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yesterday was both a triumph and a defeat in my life. My job is shutting down it's operations in toledo. Toledo, the town 3rd in the nation for unemployment among cities with comparable populations. Over 500 of us are losing our jobs. i'm only 19 and i'm being downsized. i've always knew this day would come but, i wasn't prepared then and i'm not prepared...
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today todaytoday i must work somemore. i hate doing that seriously hate working there. to make it worse my roomate is no longer gonna work there and he's gonna make more money. rub my loserdom in my face! i cryed at work yesterday, twice i am pathetic. i don't mean to be but damnit! how am i supposed to feel happy for myself working there,...
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work gave me a sunday off. What else is there to do but, check out suicide girls and listen to the flaming lips? I'm at my boyfrinds apartment. it is quite an interesting surrouding. to start, there is a rug on the wall depicting the last supper; direcftly above what is supposed to be jesus is the no swastica symbol and four hubcaps from a...
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yo yo ma yo mama I took a half a day off of work today so i could watch the sopranos last night that show kicks ass!!! today I purchased dance wear. I swear if i ever have kids they aren't allowed to have dance lessons that hobby is too damn expensive! I blew up at work today at my supervisor and started crying i...
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yeah halloween was downright odd but i was too tired to touch the computer for like two days so thats good. i ended up just dressing in two-tone (checker board) from head to toe and going to the party as the kitchen floor. we also had a guy who wore a t-shirt with rips in it, ketchup smeared on it and his neck, pinned a...
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halloween!!!!!!!!!I was so excited i couldn't sleep last night i went to bed at like 7AM i love halloween but i can't decide what i want to do. I have a party in Michigan like an hour away which I've decided probably would be good since one of the guys hates me because I wasn't interested in him. also another party but this time is...
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i made the awesomest t-shirt today it's grrrrreat! I posted a picture of the design of it look at it it's sweet i wish i had a camera so i cool post a picture of me wearing the coolest T-shirt in the world.

elliot smith dead. that sucks it reminds me of my own mortality. oh well, naked chicks....

favorite song of the day generous palmstroke by bjork that song is killing me. album of the week the slackers close my eyes.SG for today jetta,speaking of cars, car insurance of choice???!?!?! I need help with this one.

this has nothing to do with beautiful women actually with a rather ugly one, but it's what's on my mind. my mother forgot to pay our car insurance last month( I gave her the money ) and now I'm uninsured I'm trying to quit smoking, and I'm generally pissed off because things aren't going my way. Will looking at naked women solve this debacle? tune...
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