3:18am: light cigarette, hit play on portishead mix, run bath water.
3:19am: start journal entry.
Day 12. Jolly-fucking-olly. As you could have guessed by my drunken (oh...my...god) rambling, i didnt go thru with it. And i am in so much pain. I dont wanna talk about it.
Ugh, i caught Freaky Friday on cable this morning, and, well, it made me realize how much i...
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3:19am: start journal entry.
Day 12. Jolly-fucking-olly. As you could have guessed by my drunken (oh...my...god) rambling, i didnt go thru with it. And i am in so much pain. I dont wanna talk about it.
Ugh, i caught Freaky Friday on cable this morning, and, well, it made me realize how much i...
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Ugh, what is this, Day: 11? Im tired of this, tonites the nite. Now, onto buying some decent (READ: inexpensive [nine bucks to my name], 100 proof or higher) vodka. I dont think you can really rape yourself, but I might wanna be liquored up to make it more consensual.
On the way to pekin last nite, the road was fucked, 24 was a joke....
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On the way to pekin last nite, the road was fucked, 24 was a joke....
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phoolsfire:
i have to agree with you on the whole girls are nasty thingie. i've lived with both boys and girls and girls were waaaaay worse, i was raised by my father so i didn't really understand the whole bathroom thing till i had my first female roomate, in the military, it is disgusting. but your just gonna have to get over that whole period thing, that just regular normal girl shit. and anyone who habitually leaves traces of body fluids or hair of any sort any place around the house is fucking repulsive, and should be shot.
keep that in mind when your puttin you seven inch sock under the bed after use
keep that in mind when your puttin you seven inch sock under the bed after use
Day 10:i don't remember putting on underwear today, butsurprise! There they are. I got up in such a rush, thinking i had over slept. I had to be in an hour early, as to compensate for the Annual potluck thingie. I was in charge of drinks... so here's the problem, it snowed whilst i slept...hard. Shit, it was still snowing when i got up (after...
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phoolsfire:
i saw the funniest shit yesterday,
i was making several trips to the store to get holiday crap, and every time i went there was this bag boy at the local jewel who was trying desperatly to navigate rows of carts through the frozen slush mounds in the parking lot, if i hadn't felt so sorry for the poor bastartd, i would've laughed in his face, man that shit was funny.
B]what the hells wrong with penguines?null[
and for the record, every time i think about the shitty midwest weather, an extra eon is tacked on to the next season's arivial.
i was making several trips to the store to get holiday crap, and every time i went there was this bag boy at the local jewel who was trying desperatly to navigate rows of carts through the frozen slush mounds in the parking lot, if i hadn't felt so sorry for the poor bastartd, i would've laughed in his face, man that shit was funny.
B]what the hells wrong with penguines?null[
and for the record, every time i think about the shitty midwest weather, an extra eon is tacked on to the next season's arivial.
Day Nine: almost into the double digits, people. And to tell you the truth, I was actually considering quitting. Doing this has actually increased the amount of time I spend thinking about sex, which is bad. More time on the sex issue, less time on important things. Thats bad. But I realized something today, a breakthrough, I guess you can call it. More on that...
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phoolsfire:
red vs blue,
best move adaptation of a game ever
i'm glad your growing in your quest to be freed from the opression of the evil ejaculate
you should smile reasuringly at deat ol sammy and tell him
"oh sweety, its not the size that matters"
oh, i just like penguines.
best move adaptation of a game ever
i'm glad your growing in your quest to be freed from the opression of the evil ejaculate
you should smile reasuringly at deat ol sammy and tell him
"oh sweety, its not the size that matters"
oh, i just like penguines.
Day Eight. My balls hurtbut thats not what you want to hear, soDay Eight! God, I feel good! So good, in fact, that Ive never felt better! Great! Im surprised that more people dont try this! I sincerely believe that if more people stopped having orgasms the world would be a better place! Thisisgreat! I dont wish you were here, but I sure do wish...
