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yesterday was both a triumph and a defeat in my life. My job is shutting down it's operations in toledo. Toledo, the town 3rd in the nation for unemployment among cities with comparable populations. Over 500 of us are losing our jobs. i'm only 19 and i'm being downsized. i've always knew this day would come but, i wasn't prepared then and i'm not prepared now. people say i could move but i just couldn't do that to my roomates no matter how much i can't stand living with them.
i have no idea what i'm going to do as of february i will be out of a job happy fuckin' birthday!!! i have no marketable skills so far as i know. i can't perform manual labor because i have no upper body strenghth. i have a degree in nothing so any professional feild is out and i don't know any trades the only thing left for me to do is wait tables and strip, neither of which do i have any experience in doing.
a friend (well my best friend at this time in my life) that works with me is downright extatic about the layoffs. he can't wait to sit on his ass live off student loans and collect unemployment. i don't see how that will support me and i have no idea how to collect it.
on top of all that, okay i can't be sad now the interenet radio station of mine just started playing the eddie murphy ice cream skip from delirious, nevermind if any one has any suggestions i'll take 'em.
"and you didn't get none, 'cuz you are on the wewfare"