyway, suffering does lead to learning, if you take it as the opportunity to do so. some people just get the "poor me" part and don't actually learn anything.
as far as the sexual tension and love thing... one of my newest friends, nick, made me think of it. let's just leave it at LOTS of tension there. i love him to bits & i know he returns the feeling, i just think that maybe, right now, the sexual tension is getting in the way of the friendship. ever been there?
anyway, suffering does lead to learning, if you take it as the opportunity to do so. some people just get the "poor me" part and don't actually learn anything.
as far as the sexual tension and love thing... one of my newest friends, nick, made me think of it. let's just leave it at LOTS of tension there. i love him to bits & i know he returns the feeling, i just think that maybe, right now, the sexual tension is getting in the way of the friendship. ever been there?
have i mentioned how glad i am that it is september? yes, it's still sticky and hot, but now i know autumn is on her way. were there a god i could praise, i sure would. though that's silly too because time just went by - that's all it takes to get from season to season. a little patience. not my strong suit.
"it's all...
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abyssia:
Yuri, you have a ton of topics you could choose from in that one entry.... Be bold! Voice an opinion!
redfirefaery:
time... time is literally relative. we shouldn't take it so seriously 
I know. I know. Just fucking write something already. So depressed. So empty. So nothing. I know Im depressed because of my behavior, not because I feel it. And this is murder - feeling the pressure from this damnable journal to write. To dump. To tell it something. Hungry little snatch you are! Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck all.
Usually that would feel kinda good....
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Usually that would feel kinda good....
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abyssia:
Thanks Yuri
childofhades:
...
an update. this is an update. a little bit of hell brought to you by the mind of minolta. ok, bring on the hell..... hell! NOW! wait, i'd have to let you into my brain for that to happen. ain't no way that's going on...
this has been an update.
this has been an update.
childofhades:
decended from the sphinx i presume.. friends, knowledge, things to distract me from the dark
yuriel:
haha that was funny 
i'm back. not for long. for i long for something i cannot find here there or anywhere, hip hip so hip to be square root of the angle of the axis powers ruled until their inevitable downfall at the hands of the good god it's hot down here there and everywhere, hip hip so hip to be square.... ack!
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childofhades:
am i in a cage of my own construction? there are no arcs to be found. myself i could not find it in a box and i could not find it w/a fox. if you do let me know
terental:
norristown?
i think i used to live right by there, is it close to ottsville by any chance?
cant think of any other relative towns right now, its been a while
i think i used to live right by there, is it close to ottsville by any chance?
cant think of any other relative towns right now, its been a while
up all night. still just playing around with this thing. tossed up a few more pics. nothing sexy. just me. but wait, i'm kinda sexy...
i wonder how many girls here know anything about suicide. more than the average blog? maybe. not more than dead journal though.
i have a pet peeve. goldfish. the snack that smiles back. not all of them smile. most don't...
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i wonder how many girls here know anything about suicide. more than the average blog? maybe. not more than dead journal though.
i have a pet peeve. goldfish. the snack that smiles back. not all of them smile. most don't...
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yuriel:
cool new pics
mmm i love eating those things!
hahahahah.
thats funny
but ill love my chaos thank you
mmm i love eating those things!
hahahahah.
thats funny
but ill love my chaos thank you
lucabrasi:
Youre from Norristown? Neat... I'm from Lower Merion. My bestfriend lives in Norristown when he's home from school...
Give up. You will not have love this time around. You will never have love. You're here for sex. You're here to be what they desire and to give them what they want. You learned it long ago. Your duty is sex. You are nothing more than a whore.
It's fun when I talk to myself.
It's fun when I talk to myself.
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yuriel:
thats sad 
and its not true it cant be true
at least some of us dont think so :x
and its not true it cant be true
at least some of us dont think so :x
desolate_bigot:
It's all good if that's what you like! Thanks for the info in chat!
Heavy Metal is the Law
Heavy Metal is the Law
let's take this fucker out for a spin....
attn_ho:
faster! pedal to the metal!
i mean, hello.
i mean, hello.
abyssia:
cute. you're cute. well, your profile brought a smile to my face. that's rare, but i swear, it does NOT crack! ;o) twin peaks. that's what did it. yup. so, hello to you too.
glad to be your friend.