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b57913:
hmm Ive never actually paid to much attention to how long Ive gone with out an orgasm, I know Ive gone several weeks. Sometimes I go days without even thinking about it.
I think you've inspired me to keep a log of some kind.
I think you've inspired me to keep a log of some kind.
phoolsfire:
i gave up sex with my significant other a few weeks ago, i don't think he's caught on yet.
fuck it,.....oops
i mean well shit.
your a better person for it i'm sure.
at least your not a slave to the
hope stuff... umm.., gets better for you
fuck it,.....oops
i mean well shit.
your a better person for it i'm sure.
at least your not a slave to the
hope stuff... umm.., gets better for you
Day Severn. Yes, Day 7, yesterday was day six, I didnt post yesterday. So, head hurts, etc. if I may quote Renton twice in a week, I dont feel the sickness yet, but its in the post. Thats for sure. I doubt Ill be feeling any sickness from this experiment. Unless you count sleeplessness, lack of focus, irritability anderfrustration as a sickness. Maybemaybe not.
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b57913:
the Amazing Kill-o-Watts song Instamatic
great song
10:20PM
DAY 5! Five, like fiver.Fiver from Watership Down They'll never rest until they've spoiled the earth. Fiver indeed.
Temptation rears its ugly head in the form of DOA Ultimate and its damned jiggle effects. Didnt notice it at first even though the jiggle is what first drew me to the series way-back-when. But nowDAMN YOU TECHMO! So I switch to Halo 2no temptation there....
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DAY 5! Five, like fiver.Fiver from Watership Down They'll never rest until they've spoiled the earth. Fiver indeed.
Temptation rears its ugly head in the form of DOA Ultimate and its damned jiggle effects. Didnt notice it at first even though the jiggle is what first drew me to the series way-back-when. But nowDAMN YOU TECHMO! So I switch to Halo 2no temptation there....
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b57913:
Good rant.
What's really weird to think about is all the straight men who become gay porn stars. But then porn itself isn't usually sex. I guess there is the act of sex (going through the motions), and then there is the sexuality of the mind. (which usually is why people watch porn)
I used to live in all male college dorm where there was a lot of homosexual type humor thrown around. Not directed at homosexuals, but stuff like guys joking about the great sex they had with a roommate, naked slip and slides, and stealing all the shower stall barriers.
It was always a challenge to push this kind of humor as far as you could, like you had to prove to everyone that you were entirely comfortable with your sexuality. It was a strange culture.
The very funniest thing that I ever saw was when me and dozen guys got naked, put on various Halloween masks, busted into the rooms where some perspective students (high school kids) were sleeping at 3am, and danced around the room whooping and screaming. Youve never seen anyone so frightened in your life.
Good rant.
What's really weird to think about is all the straight men who become gay porn stars. But then porn itself isn't usually sex. I guess there is the act of sex (going through the motions), and then there is the sexuality of the mind. (which usually is why people watch porn)
I used to live in all male college dorm where there was a lot of homosexual type humor thrown around. Not directed at homosexuals, but stuff like guys joking about the great sex they had with a roommate, naked slip and slides, and stealing all the shower stall barriers.
It was always a challenge to push this kind of humor as far as you could, like you had to prove to everyone that you were entirely comfortable with your sexuality. It was a strange culture.
The very funniest thing that I ever saw was when me and dozen guys got naked, put on various Halloween masks, busted into the rooms where some perspective students (high school kids) were sleeping at 3am, and danced around the room whooping and screaming. Youve never seen anyone so frightened in your life.
b57913:
ha yeah I admit I had to really stretch for some people.
You can only read about, "my girl/boyfriend broke up with me and my life is trashed" so many times before you go bonkers
You can only read about, "my girl/boyfriend broke up with me and my life is trashed" so many times before you go bonkers
it's been pissing rain all day...my driver's door doesnt have a proper seal...my ass is wet...
