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Well...no, come to think of it. But she is my sister. I've seen her boobs before.

awesome! i always liked them (yeah, partially because i thought the lead singer was super-cute). i think the fact that they were so young when they put out the first album has a lot to with it. it was a little disappointing- i really love a couple songs on it, including the single, but the others were just... bleh. the thing that bothered me most is that it was pretty obvious that the lyrics were written by a teenage girl. i mean, they had/have the potential. i just think they needed to mature as musicians and as songwriters. i haven't heard the new album, but i'll probably pick it up. you have to post Kittie pics after the show, though- bonus points for a pic of you hugging on the lead singer!

WHAAAAAAT UP, YO?

I'm back ya sexy man bitch you!

-Josh

Yeah, I saw RAW.

Those "Divas" were all realy hot but damn were they ever annoying. I too especially liked the redhead but she is a little over the top. Did you notice the little blonde almost lose her skirt? Now that would have been good television.

My favorite moment of the night was when Regal handed HHH his ass. God, I love that man.

Peace.

-Josh

Hi hi.

Holy monkey! 3 days and nothing new! Just the old post about a pathetic lost argument about being sweet! What the f'n hell! I am so mad I could kick one of my stepmom's 28 rabbits!



I am so not mad right now I just thought I would pretend to be.... Did it work?

BTW I don't kick rabbits and yes she does have 28.

[Edited on Jul 18, 2004 11:40PM]

sure. I only take pictures of the lovemakers, though you can see all my stuff here: http://thelovemakers.com/past_shows.html (I'm mary ellen)

happy anniversary! how sweet.

Thanks dude. I should let you know though, that the inner workings of the music industry can be very, VERY ugly. There's many times where the stress, politics, and bullshit of it all were so overwhelming that I wished I'd never bothered.

this time you can distract me by all the hugs in lieu of something cool to say. but next time, you may not be so lucky.

Hey there!

You called me cutie! Did you mean it? Did you? Will your gf be jealous? Nah. Probably not. You're probably with a girl who is totaly confident and secure with your relationship. Never mind the fact that you are a super duper boyfriend. So attentive and mature. You know you're more mature than some guys I know who are my age and plus. I think that's highly commendable. Truly. I think I will need to repay you someday for lending me your ear and also for sharing yourself with me.

Side-note: Someone just put me on Yahoo and being the curious person I am I ask who they are. They tell me. Totally random person. Never even talked to him on SG. Now I'm stuck here listening to him telling me about his whole life when I'm trying to compose a message to you. God so annoying. I don't even know the dude. Why can't someone like you who I actually like IM me? Seriously I'm like trapped. Blah.

OK back to YOU!!! You know the weekends was the only time I saw my ex too. And it still didn't keep us together. At the end I became so annoyed by him that what little time we did end up spending together grated on my every nerve. You know now that I think of it in many ways I found him to be intensely annoying. When you love someone I think that even bad habits and such should be lovable. Like check this...I vowed never ever to date a guy who smokes. I think smoking is the grossest thing ever and I've actually turned people down because they smoke. But here comes Gravesy!!! He's a fucking smoker but I like him so much that I give him a chance anyway. Now the fact that he smokes is one of the things I adore about him. Weird huh?

Oh yes and hello Rob!!! Yes of course we are getting into first names! I try to know everyone's first name because when I speak to them directly I feel a little silly calling them by their SG name esp. if it's a name like yours. Heh.

By the way, your advice ruled. I was actually already felt a little guilty because I cut off all communication with him and I did think he deserved more than that. I didn't want to throw him away like a dirty napkin. So when you said what you did that really gave me a kick in the ass. I decided that day to make sure to get at least one e-mail to him. I think it was a good idea because I think he realized that it was real and final. It was a good decision. I haven't really heard from him since. So here's hoping.

So I'm pretty upset that my ex doesn't want to be friends. I'm hoping that will change. I'd lovce to hang with him if I knew there were no romantic strings attached.

