9th_sage

I don't know...having a bad night really. You know how it is more than likely...friend talks about her personal troubles, you guys talk, debate, you begin feeling bad about your failed relationships as much as she is...

Queue the spiral into madness.

I wish to thank Miss Cherry and my friend Lars as well for ending up, wether they mean to or not, cherring me up a bit.

Just need to deal I suppose, stop second guessing myself. I have to wonder if I'm just setting myself up for a fall however...this whole thing with Amy...she is a woman I know from my work...absolutely cool as hell, the quintessential geek girl and very attractive to boot. We haven't even had a chance to go out anywhere yet...damned work has interfered. She has way too much overtime because of this one gal that quit, Amy is pretty much keeping her own job and adding on what the other girl did....it must be really tough. I feel so bad for her. She looks stressed and tired more often lately.

I wish to ease her pain.

Don't know if that is going to happen though. I'm becoming impatient...the best things may come to those who wait, but hell, I'm tired of waiting. I think if we had the chance to go out somewhere we would follow suit with a proper date...she really seems to like me...

*sigh* Ah who knows...women confuse me greatly, heh.