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for the last two weeks i haven't been myself literally. i have been job seeking and i've had to pretend that i am some preppy little girl, not to say that that's a bad thing, just that is not who i am and i want to be me again. but the make-believe payed off because i got two jobs in a week one is a seasonal retail job in the mall. it's bad. the other is a little low carb low sugar stand in this food market i like it. it's all independant not hudge corporate thing going on which is so comfortable. those two weeks were miserable for another reason as well. i didn't see my boyfriend the whole time. but it payed off. last night i had the most powerful orgasm of my life! i actually started crying it was so good! mmmm. i love him. no matter how many times i say how hideous in appearance he is. and complain that i don't get it often enough, i know that there is no one better than him. he is the best.