much better, now if only my 8- track worked blah..
nothing much to update other than in my dreariness and inbetween thinking i should end it all, i decided to be a little more constructive once again and write a book. and when she comes crawlin' back , i 'll say ,"too bad for you." word. and i got a second job to kill the time as well, if i don't drop from exhaustion first...
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postmodernsleaze:
oh hun... i'm sorry ur hurting. fuck her!! i'll fuck her up if u want me 2.......
we should do something fun sometime, something random and crazy!
we should do something fun sometime, something random and crazy!
i keep thinking i'm over the ex, then i'm not,we hang out, make out and have sex, yet i know its only until she finds someone else.doesn't that suck or what!?she's one of the most beautiful people on the inside and out(she should be on here) i broke her heart first,and part of me feels i deserve this, but fuckin hell! on halloween weekend i...
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casper:
so how was your halloween?
in response to my last journal entry, aside from getting laid and loaded to get over an ex, meeting someone new certainly will do a great job as well! thank god because i was about do suggesst an open relationship and you know how that goes..
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loretta:
thanks 
it's better now
it's better now
_catalyst_:
thanks, it helped a lot. every bit of encouragement helps.
when you break up with someone(again sorta) besides getting loaded and finding someone to fuck, what else helps? any suggesstions?
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loretta:
He's so cute right now
and his tummy is all naked
and his tummy is all naked
sghater:
draw little pictures of them with huge hairy moles. and feel sorry for the next guy they are with, cuz deep down she's (or he's) probably a crazy bitch you don't need anyway 
my brain it seems w/in the last year has become more aware of dream states- that is i've been aware that i've been in dreams (conscious of) than i ever have in my life. i've been reading about this sort of thing and other weird stuff for the past year or so. i beleive this has somhow awakened my consciousness and expanded my mind. and...
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grrryphon:
Hi! Wow, long time... that was May, right? Geez, so much has happened since then, I wouldn't even know where to start... :-) Good to hear from you!
nattytattat:
oooohh, I love that shit! What are you reading?
does anyone have photoshop that they want to burn for me cuz i can never upload photos cuz the size is too big!?send them to gelato vero or drop them off for chris!
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loretta:
haha well I'll stop then
crudeecstasy:
I'm sami, and I'll see you sometime tomorrow.
last night i saw dead can dance! that was seriously one of the best shows i've ever been to. lisa gerrard is like watching the white queen from lord of the rings. i felt like i was at church or something! it was so cool!
so yesterday i come home and theres a list of place ...my roomies are moving out and have yet to notify me. sucks1 i hope i find someone to move in cuz i hate moving! they are a couple and want to be "alone" i guess. thats ok..but very inconvienient for me! anyone need a place?
raleighboy:
argh, that sucks.
yay for halloween! don't you all just love it? when else can you go to target and buy a 10 pack of monster fangs in assortede colors for 2 bux?!
fatality:
I'll have to get some!
_catalyst_:
it's adam, not andy.
i was very drunk obviously. i don't remember-sorry!
i was very drunk obviously. i don't remember-sorry!
good news is good 2 hear