I agree about betrayal. I mean isn't betrayal like when you cheat on someone and shit like that? He can't seem to understand that my feelings changed. The end. As a matter if fact I was betraying MYSELF by staying with him for as long as I have knowing full well we shouldn't be together anymore. What about that? Of course I would never tell him any of this. Anymore contact would just encourage him and I don't think I can suffer through another email from him.

I'm reading your entry and there are so many funny lines. What you write re-affrims the fact that Canadians are fucking funny as hell!!!

For example this line...I'm still not seeing the betrayal and I wear glasses. The power of four eyes isn't seeing it. GENIUS!!!

Moving on moving on...

You know I can't imagine why you would be suicidal? You seem like a level headed person who has a lot of things going for him. I just can't imagine why you think your life sucks so bad that you need to end it. I guess I just don't really understand suicide. I understand depression though and I'm pretty sure that for the most part it's chemical. I'm not depressed but I do go through bouts of major depression. Usually it lasts only a few days and then I snap out of it and I'm back to normal. All I know is that nothing triggered it. It always seemed to be over nothing. I imagine suicide may be the same way. Is it?

P.S. I do not think you're mental silly cat!

Oh and try to stop by my journal today. It's pretty funny. No moping today.

As always...thank you!!!

A giant hug AND you'll pinch my cheeks cuz I'm so adorable?! Fuck it, let's run away right now.

Hey did you check out the site? All the buttons listed are our sponsors. I work for one and so does my friend, most of the sponsors we know rather well, I think we have just one content sponsor on there...? I have a few friends who are photographers and content providers that will be there as well so seeing as you are an adult photographer this could work out really well for you. Can i see some samples of your work? You can post it in my comments or email me, I don't mind!

Now that we've rambled in each other's journals don't you think we should at least be friends?

And don't even worry about rambling in mine. Honest. You know your entry really helped. I guess at times like these it helps to hear that other people went through something very similar because it makes you feel like you are not alone. You know?

The only thing that bothers me is that I do miss him like crazy. I miss his friendship. That kind of scares me because what if it means that I'm really supposed to be with him??? What if I'm not doing the right thing? I'm just so confused.

lol i forgot silly me...we just got done shooting our fireworks off...twas fun, but far too short...i used to live in mississippi and we would load up on so many fireworks that we'd be out there for like 4 hours shooting them off over the pond lol here in the city you gotta be all nicey nice with them...so the cops don't get all mad 3 cops drove by tonight lol how was your weekend? and my bf said yes...yes he is lol

dude. if BOOURNS was a simpsons reference you officially rock my world.
i read one of your stories and half of another. i am juggling summer school, writing and laziness but i will get to it. what i've read so far is some good shit.
you really should post some.

nice... it takes balls to post stuff like that, i think... in poetry one is most vunerable. (and venerable? ha. play on words. maybe i am a poet. the world will never know...)

on an unrelated note, i just sent in my last college paper of my last college class. i feel like celebrating, but i have no one to call.

happy canada day, though. hope you have fun with your pops anyway.

I like your poetry... it reminds me of my own a little bit... i'de love tyo read some more if you have it. Depressing to write through isn't it? when ever i write like that i get that way anyway. It's such a bullshit way to feel huh?

i am a dude, i live in florida, and i like green eggs and ham...oh yeah....i like boobs as well. thank for askin

i have a neice and nephew who i used to actually make green eggs and ham for with a lil dye, it was odd but i enjoyed the looks of wonder so indeed im a fan hehe.... and the book.. anything dr seuss is tops in my book

well,my mom is in again,hopefully she has learned her lesson this time..but yeah I cant dwell on things that I cannot control,music and fireworks are my best friends right now!,besides all my cool musician friends,and the new people I have met on here,and other sites..

ROCK ON..

My weekend ruled! Met more girls with nice boobies and that like rock/metal music! no complaints from South Florida...