when i met Z, i thought he was pretty cool. he's obviously an intelligent individual and he's reasonably funny, he also seemed to be nice.
lately though, i've been noticing that whenever we're around L he'll go out of his way to slight me. most of the time i'll let just let it slide. sometimes i'll make a subtle jab back. yesterday, i almost hauled...
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lately though, i've been noticing that whenever we're around L he'll go out of his way to slight me. most of the time i'll let just let it slide. sometimes i'll make a subtle jab back. yesterday, i almost hauled...
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1. my tattoo is fucking itchy and it's pissing me off.
2. she asked me to go to Texas and offered to pay half the plane ticket. i don't know how i feel about it.
3. i'm starting to lose myself in the busys of my life. sometimes i like feeling productive and overworked, it excuses excess partying and slacking.
4. my confidence slipped a...
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2. she asked me to go to Texas and offered to pay half the plane ticket. i don't know how i feel about it.
3. i'm starting to lose myself in the busys of my life. sometimes i like feeling productive and overworked, it excuses excess partying and slacking.
4. my confidence slipped a...
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yip...
yip wants us to go pro. it's really more of his dream to go pro and me help him out, which is cool. if i were to be honest though, the idea seems big. almost too big. it's really like taking something that's an art and a sense of contemplation for me and hammer it into something that's concrete and not an abstract.
basic...
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yip wants us to go pro. it's really more of his dream to go pro and me help him out, which is cool. if i were to be honest though, the idea seems big. almost too big. it's really like taking something that's an art and a sense of contemplation for me and hammer it into something that's concrete and not an abstract.
basic...
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sitting for five hours was an interesting experience. it's not so much the intensity of the pain, because i've had worse, but it was the length at which it lasted.
i think i understand now why people crack under torture.
around the last half-hour i began to think. think that if this were in some kind of life-or-death situation, would i buckle under the pressure...
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i think i understand now why people crack under torture.
around the last half-hour i began to think. think that if this were in some kind of life-or-death situation, would i buckle under the pressure...
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seriously.
i came home to some of the stupidest fucking drama, and guess what? it was over a fucking computer game...
yeah, i'll admit it... years ago i'd have been playing this game with them, all up in arms over some retarded hoo-haw. but things are different now.
i spent all day helping my friend paint her store, which is in an interesting location-- the...
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i came home to some of the stupidest fucking drama, and guess what? it was over a fucking computer game...
yeah, i'll admit it... years ago i'd have been playing this game with them, all up in arms over some retarded hoo-haw. but things are different now.
i spent all day helping my friend paint her store, which is in an interesting location-- the...
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MENTAL NOTE
don't do that again, dipshit.
don't do that again, dipshit.
i love it when it rains here. reminds me of when i was a child in portland.
and so it goes...
"I don't understand. Why does a weak
person have to go out and find a strong person... to hang onto?"
does love make you weak?
when my love has been given, i have been mistreated. lied to, abused, taken advantage of.
now, when i am strong and focused, i do not want them to touch me. their callow fawning reeks of...
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"I don't understand. Why does a weak
person have to go out and find a strong person... to hang onto?"
does love make you weak?
when my love has been given, i have been mistreated. lied to, abused, taken advantage of.
now, when i am strong and focused, i do not want them to touch me. their callow fawning reeks of...
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fools on the case and they givin' me baseline...
the past few years have been a real rollercoaster-- holding your breath as you make the agonizingly slow climb. gut churning in anticipation of the impending drop. just waiting for that sudden rush as the world streaks by, filling you with a strange mixture of complete invincibility and sudden terror.
it was almost a year ago...
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the past few years have been a real rollercoaster-- holding your breath as you make the agonizingly slow climb. gut churning in anticipation of the impending drop. just waiting for that sudden rush as the world streaks by, filling you with a strange mixture of complete invincibility and sudden terror.
it was almost a year ago...
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how dare they...
most of them really do believe themselves to be of such privilage that it excuses any abuse of trust. it is even more enraging that they believe it is for such an abstract absolute, i.e. 'the greater good'. because, of course, we are too poor and and ill-bred to know ration, compassion, and (god forbid) alturism.
all the asinine rhetoric they spit...
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most of them really do believe themselves to be of such privilage that it excuses any abuse of trust. it is even more enraging that they believe it is for such an abstract absolute, i.e. 'the greater good'. because, of course, we are too poor and and ill-bred to know ration, compassion, and (god forbid) alturism.
all the asinine rhetoric they spit...
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