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From Miss Alice Akesse
Abidjan, Cote D'Ivoire.
Email: alice_ak9000@yahoo.fr

Dearest One,

I'm Miss Alice Akesse (19) the only daughter of Late Mr. & Mrs. John A. Akesse.
My father was a very wealthy cocoa merchant here in Abidjan, the economic
capital of Cote D'Ivoire. He was poisoned to death by his business...
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Ink. Ink, and more ink.

I need to finish all this shit up in the next couple of years. I'm sick of looking at my real skin.

This whole thing is a pain in the ass... I'm having problems reconciling how I feel.

I'm a man of two minds - Split personality. A walking dichotomy.

Just don't ask me my name, I don't think you'd like the answer.

What a way...

shift gears, drop back into pace.

smooth trotting. move into a full sprint. smeared into escape velocity... i want to touch the stars.

shift gears.

drop back into pace.

i'm reading up on the brain. bet you didn't know i used be left-handed? it was only until recently i figured out how to do lower case b's and d's correctly every time....
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oh Tony, you stupid romantic fool you.

I'll tell you a secret.: I'm that asshole that leaves gum under the table.

Been up on gum since I was old enough to chew. Leaving it places is like a secret language among avid gum chewers -- I WAS HERE.

The fancier the place or the nicer the table, the more inclined I am to do it. No shit. I can't help myself, really......
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It's cold and the sun keeps rolling in and out of consciousness. I guess it's one of those mornings.

I feel there's a whole part of me that is going woefully unnurtured. My friend Tom, now in Portland, is the only person that I connect with on this one level. People have remarked at how similar we can be and how sometimes we enthrall them...
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Reading the Grant Morrison interview on the site sorta jarred loose a lot of memories...

I remember I was 17 and picked up The Invisibles and I identified with Dane. I was so pissed off and scared, feeling alone. I wanted to burn the world down.

Then later, when I managed to track down all the issues of Doom Patrol. I remember at the time...
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I'll never understand people.

She keeps trying to stall me. Keep me from going right away, "Riding your bike home at night, wearing all black? Be really careful."

I want to tell her that's not how I die.

It happens a long time from now when I've outlived most everyone I know. I go out old. Playing chess in the park with Tom... maybe watching my favorite movie.

If...
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