DAY 4! well...i seem to remember going longer than this, a week or two. but that was without trying--that was when i hadnt any interest in sex, really. i go thru those phases.
had a headache this morning, trying to go to sleep. this was after picturing a nail...
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DAY 4! well...i seem to remember going longer than this, a week or two. but that was without trying--that was when i hadnt any interest in sex, really. i go thru those phases.
had a headache this morning, trying to go to sleep. this was after picturing a nail...
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b57913:
A friend of mine had cancer cells removed from her cervix just last month. They told her no "pelvic action" for 30 days... she made it 23. hahaha
oh i'm no help
oh i'm no help
wow...day three...day 3...day thr33...day eeer....anyways, nothing much to report on my "Vision Quest" (modine in a fucking genius! ) -- cept that i was sreally tired, but i couldnt sleep...visions of thingie-stuff was dancing in my head...which remids me...ppl have their christmas stuff up already. 
ok. got lost list nite going to sammy's. got on 474 going the rong way--galesburg exit. i was 'posed to...
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ok. got lost list nite going to sammy's. got on 474 going the rong way--galesburg exit. i was 'posed to...
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Today is day two of the One Month Abstinence Pledge. This is something i didn't announce yesterday because it...well...hadn't really entered my mind until i was half asleep...if you get my drift. No sexy stuff whatsoever.......................................................................................So, if i seem overly obsessed with my penis, don't be alarmed...I'm just having withdrawal. And, no, i'm not some born-again freak. I don't love Christ or Christianity any more...
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phoolsfire:
i'm sold
i think i'm comming down with something right now
i neeeeeed that book
i was once abstaining for like two years. then....to make up for lost time i spent the next five whoring it up. so good luck to you on your quest for..... improvement?
i think i'm comming down with something right now
i neeeeeed that book
i was once abstaining for like two years. then....to make up for lost time i spent the next five whoring it up. so good luck to you on your quest for..... improvement?
ok, i think i'm losing my hair...seriously...i think it's leaving me. i think im getting a receeding hair line...the experts say it's the maternal grandfather that passes the baldy-gene down, unfortunately my mother knows not her father, and i'm fucked. it's a damned bloody lottery for me. 
sammy and i are finally making some headway on the first level of halo 2...on LEGENDARY! it's fucking...
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sammy and i are finally making some headway on the first level of halo 2...on LEGENDARY! it's fucking...
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phoolsfire:
if you do start going bald don't be a wuss about it, just shave the head and you'll be an instant badass.
i hope to relocate to hawaii, thats where i moved here from, don't ask me why its a long story that most resembles a david lynch film. but now i'm stuck here and i've got like two more years, it seems my life is divided into four year segments. but i'm rameling, and that's what my journal page is for
i hope to relocate to hawaii, thats where i moved here from, don't ask me why its a long story that most resembles a david lynch film. but now i'm stuck here and i've got like two more years, it seems my life is divided into four year segments. but i'm rameling, and that's what my journal page is for
how the fuck did popa roach get a music contract? answer me that. heard APC's cover of Imagine. i kinda like their version over JL's. BLASPHEMER! TO THE STAKE WITH THEE! whatever. MJK's voice is nice, blow me. it takes bothe time and fucking effort to look this bad ppl. i'd make a great boogie man, damnit.
phoolsfire:
i want to know what brain dead idiots keep buying their music, they should be gone by now, yet every now and then thers radio play or someone at a party think its good party music 
bad juju
bad juju
phoolsfire:
i've sold my hair before, and i'm not above selling my eggs, i'm not using them. i've gone through almost three years of college without having to take out a loan yet woohoo!
one more year and i can leave this state debt free
oh,
we were playing drinking games and i didn't know any trivia questions about the nimh movies.
one more year and i can leave this state debt free
oh,
we were playing drinking games and i didn't know any trivia questions about the nimh movies.