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i'm not a nice person. i can rationalize anything. i have no ethics. i lack the ability to commit.

Boop.
phoolsfire:
its good to hear your still alive. whats going down this weekend. i was gonna try to have a party this friday. you should come by. did you meet a lady friend or have you grown way tooo attached to the family pet? anywho give me a call. i miss people( including you). i can tell you all about the adventures of grand island. confused eeek
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(OPINIONS AHEAD)

I think people love about others what they love most about themselves. Or what they would love for themselves.
As in:
Beauty
Riches
Popularity
Intelligence
Knowledge
Talent
Fame
Personality
Whatever.
It could be love or what first attracts you to someonetoo early to tellbut I know for sure its something we see in ourselves or would like to see in ourselves to
Its...
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Sammy broke his computer. He put in a new water-cooling system and it leaked on his motherboarddead. so...again...i'm sol. Jolly.
August is almost here, kids. This means that M'll be back soon. This means S turns 23. A Scanner Darkly premiers. Soul Calibur 3 will be the cover of EGM. It means AJ's going to the kennel.
My drug dealer's doing 30 days for driving...
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Blah, blah, blah. I hate people. I hate missing people. I hate identifying with people. I hate not identifying with people. I hate it when people are base and i hate it when they're trying to be deep.
I hate people.
Ok, now what?
The heat finally broke. It was four days inna row, triple digits, finally topping out at a 120 heat index. But...
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I get the distinct feeling that this would be easier if i was a chick.
Or gay.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. I know.
It's like fucking clockworki start planning something, begin editing, and all-of-a-sudden i'm the biggest hack this side of Lynch.
Yeah, ok. WhateverEraserHead. I get it.
I'll shoot a film where this dude's fucking his wife, then the wife turns into a...
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rephrased:
I wish I were qualified to make an intelligent comment on this entry. But it's all jibberish to me.
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John, John, John--What i tell you?

Been a minute or two, huh? It's a long way till August, kiddies, bear with me...

HomeGrown is a fucking aweful movie. It was killed by it's own pacing, plodding direction, and FUCKING SOUNDTRACK! The preview of the movie looked bloody hilarious, but the soundtrack deceives this premise and opts for a suspense backing-track.
So when shit gets tough,...
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cipher:
Goddamn I miss your comments; I need to hang around here more often.
propaganda4u:
Dude.... HomeGrown is the fucking best. A near classic. Speaking of home-grown... I best be goin'.
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I hate denim. I hate jeans. With it's lack of fucking pockets.
And so on...
rephrased:
I exist again. Hurrah.
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why am i always the only conformist in the room?
or the only nonconformist? it's weird how that is...
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I feel like shit. I feel like vomiting. I feel like hanging myself--an urge i get whenever i do something stupid.
Or whenever i think of something stupid i did. I've done--whatever.
I finished the Nil8 thing--Sammy chucked at it.
I bought a hat.
I was gonna get Pink Socks today, but they dont HAVE pink socks for men. atleast not at Wal-Mart--which we stopped...
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phoolsfire:
did you try hot topic, as bad and cheesy as that sounds, they'd probally have some pink socks for men, or i would recomend a sporting goods store, you still might have to buy womens socks, but i bet you could find them a little bigger.
joking about kiddie smut to the people at wal-mart is like joking about cancer to the st jude people....not so funny given the context. but still ironic
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I got so many problems
And they weigh on my mind
I don't solve 'em, no, I just cause them
And they weigh on my mind
Tell me, where do you go when your money's all gone?
When your friends are all gone?
When your love is all gone?
No right turns, always seem to be wrong
All goes bad, it's so hard to be...
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phoolsfire:
so the point of the story, that i got anyway, is that S is the wife in the relationship.
well that explains his defensive and protective attitude towards you and his unwarrented jealousy towards me. lol

have fun with the nil8 thingy, if you just e-mail jeff, hes pretty helpfull with any stuff for the band.

ill be in sunday after darkish.
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Its always nice to be nice. So Im a nice guyits always nice to be nice. Thats a quote from a movie, I cant remember which. In my head I hear it said by a British dude, if that helps.
And thats the role Ive been giventhe nice guy, the funny one. Sweet, moderately harmless, whatever. I dont really mindI like smiles, I like laughs....
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phoolsfire:
yes, i think elephantiasis does cause some neurological damage in the brain, or maybe the kids just a little nuts, i remember seeing him and his brother come into the library when i worked there.

i won't have my phone on me while on the dig, and sad to say, i wont have access to a computer either, its a very waldon pond sort of trip.

i don't analyze people, i just look at their pictures, and think "wow, this guy really likes pussy", or "whats with all the pics of girls with their legs up by their head"etc. its kinda funny. the most disturbing is when you look at a folder and its just filled with body parts, no pics of whole women, but thats kinds what they are here sort of.

i've got a shitty wedding to attend this weekend. and its in dekalb. so that means more driving for me, but that also means an excuse to buy booze (the mandatory wedding gift) smile
phoolsfire:
no i never said that was your folder...i told you i don't "analyze" thses stupid pic, its just somthing i was randomly doing. "what's that? in my folder?-why the fuck am i explaining this?" paranoid...again withthe judging. i didn't even look at the folder of my friends. just random members. chill yo!

i will be in peoria on the third, for the fire works an stuff, i'll give you a ring. do you work on sunday?
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Next time i'll just shoot myself in the foot. I have to go to guey's tonite. i promisted id drop by a couple times. he's been working on some music, i need new music. he has the new version of Acid Pro, i need the new version of Acid Pro. i know i'm just gonna get there and smoke a buncha ciggies and talk shit...
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cipher:
Seems to be a vibe, yeah. Could be those summertime blues.
And seriously, waking up that early leaving me exhausted by 4-5 pm, which in my opinion is when the day properly begins.