8spiders

my eyes burn right now and i'm not sure why. maybe touching yourself does induce blindness.

new words i've learned recently that i totally dig:

Perfidy
Vituperous/Invective

i was on a streak for awhile but looks like it's time for me to cash in. one of the girls i had something going with got a boyfriend, which is cool. she's a neat girl.

the other girl is starting to kinda bug me-- playing games and whatnot, but i'm not her boyfriend and we had an agreement, so... i'm going to downshift back into being "just friends".

can't stand living in this tiny room anymore. keep getting visions olf golfish and tanks. visions of the big open sea.

time for me to put the brain back into the jar and dream up better things...

i've proved to myself everything that has been suspect for so long. yeah, i knew it... fuck you. when push comes to shove, i will always win.

time to put the brain back into jar and dream... dream of Texas.